Chapter 59 Am I really bad? Or is there another truth?

Shen Yanci was a man who was too proud and spoiled by my past self. When he heard me belittling him, he got angry. He sneered and said the words he didn't want to say in the depths of his heart, "Yes, your biggest mistake was falling in love with me!"

"At the beginning, in order to snatch me, your childhood sweetheart, from Rourou and make her suffer, you designed all kinds of coincidences to make me love you. You certainly didn't expect that you would really fall in love with me later, right?"

"Retribution! This is the retribution for playing with other people's true feelings and treating them like fools!"

I frowned. "When did I plan all kinds of coincidences to make you fall in love with me? And, to snatch you from Su Yurou?"

"Don't be mean to me! If I accidentally touch anything of hers, I have to disinfect it, let alone steal it!"

When Shen Yanci heard what I said, his chest was heaving with anger, "Qiao Yi, don't pretend, don't deny it, I know everything, it was you who deliberately designed me to fall in love with you!"

Thinking that all the good things between them were just a design, Shen Yanci felt so heartbroken that he couldn't breathe.

Two years ago, when Su Yurou came back, in addition to the video, she also told Shen Yanci something.

His knowing me and falling in love with me was all planned step by step.

Because I was jealous that Su Yurou had a childhood sweetheart like him, I tried my best to snatch him away.

What Shen Yanci couldn't accept even more than the fact that I drugged Su Yurou was that our love, all his good memories of me in the beginning, and the fact that he would fall in love with me were all planned by me.

I thought I was so lucky to meet the love of my life, but it turned out that I was the prey falling into a trap.

Being a very proud person, he couldn't accept it. He couldn't accept that someone was plotting against him like this.

Especially, someone's scheme was successful.

He fell deeply in love with me.

The more he loved me, the more he hated me when he found out that everything between us was planned by me. But because of love, he couldn't let me go.

He couldn't let go of hatred, but he couldn't let go of love either. He just couldn't accept that he would fall in love with such a vicious person like me.

I can't hate or love well, and I live in pain every day.

This made him want me to feel the same pain as he did.

But I don't think I feel as painful as he does. It's fine if I do something like that and refuse to admit my mistake.

He even refused to admit that I had framed him!

And he was criticized for nothing!

He felt that I was relying on his love for me and his inability to let go of me to act arrogantly time and time again.

He was so angry that his chest began to hurt.

I had no idea about this, but when I heard him say this, I just thought he was sick!

"Don't be such a mean person! I tricked you into falling in love with me, so don't blame me! If you don't believe me, you can go to where I live now and look at my diary. The thing I regret most is not breaking up with you!"

In order to convince him that I really didn't want him, I even let him read my diary.

Who knew...

He didn't believe me at all. He pinched his brows with a headache.

"Okay, Qiao Yi, let's stop arguing about this topic. The most important thing now is to solve the problem at hand."

Before I could say anything, he followed up with, "In this situation, no matter how much you deny it, it's useless."

"Tomorrow I will find a psychiatrist to come and do a mental evaluation on you. Then I will tell people that you did that because you were traumatized and have mental problems."

"Plus, Rourou has signed a letter of forgiveness for you, not pursuing any legal responsibility. You don't need to go to jail, but you may have to stay in a mental hospital for a while."

Without waiting for me to say anything, he immediately said, "Don't worry, I will make arrangements for you to go to the mental hospital. Just think of it as a vacation. When the heat of this matter has passed, I will send you abroad."

"When people forget about this in the future, if you want to come back, you can come back. If you don't want to come back, I will transfer my business abroad and we will settle down there."

As he spoke, his tone softened a bit, "Yi Yi, you were wrong about what happened in the past, and I was also wrong. Let's use this incident to put aside our mistakes and start over, okay?"

He held my hand like that, with a look of deep affection in his eyes that showed he had truly let go of everything.

It was obvious that he really wanted to let this matter go completely and start over with me.

He also felt that this arrangement was the best for me, and that he was once again tolerating me out of love for me, cleaning up the mess for me, and not wanting to really hurt me.

