Chapter 33 The desire to kill

Liang Jing, the classmate who had a car accident in my sophomore year.

Mother Liang said cautiously but could not help herself, "Student Qiao, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry, I don't mean anything else, I just can't help but ask, how is your research on the artificial intelligence chip that can make people stand up again going?"

“Isn’t it hopeful?”

"When Xiao Jing was in school, he often praised you to me when he came home, saying that you were the most talented person in the world. No matter how difficult the task was, it would not be a problem for you. You would definitely be able to research such a chip and let him stand up again!"

"Look, I've been massaging Xiao Jing every day these years, and his legs are in great shape, with no muscle atrophy at all. If you need to test your chip, you can ask Xiao Jing to do it!"

I looked at Liang Jing's mother, so excited and expectant.

The hands hanging at the sides of the body clenched involuntarily.

I didn't know how to answer her, I didn't know what to say, I had stopped studying that a long time ago.

I am now a worthless piece of shit.

Liang Jing's mother wanted to say something else, but Liang Jing interrupted her with a smile and then sent his mother away.

After Liang's mother walked away.

He looked at me with an apologetic look, "I'm sorry, Qiao. When I was injured, my mother was devastated. She hugged me and cried every day. She felt that she couldn't live in the future. She even wanted to take me away from this world several times because she was afraid that she would be old and unable to take care of me.

"I told her about your research on smart chips, and brainwashed her every day, saying that you would definitely be able to figure it out, so that she had hope of survival."

I looked at him, not knowing what to say.

Even though I have been researching, I may not be able to succeed now, and not all ideas can be successfully put into practice. But I couldn't help but feel guilty for letting people down because I gave up before I could experiment to the end.

Liang Jing was very considerate and did not continue the topic. Instead,

"A few days ago, I just contacted the class monitor and wanted him to help me find your contact information, Qiao. I didn't expect to meet you today."

"Student Qiao, I know you have been supporting our family all these years. I am really grateful to you. Without you, our family would not have been able to get through such a difficult time. I know you don't need anything from us, but I still want to say that if you need anything in the future, please use me first."

"Also, with your help, our family is now financially well-off. We don't need to rely on others to give us money anymore. Let's give the money to other people who need it more."

People who are helped in times of trouble, after overcoming the difficulties, also want other people who are in trouble and despair to receive the same help as they did.

As he said this, he took out his cell phone and wanted to add me on WeChat and return the money I had previously given him.

Our classmate Liang has always been a very good person. Even when he suffered a great blow in life, his good qualities were not damaged.

When we were leaving, Liang Jing's mother caught up with us. She held two chickens in her hands and insisted that I take them.

"These are our own free-range chickens. They eat pure food, which is organic food grown by us without any pesticides. Research requires a lot of brainpower, so you need to take good care of your body."

After refusing several times, I finally couldn't refuse, so I accepted it. When I left, I saw Mother Liang looking at me like that, and it was obvious that she was expecting me to say something. I let Tangtang hold the two chickens.

He looked at Mother Liang very seriously, "I can't tell you that this chip will be successfully researched, but I will try my best to do it!"

Although I gave up my research that year, as soon as I had money, I anonymously invested in a laboratory and continued my research in this area. However, there has not been any significant progress so far.

I don't know if anything will change after I join, but I will try my best to do it.

When Mother Liang heard what I said, her eyes couldn't help but turn red. "I believe that you can do it, Qiao! You are the Wenquxing from heaven, you can do it!"

“Come on!”

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After getting in the car, Tangtang looked at me excitedly, "Bao, do you want to go back to the laboratory?"

She is indeed the person who knows me best. I didn't say anything yet, but I just made that decision in my heart.

She understood everything about me.

That time in the cafe, when I heard the teacher say that it was not too late for me to go back, I was moved. I couldn't help but keep wondering if I could really go back to the laboratory.

Should I go back to the laboratory and return to what I want to do most?

I really, really like what I've learned, and I really want to keep working in the industry I love, but I've been away from school and the lab for too long, and I don't know if I can do it.

So even though I kept thinking about it, I never made a decision.

Looking at Mother Liang like that just now, I finally made a decision.

I want to work hard and strive for the things I like and the people I admire. Even if it doesn’t turn out as I expected and I no longer have the ability to do so, I still want to try my best!

"Um."

After getting my affirmative answer, Tangtang hugged me excitedly, "Baby! I'm so happy!"

"You know that you have been with Shen Yanci for these years, and he is the only one in your eyes, heart, and world. The focus of your life is how to help him socialize and make his career more successful, how to cook better meals so that he can eat more and not get stomach problems."

"How can you make him look at you more and like you more?"

"I feel sad, uncomfortable, and miserable because of his every move. I have no self at all. How miserable am I!"

"My Yi Yi is a shining person! She is a genius! She is loved and admired by everyone!"

"She was the top scorer in the provincial college entrance examination and was admitted to Huazhong University of Science and Technology with the highest score! She said that what she wanted to do most was to use her wisdom to change the lives of patients and make their imperfect lives happy!"

"She shouldn't have completely forgotten herself for a man, letting herself live such a humble life and be bullied by anyone!"

"My Yi Yi, she is the best, most wonderful girl in the world!"

Tangtang was very opposed to me dropping out of school to take care of Shen Yanci from the beginning. She wanted me to shine in my own field, do things that make me happy, and fight for my dreams, instead of forgetting myself for a man and just doing nothing every day. However, I was very persistent in love at that time, and she had no choice.

"Yi Yi! Be the dazzling you that you were before! Be the you that you once were!"

Tangtang's happy words were a little messy.

I hugged her with a smile, but my eyes were red.

Her support made me stronger!

But when I looked up at the rear window, I saw that we were about to disappear, and Liang's mother was still standing there waving goodbye to us, and I couldn't help but sigh.

Although I have decided to try my best to do this, I really don't know if I can do it.

After all, I had been away from the laboratory for too long, and coupled with the injuries I had sustained, I had almost forgotten a lot of my professional knowledge.

Tangtang is the person who knows me best in this world. I didn't say anything but just sighed, and she knew what I was thinking. She patted my shoulder and said, "Don't be unconfident, you are a genius!"

"I've put it down for so many years, I really don't know if I can pick it up again." I still feel very unconfident.

"Of course you can! It's only been four years! You're only 26, still very young!"

"Many people work for a few years and then go to graduate school in the same situation as you! Don't be afraid, just do it!"

I looked at myself in the car window. Yes! After so many experiences, I am only 26 years old. I am still very young!

When I was about to think about what to say, my cell phone rang.

It’s Shen Yanci calling.

I won’t answer.

He called me several times, and after I didn't answer, he sent me a message.

When I saw the message he sent, my eyes suddenly darkened.