Chapter 326: No Way Back

"No, Auntie, I'm leaving right away and I won't drink your chicken soup. I don't want to drink it either, so, Auntie, please come with me!"

Shen Yanci was so respectful to my parents before because he wanted to ease the relationship between me and my parents and wanted me to get their love, as I longed for it.

Now, he knows that I no longer want my parents' love. After my mother's partiality, he also feels that some maternal love is not necessary.

So, knowing that I didn't want to see my mother anymore, he wanted to take my mother away and not let her bother me.

But my mother completely ignored him and didn't care that our relationship had become so strained. She acted as if we were mother and daughter with a very good relationship. "If you have something to do, go do it first. I have been boiling this chicken soup for more than ten hours. It is the best for pregnant women. She has to drink it even if she doesn't want to."

Then she looked at me and said, "Yi Yi, I know that I have done many wrong things before, which made you very sad. Now that I know I was wrong, can you give me a chance to correct it?"

"When mom was pregnant with you and your brother, she couldn't stand the smell of fish. Now you are the same, which shows that we have the same constitution. You know, when I was pregnant with you and your brother, your grandma was the busiest."

"She didn't have time to take care of me. I took care of myself throughout the pregnancy. I took good care of myself. Others had to have a caesarean section to give birth to a child, but I gave birth to both of you through natural delivery!"

"You are pregnant with twins, and you need someone with experience like me to take care of you! Just give mom a chance, and also give yourself a chance to have a smooth birth, okay?"

Hearing her say this, it seemed as if I would not be able to give birth smoothly if she didn't come to take care of me. I couldn't help but laugh and said, "There are many people who have experience in taking care of twins. Any one of them is safer and more reliable than you. I don't need you no matter who I use."

Without waiting for her to say anything, I immediately added, "If you really feel sorry for me and want to make up for it, please don't come to me again in the future. Staying away from me is the greatest compensation for me!"

My mother never felt that she had done anything wrong to me. She always believed that she had given me life and that she had done me a great favor. Therefore, no matter how she treated me, it was her due. No matter how harsh her words were, she never thought they were harsh.

Until now, she heard me say this.

This was just an expression of her most intuitive feelings. She didn't say anything harsh, but it hurt her heart so much that she felt suffocated. She didn't dare to imagine how uncomfortable and painful I must have felt when I heard her harsh words one after another.

She was already feeling regretful and distressed because of Su Yurou's words, but after she suddenly empathized with me, she felt even more distressed and felt that everything she had done before was so unfair to me.

Ever since she was provoked by Su Yurou, these days, she has been thinking about her life and the people around her. The more she thought about it, the more terrified she felt, and the more she trembled with regret.

Because when she looked back on her life, she realized that when her brother was born, her parents only cared about him. After his unexpected death, they urged her to get married and give birth to a son so that their family would have successors.

Never care about her, whether she is happy or not.

The husband she married always had someone else in his heart and never took her seriously. He only thought of her when he was in trouble. Her beloved son could not be said to be unfilial, but his filial piety was far inferior to interests, and now even more so to his wife and children.

She has been thinking about it these days, and the more she thinks, the more she realizes that in all the years she has lived in this world, I am the only one who has loved her the most without asking for anything in return.

But unfortunately, I am the person she feels most sorry for.

After realizing how unforgivable what she had done before was, she knew that I would never forgive her and that I would never treat her the same way again, so no matter what she did, it would be useless.

She originally didn't want to do anything and just wanted to spend the rest of her life.

But people are always like this. The more they lose something, the more they miss it. The more they feel they can never get it, the more they want it.

This made her toss and turn every night and unable to sleep. The more she thought about it, the more she felt that she couldn't just sit there and do nothing. She had to do something.

So, when she knew I was back, the first thing she did was to cook a pot of chicken soup for me, wanting to take care of me.

She thought I would give her some face no matter what, but she didn't expect me to do this.

Look at my attitude towards her now, and then think about how I treated her before. The disparity between us is so huge that it makes my mother feel even more upset.

But no matter what she said or did, I ignored her and just had her chased away.

My mother was kicked out of the door. She looked at the door ruthlessly closed in front of her. She couldn't tell how sad she was in her heart. She just felt like she was about to fall down.

Just when she couldn't help but knock on my door and beg me to forgive her this time, my brother came.

He grabbed my mother's hand as she was about to knock on the door and said, "Mom, please stop making trouble here."

When my mother saw my brother coming, she grabbed my brother's arm tightly as if she saw some hope, "Xiaozhe, you came at the right time. Yiyi has the best relationship with you and listens to you the most. You go and persuade her. If you persuade her, she will forgive mom this time, okay?"

My brother couldn't describe the feeling in his heart when he saw my mother like this. He just felt that if they had known it would be like this, they would not have done it in the first place. Of course, this also included him.

They were all wrong, and their mistakes were unforgivable. In this world, not all mistakes can be forgiven if they are acknowledged.

Maybe it's because I'm now standing at too high a height, a height that my brother can never reach in his life, so my brother suddenly isn't as jealous of me as before and doesn't want to see me do well.

Even now he wants me to stand higher so that he can get more.

When my mother didn't get a response and held him tighter, he said helplessly, "Mom, I also want to forgive you one by one, and I want our family to be reunited happily, but this is simply impossible."

"If you really feel sorry for Yi Yi, then don't come to see her again and let her live in peace!"

My brother and I are truly a pair of brooding twins. He knew exactly what I was feeling at that moment, even without meeting me.

"But..." My mother wanted to say something.

But my brother dragged me away. He has always been the one who knows me best. He knows that things between us have come to this point and there is no way we can go back to the way they were. So, he never asked me for forgiveness. He only hoped that things between us could stay like this and that we could get by.

After getting in the car, he called me and said, "Yiyi, I've taken Mom away. Don't worry, I won't let Mom bother you again in the future."