Chapter 282 What is the pain along the way?

Pei Shen, who has experienced a lot and is mature enough, is neither Pei Ye nor Shen Yanci. His love is more sublimated and he asks for nothing more.

What he wants is for Qiao Yi to be happy.

Not to see her in pain.

Therefore, he would not just think about how to get Qiao Yi, but how to make her happier and happier.

Pei Ye also knows my character clearly. He thought that Shen Yanci got into trouble to save me. If he never wakes up, I would never be able to let him go for the rest of my life. I would feel painful and guilty whenever I think of Shen Yanci.

He wanted to say something, but for a moment he couldn't utter anything.

Finally, he said dejectedly, "Are we going to just watch my sister being with him again?"

"If, in the end, my sister still stays with him, then what is the pain along the way worth?"

"No matter how good Shen Yanci has become now, no matter how much he knows he was wrong, he once hurt my sister so much. My sister is lucky to be alive today. What if she was unlucky?"

"What's the use of him admitting his mistakes?"

Things in this world really cannot be compared. Once compared, you will realize that things that you thought were unacceptable even if the sky fell are actually not that serious, and may even be considered good.

Just like before, when Pei Ye just found out that his uncle was going to be with his favorite sister, he really felt like the sky was falling!

People who can’t accept this don’t want to live anymore!

But now, compared with his sister and Shen Yanci's reunion, he not only didn't think that his uncle being with his beloved sister was a big deal, but he even thought it was a great thing!

What he couldn't accept was that his sister got back together with Shen Yanci!

Pei Shen had the same idea as Pei Ye. He also felt that no matter how Shen Yanci had become now, he had hurt me in the past.

If I had less luck, I would have died long ago.

In this case, what’s the use of his regret and enlightenment?

Can……

"Xiaoye, I understand your feelings very well. I feel the same as you, but we are not Yiyi. Her life choices should be made by her, not by us."

"Besides, she wants Shen Yanci to wake up, but that doesn't necessarily mean she wants to get back together with him."

"You and I both feel that the harm Shen Yanci caused to her is unforgivable, not to mention that she is the one who has been hurt in her heart. Shen Yanci is no longer the same Shen Yanci, but she is also no longer the Qiao Yi whose eyes and mind are filled with only love."

Uncle Pei knows me better than Pei Ye.

Having experienced more, he can see through people's hearts better.

It is exactly as he said.

Although I really, really, really want Shen Yanci to wake up, I can do anything to make him wake up.

But I never thought that he would be with me after he woke up.

No matter what he did for me, no matter how touched I was.

I can't let go of the pain I once felt.

Such pain made me face Shen Yanci alone, especially when Shen Yanci was unconscious at this time. I couldn't control my mood and the more I thought about it, the more complicated and uncomfortable I felt.

After realizing with alarm that I had accidentally fallen into such a negative emotion.

I immediately stopped my thoughts which were becoming increasingly complicated and uncomfortable, sat down next to Shen Yanci, grabbed his hand and let him touch my still flat belly, "Shen Yanci, I lied to you, the baby in my belly is not mine and Uncle Pei's."

"Rather, we got it after that night."

"Don't you think this fate is strange? We both wanted children so badly, but we couldn't get pregnant. When our relationship was about to break down, we got pregnant in just one night."

“Twins.”

"I don't know, maybe the child we lost has come back. I hope so."

"After I found out I was pregnant, I wanted to completely sever all ties with you and thought about having an abortion. But when I thought about how innocent and painful our first child was, I decided to keep this child."

"I really hope that after careful consideration, he decides to come back and be my child."

"You know how much I want to love my own children because my parents don't love me."

"I want to be the most loving mother in the world. Do you also want to be the most loving father in the world?"

"If you want to do it, wake up!"

"I don't know what the future holds for us, but I can guarantee that you are the biological father of the children, and you can be with them however you want!"

"When you got married, didn't you say that you wanted a daughter who looked like me in the future? Just think about it, how wonderful it would be if we had a pair of identical twin daughters!"

"Of course, boys who look as good-looking as you are also nice!"

"My family has the gene for twins, so the chances of these twins being twins are very high." I paused here and said, "I feel that whether the babies are boys or girls, or both at once, it's all wonderful!"

"You said this is such a beautiful future, don't you want to take a look at it?"

"Don't you want to see the baby girl you've been looking forward to? Don't you want to take care of her from the time she's still a baby, and then protect her for the rest of her life?"

I talked to Shen Yanci a lot, a lot.

The beautiful future I described was also very well described.

When I talk about it myself, I can't help but look forward to it and can't help but smile like an auntie.

But no matter how well I spoke, the various instruments used to test Shen Yanci showed no changes, and Shen Yanci, who was lying there motionless, showed no changes at all.

Even something like this can't make Shen Yanci emotional. I don't know what else can move Shen Yanci.

The doctor said that this made him, who was still sensitive to the outside world, excited and had a stronger desire to survive!

I thought that maybe the doctor overestimated Shen Yanci's current condition. He has no perception of the outside world at all.

he……

Despair, all of a sudden, like a flood that broke free, instantly drowning me!

I was so scared that I couldn't breathe for a while!

I can't, I really can't accept it, Shen Yanci is like this, he will never wake up again.

This made me tremble uncontrollably while holding his hand, and my voice choked up, "Shen Yanci, you said that you would spend the rest of your life making up for me. You can't go back on your word. You can't just do nothing after hurting me like that."

"Can't you tell?"

"You can't be so irresponsible. You can't let children be born without a father! They can't even see their biological father."

"You can't, you know that? You can't!"

I choked up and held Shen Yanci's hand tightly, and cried as I looked at him. How I hoped, how I hoped, that in the next second, he would be like what was on TV.

When the heroine was crying to despair, the hero, who was lying on the hospital bed, moved his hand and miraculously woke up.