Chapter 315 Regret for Life
No matter how much she didn't want to admit it, she had to admit that she was just as Su Yurou said. After knowing that Su Yurou was not the biological daughter of the man she loved, but was also the murderer of his biological daughter, she did not want to avenge them. Instead, she still deceived herself by saying that it was not true and that she had loved the right person.
Not only did he not want to kill Su Yurou, the murderer, he also tried his best to save her!
she……
"My father Su hates people like you who are confused and selfish. No wonder you are not as good as my mother Su. No matter how hard you try, you can't catch up with my father Su!"
"A woman like you is not even as good as the dust on my mother Su's shoes. Don't even think about making my father Su fall in love with you. Because of your efforts in this life, if he is with you in the next life, he will be disgusted if he looks at you for one more second!"
Over the years, Su Yurou and my mother have been very close. Moreover, as a weird person with distorted values, she is good at understanding each other, so she is particularly good at grasping my mother's mind.
In the past, she was trying to please my mother so that she would love her adopted daughter more. Now, she is trying to hurt my mother by doing whatever she can.
I want to stimulate my mom so much that she goes crazy, and I would even like to kill her!
If she fails to commit suicide this time, she will probably be locked up in a small dark room in prison. From now on, let alone having the chance to commit suicide, she will probably have very few chances to go out for exercise!
She didn't want to live like that at all.
So she originally just wanted to stop pretending to be a good daughter to please my mother, but when she thought about the consequences of failing to die, she decided to provoke my mother more and more on purpose, hoping that my mother would want to use all means to kill her.
Su Yurou knew my mother so well that every blow she made hit my mother's heart hard, irritating her so much that her eyes turned bloodshot, bloodshot!
What she hated most in her life was people saying that she was not as good as her rival, let alone being told that she was not even as good as the dust on her rival's shoes!
This made her completely lose her mind. She rushed towards Su Yurou frantically and strangled her neck fiercely, "Shut up! Shut up! Shut up!"
Su Yurou looked at her who had fallen into madness. Even though she was in pain and had difficulty breathing, she still couldn't help but raise the corners of her mouth.
I'm happy that my plan succeeded, and I'm happy that not only can I die but I can also pull a cushion with me!
But she was happy too early.
Before my mother could strangle her harder, the policewoman nearby pulled her away!
The policewoman was speechless. She didn't know how the mother and daughter could ignore her like that. One of them was trying to provoke the other to kill her, while the other one didn't care about the presence of the police and just rushed forward!
real……!
My mother, who was pulled away by the policewoman, gradually regained consciousness. She was not stupid, and after she came to her senses, she also realized Su Yurou's intention.
Thinking about what would happen to her if she really killed Su Yurou impulsively, my mother's face turned pale.
She looked at Su Yurou, wondering how she could treat her like this.
Although, she did think that she was the biological daughter of the person she loved, and that was why she adopted her and treated her well, her kindness to her was genuine, and she treated her better than her biological daughter.
Even after knowing the truth, she never thought of hurting her!
My mother didn't believe the truth because she couldn't bear it, and it was also a big part of the reason why she didn't want to hurt Su Yurou.
After so many years of pampering, my mother slowly began to truly love her daughter Su Yurou and regarded her as the most important person. However, Su Yurou, who was like an empty shell, not only had no sincerity towards her mother, but she also wished she would die!
First he blamed her and wanted her to kill someone, and now he was provoking her so much that he wanted her to strangle her to death in front of the police and make her kill someone to pay for her crime. She was really...
I can't control myself and feel so uncomfortable. I don't know why I have given so much effort but got such a result!
I don't know why, but she suddenly thought of me.
Thinking of my biological daughter.
Because she was not satisfied with her marriage and the husband she married, she really didn't like me as her daughter at all, except for the son who could inherit the family business, and didn't want to be nice to me.
However, not only have I never treated her badly, I also think of her in everything.
When the weather is cold, I will be the first to send her warm clothes. When it rains, I will be the first to send her an umbrella. When I eat something delicious, I will think of her first and bring back for her what I can’t bear to eat myself.
When she is not feeling well, I am the only one who will stay with her day and night.
No matter how she treated me, I would always be nice to her. Even if she kicked me out of the house, I would still think of her first when I had something good. If she felt uncomfortable, I would still rush to her side first.
She has never been nice to me, but now I think about it, I was the best person in the world who treated her the best, most selflessly and without asking for anything in return.
I thought about how I had longed for her, my mother, to love me and be nice to me since I was a child.
She felt so uncomfortable that she could hardly breathe!
She was so good to Su Yurou and gave so much sincerely to her, but Su Yurou was not only not grateful, but also did not want to be kind to her. She also wanted her to die.
She was so mean to me, but I was so nice to her and wanted her to live a better life.
she……
It’s really unthinkable!
The thought made her feel so uncomfortable that she couldn't breathe.
She regretted it so much that she wanted to kill her former self! How could she...how could she do that?
she……
My mother always knew that she could not admit it and could not regret it. Once she regretted it, she would no longer be able to live well. Although she never admitted it, she knew it very well in her heart.
It's clear how badly she's done in the past.
It is clear that after losing me, a daughter who was so good to her, no one in the world will ever treat her and love her as well as I did.
So, no matter what, she didn't want to admit the fact, didn't want to admit that she loved the wrong person.
Don't want to regret.
But, in the end, she still came to the point of regret.
Especially when I think about the fact that I am no longer the same person I used to be. No matter how she turns back, I will never love her as a mother and long for her love as before.
She is even more...
For a moment, she felt as if there were ten thousand bugs biting her heart, itching and painful. She wanted to scratch them but didn't know where to scratch. She wanted to die in pain, but she couldn't.
I can only bear it numbly.
Beijing City...
Song Yan looked at the note that had just been sent to her, and her hands were shaking uncontrollably with excitement.
She didn't expect that Lei Ting was not only willing to take her away with him, but also willing to give her such hope!