Chapter 332 You Are My Best Choice

Uncle Pei is really a super smart person who can see through people's minds. I asked him to meet me, and he knew what I wanted to say before I even said anything.

The way he looked at me, his black eyes that seemed to be filled with thousands of stars, so deep and beautiful that they could capture one's soul, made it impossible for me to say what I wanted to say for a moment when I met his eyes. But, no matter how reluctant I was, I still had to say the words I couldn't say anymore.

"Mr. Pei, although our cooperative marriage contract has ended a long time ago, it was because of the Bai family that we ended up like that. I think we still have to make it official."

"I'm very grateful for your care for me all the time. If you have any problems in the future, please just let me know as long as I can help." After saying this, I felt that I was a little too polite.

After a somewhat awkward smile, "I think I was a little too polite. We have been through so much, and you are so smart, you will definitely understand what I mean."

Uncle Pei and I have been through so much that we can be considered a revolutionary friendship. I believe that he knows without me having to say much that if he needs me, I will give him everything I have.

Without waiting for me to say anything else, Uncle Pei looked at me with deep affection and concentration, "I understand what you mean."

"But you should also understand that I never wanted a contract or to help you with anything. All I wanted was you."

When his eyes, which were already beautiful enough to capture one's heart, looked at someone with such concentration and affection, it could really make one forget about oneself, and one could not bear to see any gloom in these beautiful eyes of his.

Unable to look him in the eye, I could only lower my eyes and stop looking at him. "I understand what you want, but, Uncle Pei, we are not suitable. You deserve better."

I never thought that I was not good enough. I thought I was good in every aspect. However, I always felt that someone as good and perfect as Uncle Pei deserved someone better.

It's not about having good conditions or anything, but someone who is more pure in emotions, who can love him wholeheartedly and give him equal love.

He is such a good person, he should be with someone like that for the rest of his life.

Instead of being with me, who can never give him equal love.

Having given too much love in the past, I really don't want to give my love anymore. Now I just want to raise my two children well and do scientific research well. As I am now, let alone giving him equal love, I can't even give him any love at all.

Uncle Pei looked at me like that, "How do you know that you are not the best one for me?"

He knew that in the secular sense, my remarriage and the fact that I had two children would make people think that I was not his best choice.

But, that is the world, that is what everyone except him thinks, he never thinks so, no matter what I am like, to him, I am his best choice.

"You are not only my best choice, but also my only choice. If it weren't for you, don't say there is no one better than you in this world. Even if there is, I wouldn't want you."

Pei Shen is not a young man, nor is he an inexperienced person. He has experienced a lot, both in work and in love. This makes him very sure that he doesn't want anyone else except the person in front of him.

"If I hadn't met you, I would have lived alone forever. If you are willing to be with me, it would be the greatest blessing of my life."

"If you're not with me, it doesn't mean I'll have a chance to be happier, but I'll lose the chance to be happy forever."

Before he met me, before he wanted to be with me, Pei Shen always wanted to be single for the rest of his life.

He has been through so much, he can be really sure that no matter what I am like, no matter how good other women are, he only wants me.

"For me, it doesn't matter what you've been through, whether you have children or not, how many children you have, or whether you love me as much as I love you."

"As long as you are with me, I will be the happiest person in the world."

"Your children are my children to me. I will only treat them better than their biological fathers, not worse!"

Pei Shen said this with absolute sincerity. He didn't want to have his own children in the first place, and he really liked those two little guys.

If he could be with me and have the chance to be the father of those two children, he would really do his best to be good to them.

I can feel Uncle Pei's sincerity, and I also know that a man like him can definitely do what he says.

To be honest, if I weren't moved and touched by his true feelings, that would be fake.

If I didn't have children, facing his true love and sincerity, I might be willing to be braver and love again with all my heart.

But, I have children, and now all my attention is on them.

Before doing anything, I will automatically put my children first.

I believe Pei Shen now, he is absolutely sincere, and he can really do everything he says.

However, as time goes by.

People change.

The sincerity at this moment may not remain the same in the future.

I'm not saying that I don't believe in his character, but human nature, all human nature is like this.

It's like you, you really, really want a very, very valuable bag, you save money and spend all you have to get this bag, when you can't get it, you dream about it, and after you finally get it, you will cherish it very, very much.

When it rains, you would rather get wet than get wet at all.

But as time goes by, as you own it longer and longer, even if it is still precious, your cherishment for it will no longer be the same as it was at the beginning.

No matter how much you desire something, it will become ordinary once you get it.

This is true for things, and even more so for people.

It was as if Shen Yanci once loved me so much that he gave everything he had to pursue me, and for me, he would give up his own life without hesitation.

But after getting it, he didn't believe in me so firmly, and didn't love me so deeply. He just believed Su Yurou's words because of that psychological shadow.

Just do that to me.

No matter if the love is deep, the hate is painful, or whatever.

In the end, it all comes down to cherishing things that are no longer the same as before.

Even if we take a step back, Uncle Pei does not have such bad qualities as others. He is the same person from beginning to end.

But feelings are mutual, no one can keep giving without getting tired.

I also don’t want to feel like I owe someone something emotionally. I don’t want to always receive other people’s efforts without giving corresponding returns.

I have always hated owing others anything.

Especially emotional debt.

I know I'm thinking too much, and all these reasons are not the absolute reasons.

The ultimate reason is that I am no longer brave and don’t want to invest my feelings anymore, so.

Finally, I raised my head and met Uncle Pei's gaze, looking at him and saying, "I'm sorry, Uncle Pei, I have absolutely no romantic feelings for you, and I have never thought of being with you."