Chapter 252 Begging on Your Knees
After a fierce lovemaking, Su Huanxiang was sweating profusely.
Gu Beixian did not take a shower like he did before. Instead, he hugged her from behind, very tightly and hard, as if he wanted to press her into his body.
Su Huan almost melted in his embrace, feeling inexplicably surprised, nervous, excited, and a little sad.
This was the first time he hugged her like this after three years of marriage.
She felt deeply loved.
Her heart was pounding like a deer. She slowly turned around and hugged him tightly. There was a sweet and beautiful smile on her face, as if she was hugging the whole world.
We hugged like this for a long time.
Gu Beixian let her go, put on his clothes, sat up, took out a box of cigarettes from the drawer, shook out a cigarette skillfully, lit it, and took a deep breath.
White smoke swirled around, blurring the outlines of his handsome and heroic face. It was impossible to see his expression or what he was thinking. The smoke between his fingers was almost burning them, but he didn't even notice.
Su Huan coughed lightly, "Didn't you quit smoking a long time ago?"
Gu Beixian put out his cigarette, stared deep into her eyes, was silent for a few seconds, and said, "Su Huan, let's separate."
It's like a thunderclap in a clear sky!
Su Huan was stunned, her burning heart cooled down and froze instantly!
Her face was pale, she looked at him in a trance, and asked with a trembling voice: "Did I do something wrong?"
"no."
"Then why separate?"
"It's locked back, sorry."
Chu Suosuo is his ex-girlfriend.
Su Huan felt heartbroken. It had been three years, three whole years of living together day and night, supporting each other, but nothing could stop that woman from returning!
He didn't love her, that was her biggest mistake!
Loss, frustration, and sadness overwhelmed her. Su Huan bit her lips tightly, her whole body stiff.
She put on her clothes with trembling fingers and was about to get out of bed.
Gu Beixian held her shoulders and asked gently, "Where are you going?"
Su Huan tried her best to hold back her tears and said, "Let's make breakfast."
"You were the one who did it before. Let me do it today. You can sleep a little longer." His voice was low and gentle.
Su Huan hummed, lay down, and pulled the quilt over her wet eyes.
After he left, she got out of bed, ran into the bathroom, and burst into tears, unable to hold back her tears any longer.
My tears are like beads that have broken off the string, they just won't stop flowing.
She never knew that loving someone could cause such pain in her heart, to the point where he was like a piece of flesh being cut out of her heart.
She was in so much pain that she couldn't stand up straight. She leaned against the wall and cried until she was shaking.
After an unknown amount of time, Gu Beixian called her downstairs to eat.
Su Huan responded, picked up some cool water, and rinsed her eyes over and over again.
But no matter how hard I washed, my eyes were red, as if they were filled with blood.
Going downstairs, Gu Beixian was waiting for her in the restaurant.
He was wearing a well-tailored haute couture suit, his long legs were straight under his dark trousers, and his whole body exuded a refined and elegant temperament. He was radiant just by standing there.
Su Huan walked silently to the dining table and sat down.
Gu Beixian leaned forward slightly and looked at her red eyes with an especially gentle gaze, "Are you crying?"
Su Huan raised her face and gave him a forced smile, "I accidentally got facial cleanser in my eyes while washing my face. It will be fine in a while."
"Be careful next time. Let's eat." Gu Beixian sat down next to her and passed the chopsticks to her.
Su Huan reached out to take it, lowered her eyes, and looked at his beautiful fingers resting on the chopsticks.
The sumptuous breakfast exuded an enticing aroma, but neither of them touched their chopsticks.
I have never eaten a meal so sadly in my life.
Half an hour later, the food was still untouched.
Su Huan put down her chopsticks, stood up by the edge of the table, and said softly, "I'll go pack my luggage."
Gu Beixian tightened his grip on the chopsticks slightly, "No hurry."
Su Huan smiled bitterly. It has come to this, why don’t you hurry up? Are you waiting to be chased away?
She turned around and went upstairs, throwing her things into the suitcase one by one. She spent half a day packing, and finally zipped it up and carried it downstairs.
Gu Beixian came forward and reached out to take the suitcase, "Give it to me."
"No need." Su Huan picked up the suitcase, straightened her back and walked out.
Walking through the courtyard and looking at the familiar flowers, plants and trees, she couldn't help but feel sad. Humans are not plants or trees, so how can they be heartless?
Three years have passed, and the so-called love that grows over time turned out to be her only thing.
She loved him so much, loved him wholeheartedly, with passion and affection, but what was the use?
Let it go, let it go.
The two of them walked to the gate one after the other, and the car was waiting outside.
Gu Beixian handed over a check and said, "Thank you for your company over the past three years."
Su Huan stood there stubbornly, not knowing whether she should answer it.
Gu Beixian stuffed the check into her suitcase and said, "Take it. You will need money a lot in the future."
"Um."
Su Huan responded dryly, raised her head, and looked greedily at his beautiful lips, high nose, and handsome eyebrows.
Recalling the time when he covered her eyes with his own on the bed, and the sky was filled with stars from then on, her heart felt as if it was being cut by a knife, and the pain was beyond words.
She thought that there would definitely be a day in her life when she would finally stop loving him.
Three years? Ten years?
It may take a lifetime.
It seems easy to fall in love with someone, but it is very difficult to forget him.
Gu Beixian looked at her for a while, then suddenly pulled her into his arms. His face was calm, but his eyes were full of emotions. "From now on, it will be hard for you to be alone. If you have any difficulties, call me."
Tears welled up in her eyes, she swallowed them, and said, "Okay."
"I was in poor health and had a bad temper in the past two years, so I am sorry that you have been wronged."
"It's not bad."
“Take care of yourself.”
"You too." Su Huan slowly raised her hands and hugged him, holding him as if they were parting forever.
Suddenly, she let him go.
She pushed him away, wiped her face quickly, picked up her suitcase and turned away.
After walking a few steps, I suddenly heard Gu Beixian ask, "Who is Ah Yao?"
Her heart trembled slightly, and Su Huan's raised foot slowly fell down.
The dusty past came crashing down like a tidal wave.
She was so sad that she couldn't speak.
Gu Beixian then said, "He must be very important to you, right? I'm sorry for occupying you for three years. I wish you happiness."