Chapter 249 He is not qualified to feel pain
Although Shen Yanci knew that there was absolutely no possibility for him and me, he told himself to let go and wished me happiness.
But he knew how much I loved him, and knew that even though I was engaged to Pei Shen now and wanted to start a new life, I definitely hadn't completely let him go in my heart.
I still have him in my heart, so I can't really start a new relationship!
Knowing this, although he felt pain in his heart when he saw me and Pei Shen together, the pain was not so extreme, nor was he so desperate!
He really, no matter how hard he thought, he never imagined that Pei Shen and I not only had a substantive relationship for a long time, but I was also pregnant!
This made him really...really...
The blow was totally unbearable!
No matter how hard the person who was hit tried to hold on, he couldn't hold on. His big body just fell down with a bang!
I watched helplessly as he, who was so tall and strong, fell to the ground as if he had lost his life force in an instant.
The pain is so unbearable, it's worse than death.
My heart was filled with an uncontrollable pain.
But I didn't even move.
Just looked at him coldly.
We have come this far and there is no turning back. Therefore, the only way to have a new life is to let go completely.
I hope Shen Yanci can let go as completely as I have and have a new life of his own.
Like I said before, no matter what happened between us, I never hated Shen Yanci. I didn't want to see him living in the mud and pain. I wanted him to find his new happiness.
I hope he is fine.
Facing my cold and ruthless gaze, Shen Yanci's expression left me at a loss for words.
If it were in the past, under such circumstances.
He would definitely look as pitiful as an abandoned big dog, and his watery peach blossom eyes would captivate people's hearts.
But now, he must have realized that no matter how pitiful he was, it was useless. He no longer used his watery peach blossom eyes to seduce people as he used to.
Just look at me like that.
However, this kind of look is even more unbearable.
I didn't want to look at him like this anymore, so I looked away and wanted to leave.
Just when I was about to turn around and leave.
Shen Yanci stood up with the help of the wall, then smiled awkwardly at me, "I've been too busy lately and often forgot to eat, so I accidentally got hypoglycemia."
"I'm sorry to embarrass you."
The people who were once the closest to each other in this world were now saying such obviously polite words.
I looked at him, not quite sure how to respond to his words.
Without waiting for me to say anything, he continued.
"Congratulations on becoming a mother! Pei Shen must be a very good person, for you to accept him so quickly. You will definitely be very happy in the future!"
At the moment of falling down, Shen Yanci thought about how hard we had tried to have a child.
But it never happened.
He thought, perhaps from that moment on, the ending between us was doomed.
Thinking about the fact that I lost our first child because of him, he suddenly felt that he didn't even have the right to feel pain.
He shouldn't be in so much pain anymore, shouldn't have such extravagant hopes or random thoughts. He should use his last moments to create the greatest value for me so that I can be happier.
Life can be better!
This strong thought made his lost vitality slowly flow back, allowing him to stand up with all his strength.
I looked at him for a while, then smiled at him and said, "Thank you."
I said nothing more and turned away.
He didn't say anything else.
Only after I left.
He had to hold on to the wall to stand up, but he couldn't bear it anymore and spit out a mouthful of blood.
In the past, when he had time to watch TV with me, whenever he saw people on TV who were in so much pain that they vomited blood, he would sneer and think that the plot was too ridiculous.
It was not until he separated from me that he realized that when people are in extreme pain, they will really vomit blood.
Shen Yanci's special assistant has been looking for Shen Yanci because of an urgent matter.
After finally finding him, the special assistant was about to go up to him and say something when he saw him spitting blood and unable to stand steadily.
This frightened him so much that he ran forward quickly.
"Boss Li, what's wrong with you?"
"It's okay." Shen Yanci waved at him.
Even though he said that, looking at him like this, he didn't look like Special Assistant Chen was fine, and he was still very worried.
Shen Yanci has always been generous to his subordinates and has a relatively charismatic personality in the business world, which allows him to quickly gain very loyal subordinates.
This special assistant Chen is extremely loyal to him.
He also has Shen Yanci's trust.
Everyone knows Shen Yanci's true identity.
He knows Shen Yanci's true identity, so he also knows the love-hate relationship between Shen Yanci and me.
This made him want to do something for their boss as he watched me leaving.
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I arrived at the banquet hall and was just about to look for Pei Shen to find him.
Then I saw my brother and my mother walking over.
This makes me frown.
Although I have severed ties with my mom, I haven't severed ties with my dad.
But, I have already done that to my mother. I will just wait until she is old and give her the minimum standard of living.
So, even if the engagement party was held in Yuncheng, I never thought of inviting her.
Who knew my brother actually brought her in!
My brother and I are a perfect match and have always understood each other best. As soon as I frown, he knows what I'm thinking.
Over the years, with the success of my scientific research results and the steady growth of the two companies under my name, my brother has been treating me better and better and especially wants to have a good relationship with me.
Not to mention, I'm getting married to Pei Shen now.
Whether it's because my brother has affection for me or because of the countless huge benefits in the future, he treats me better.
So, I frowned and didn't welcome my mother's arrival.
He hurried forward and said, "Yi Yi, brother, there is really no other way! If I don't let mom in, she will stab herself!"
My brother had a headache when he said this.
He knew the relationship between my mother and me, and he wanted to have a good relationship with Pei Shen and me, so he really didn't want my mother to come.
Can.
This is his own mother, he really couldn't do it and watch her stab herself with a knife!
My parents are very good to my brother, so he has a deep affection for them.
Without waiting for me to say anything, he hurriedly said, "Don't worry, I've already told mom that she's only here to bless you and won't do anything else!"
"She feels that since she is your biological mother, you didn't allow her to attend your engagement in Cloud City, which means she won't be able to gain a foothold in Cloud City in the future."
My brother also felt that my mother was not invited to the engagement party of my biological daughter, which was held right next to our home, and this meant that she would never be able to go out and socialize again. That’s why he brought my mother in even though he knew I didn’t want her to attend my engagement party.
But, my brother, she will never do anything else.
My mother slapped him hard in the face.