He might have thought that I would be moved to tears by his deep affection.

But in reality, I just feel so disgusting! So disgusting!

I pulled my hand back as if I was touched by something dirty. "No! No need! Impossible!"

"Shen Yanci, I don't need you to help me like this, and I will never start over with you again!"

"I, Qiao Yi, will never admit anything I didn't do!"

I would rather stay in detention than be labeled a mental patient for something I didn't do!

Shen Yanci thought this was the best arrangement for me, and had backed off again and again because of me. When he heard that I had rejected his kindness again, he couldn't help but get angry and said, "Qiao Yi!"

"Would you please stop being so stubborn? Do you really want to go to jail?"

"Things have come to this point. This is no longer a matter between you, me and Rourou! It won't work if you refuse to admit it!"

"If you continue like this, you will only kill yourself!"

I was just about to say something.

Shen Yanci was called out by his assistant.

After he came back, the way he looked at me suddenly changed. Although he was still very angry, it was completely different from the anger just now, and there was even a bit more guilt in his eyes.

This makes me frown.

"Why didn't you tell me that you were sick? Do you still consider me your husband?"

"What?" I frowned even more.

I'm sick? How come I didn't know?

Also, not to mention that I am not sick, even if I am sick and he doesn't know, shouldn't I blame him as a husband for not caring enough about me as his wife?

You are really good at turning the tables!

"Qiao Yi! What do you think of me? Why didn't you tell me such a big thing? If your brother hadn't given me this today, I wouldn't even know about it. You..."

Shen Yanci angrily threw the thing in his hand onto the table.

He was really angry, angry that she didn't even tell him about this.

Let him misunderstand her like that.

I glanced at him with disdain, wondering what the hell was going on with him.

Ignoring him, I looked at what he had thrown in front of me.

This sight made me widen my eyes in amazement.

That's a medical record.

The person on the medical record is me!

Qiao Yi, female, 19 years old.

Patients with intermittent bipolar disorder.

During an attack, you cannot control yourself and do things, but you forget about them afterwards.

The next page of the medical record records a lot of things I did but I don’t remember at all.

There is evidence for those things, proving that I really did those things.

After reading these things, I was completely stunned.

For a moment, I didn't know who I was.

Seeing my face change drastically, Shen Yanci was about to say something but froze. After a while, he asked, "You didn't even forget that you are sick, did you?"

I don't look like I know.

"My brother said that because your parents adopted Rourou, you were extremely unbalanced. After a failed suicide attempt, you developed bipolar disorder. Although you have never done anything to others, you often have outbursts towards Rourou. You often do bad things to Rourou and then forget that you did such things."

At this point, he sighed, "Maybe you were having a seizure when you did it, so you think you didn't do it, but that doesn't mean you really didn't do it. Look at all the things you've done, one by one, don't be stubborn."

Looking at the things and evidence on Shen Yanci's finger, I, who was originally very firm, am no longer so firm at this moment.

Because the things recorded were things I thought I would never do.

But I did it all.

This made my body tremble uncontrollably. Could it be that I was really sick and had really done these things?

"My father-in-law and mother-in-law sent Rourou to study abroad because of this."

"You haven't had a seizure since Rourou went abroad to study."

"But sometimes when Rourou comes back, you'll have an outburst. In the past two years, you've always been very irritable towards Rourou. I always thought you were just too jealous, but I didn't expect you were sick..."

Shen Yanci originally wanted to use the mental illness law to help Qiao Yi escape legal sanctions, but she didn't expect that she was actually sick.

Thinking that he, as a husband, didn't even know that she was sick and thought she was heartless and refused to admit it, he,

"I'm sorry, Yi Yi. If I hadn't given you these today, I wouldn't have known you had this disease..."

The more he talked, the more guilty he felt.

The more I listened, the more something seemed wrong.

The more I listened, the more I felt there was a problem. I seemed to vaguely understand why I couldn't remember what I was doing in the video.