Chapter 52 This World is Crazy

“…”

I still have absolutely no idea what to say or what I can say.

I never thought that things would turn out like this, from what Shen Yanci said every time, "Since I have done something like that, I should bear the consequences."

I know that he must have thought that I had done something terribly wrong, which is why he acted like this. This matter must be related to Su Yurou.

But I always felt that this must be a misunderstanding.

It was a misunderstanding created by Su Yurou. She has always been good at creating such misunderstandings, making my parents and my brother think that I couldn't tolerate her, wanted to harm her, wanted to steal her things, and so on. There are many types of misunderstandings.

So, I never took it to heart.

To me, it doesn’t matter whether Shen Yanci misunderstood me or not. I don’t want him anymore. He can misunderstand me however he wants.

But now...

This matter... this matter...

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No matter how real the video was and how much of the person in it was me, in the end I still felt that there was no way I would do such a thing.

I just wanted to say something.

My dad said, "Yanci, stop pampering her! And you let her choose! What qualifications does she have to choose! She should have been in jail two years ago!"

As he spoke, his tone was somewhat complaining.

"If you hadn't stopped me from calling the police and sent that little bastard to jail, this wouldn't have happened!"

I looked at my dad. Two years ago?

I remembered what I had written in my diary.

Two years ago, Shen Yanci's career took off and he became an unattainable new noble in Yuncheng.

Having gone through such a difficult start-up period, I thought I had finally reaped the fruits of victory. From then on, there was only wonderful enjoyment between Shen Yanci and me, without any more hardships or setbacks.

Who knew that the good life I wanted did not come, but instead endless pain and torture.

Because when I was preparing to enjoy a good life, Su Yurou returned to China.

Although my parents forced me to give Su Yurou the spot in the best high school in Yuncheng when I was promoted to high school, Su Yurou failed to get into even the most ordinary three-year college in the country during the college entrance examination.

My parents didn't want her to go to a random technical college and affect her image as a rich girl, so they spent a lot of money to send her to a well-known school abroad.

After graduation, she also chose to stay abroad.

She never said that she wanted to return to China for development, but when Shen Yanci was soaring, she suddenly came back.

She suddenly became Shen Yanci's favorite.

Before I could enjoy the fruits of victory and a wonderful life, I fell into hell on earth and was tortured repeatedly in pain every day.

I once wrote in my diary, "If I had broken up with Shen Yanci when I first found out that he and Su Yurou were childhood sweethearts, would I not have been so painful?"

Yes.

I once thought about breaking up with Shen Yanci.

It was the winter vacation when Shen Yanci and I had just been together. I unexpectedly discovered that he and Su Yurou not only knew each other, but were also childhood sweethearts who had grown up together.

The two of them separated after Su Yurou's parents died in a car accident when she was 15 years old and she was adopted by our family.

Su Yurou once saved him when she was a child.

Although I was in great pain at the time, I still struggled and decided to break up with Shen Yanci. My family members hated me for choosing Su Yurou again and again, which made me no longer want to have anything to do with anyone who knew Su Yurou, especially this kind of childhood sweetheart and life-saving relationship.

But, at that time, Shen Yanci had just lost his mother and was suddenly kicked out of the house by his father. He was left with nothing and fell from being a proud son of heaven into the mud. He was drunk and hugged me like that, saying that I was the only one he had left.

The moment I felt heartbroken, I forgot everything and promised him that I would never leave him and would love him forever.

He has always been so good to me, so good that I love him more and more every day, to the point that I simply cannot live without him and am willing to do anything for him.

Suddenly, on our happiest day, Su Yurou came back.

He who loved me so much suddenly changed. He used to favor me in everything, as if no one in this world was more important than me, but now he favors Su Yurou in everything. He left me and hurt me time and time again for Su Yurou.

I didn’t understand before. I didn’t understand why a person would suddenly become completely different. His love before was so real, so real, so how could he suddenly not love me anymore? How could that kind of love not be true love?

But no matter how I asked him why he suddenly changed, why he suddenly stopped loving me.

Has he never loved me, and has he always loved Su Yurou?

He said that if I did something wrong I should bear certain consequences. What did I do wrong to make him treat me like this?

He never gave me an answer.

He would just say impatiently and coldly that there was nothing going on between him and Su Yurou and told me not to think too much about it.

He is nice to Su Yurou, and that's what he should do. I have to endure it even though I can't stand it.

Now it seems that Su Yurou showed him the video when she just returned to China, which made him think that I was a vicious person, so he suddenly changed.

But, in the final analysis, it is not enough love.

If you really love someone, don't say it, you won't trust others easily. Even if your lover is really wrong, you will not treat her like that without telling her where she is wrong.

However...

I looked at Su Yurou.

She has always hated me to death. If it was really me who drugged her and caused her to be abused by Shen Yanci's father, she was forced to be with Shen Yanci's father, not for glory and wealth.

If she had evidence, would she not kill me the first time, but let me go and let me live comfortably for so many years?

I wanted to see something from Su Yurou's face, but she lowered her head and didn't look me in the eye, so I couldn't see any clues from her eyes.

My brother saw that I was staring at Su Yurou without making any choice or saying anything. He said impatiently, "Qiao Yi, don't look at Rourou. Even if Rourou softens her heart and wants to let you go, we will never let you go this time!"

"You should have been in jail two years ago!"

"Yeah! You should have been in jail two years ago!"

My parents and my brother were very insistent that I go to jail.

On the contrary, Shen Yanci, the scumbag husband who abused me thousands of times and chose me to die repeatedly, not only did not choose me to go to jail, but also tried his best to excuse me, "Mom and Dad, don't be like this, she was just jealous at the moment and treated Rourou like that."

"Give her time. She will change after she realizes she is wrong."

Shen Yanci's words immediately aroused objections from my parents.

"Yanci, you are just too used to her, that's why she has become so lawless!"

"That's right, you're just too used to her! If you had dealt with her earlier, she wouldn't have had the chance to hurt Rourou again and again!"

Even Su Yurou couldn't help but look at me with jealousy. I didn't expect that even after it came to this point and she even committed suicide, Shen Yanci still chose to protect me and not let me go to jail.

Let me just apologize.

I suddenly felt that this world was crazy.