Chapter 66: I want to get some justice for my past self
During the days in the detention center, I hardly slept. When I got home, I completely relaxed and slept soundly even without taking sleeping pills.
I don’t know how long I slept.
I was awakened by a series of loud banging on the door.
Before I even opened my eyes, I heard my mother yelling and cursing.
It was expected that my mother would come to see me, so I was not surprised. I slowed down, got dressed, and went to open the door.
After knocking for a while, no one responded, which made my mother angry and she wanted to knock on the door even harder.
Then I saw me open the door.
She immediately yelled at me, "Are you dead? I knocked on your door for so long, but you didn't open it!"
I looked at my mother calmly, "I know you want me to die, but unfortunately I'm not dead. If I were dead, I wouldn't be able to open the door for you."
After saying that, I turned and went back to the living room.
My mother was so angry, "Who wants you to die? It's no wonder we love Rourou more. Listen to what you say and look at your attitude! Who would like you if you were like this? Who could like you?"
"My dear father, mother, and brother, your husband whom you have loved for seven years doesn't like you anymore. Can't you reflect on yourself and stop blaming others?"
"You even reported your father and Rourou for trying to harm you!"
"Why would they harm you? What good would it do to you?"
My mom asked me this question and I also want to know.
I really want to know why they treat me like this, especially my father. Why does he treat me, his own daughter, like this?
What good can he do to me?
If it's harming others to benefit oneself, I can still understand it.
I totally cannot understand such a thing that harms others and does not benefit oneself!
She kept scolding me, but I didn't say a word back. My mother got angrier and angrier. She was so angry that she wanted to come up and hit me, but was stopped by my brother.
"Mom, don't forget what we are here for."
My mother thought of my father still in the detention center, and suppressed her anger, "Qiao Rangyu, you go to the detention center right now and tell the police that your father didn't want to harm you, and that you were given that drug voluntarily to try it. Ask the police to release your father!"
"You know your father has high blood pressure and is a very proud person. You let him stay in the detention center. Isn't this asking for his life? He is your biological father!"
My mother said that it was as if I owned the police station and the police would do whatever I told them to do.
It made me laugh.
"Mom, you think too highly of me. If I had the ability to make the police do whatever I ask them to do, I wouldn't have to spend so many days in the detention center."
My mother instinctively said, "You don't have the ability to do that, but you drag your father into this! Do you want to kill your father?"
My mother habitually blames me, and I am used to her blaming me. I no longer feel sad or upset. I just want to make things clear with her and not get into any more trouble. "I didn't drag him into this. He wanted to hurt me, and he broke the law, so the police arrested him."
"What nonsense are you talking about! How could your father want to harm you! Not to mention that you are his biological daughter, even if you are not, does he have the guts to harm you?"
"If he had the guts to do that, he would have become rich long ago!"
I,"……"
If she said that, I couldn't refute it.
My dad is a nice but very timid man.
For example, he studies pharmacy and loves to study medicine. However, the medicine he loves to study is not the one that is beneficial to human health. All the medicines he loves to study are harmful to humans.
For example, the "obedient" potion that I was given, the drug that can make a person bald in a short period of time, the drug that can kill a person the fastest, etc...
If he were placed in an ancient martial arts novel, he would be a very talented poison-making master.
But these are all drugs that cannot be sold on the market now.
When my mom said that my dad had the guts to harm others, he would have become rich long ago, she meant that if my dad had the guts to sell these drugs to the black market, given the demand for these drugs on the black market, he would have become rich long ago.
"You know your dad wouldn't dare to do anything illegal!"
"Also, Rourou definitely doesn't want to harm you! Just withdraw the lawsuit right now!"
They definitely did nothing wrong facing my mother, I lowered my eyes.
I really have no expectations for maternal love.
I just think so.
I think my mother knew the truth.
You know, I have never done anything to hurt Su Yurou. Those things were all framed by my father and Su Yurou. In the end, she should feel a little guilty towards me.
At least you should say sorry to me.
Can.
Like Shen Yanci, she didn't think there was anything wrong in wrongly accusing me all these years. She only thought about how to protect Su Yurou.
This reminds me of what she just said.
Your dear father, dear mother, dear brother, and even your husband whom you have loved for seven years don’t like you. Can’t you reflect on yourself and stop blaming others?
I couldn't help but wonder if it was because I wasn't good enough, or because I did everything wrong, that's why they disliked me so much.
That's why you still treat me like this even if you know the truth.
Come to your senses.
I shuddered as I realized what I was thinking.
Now I have no expectations for them and I no longer care about them. But when I hear my mother say this, I can't help but think so.
This almost led to self-doubt and self-blame.
Not to mention the me who used to be looking forward to all of them and longing for their love.
As a person like me, I have to face such words and unfair treatment from them every day. I don’t know how painful it must be in my heart.
This made me want to seek some justice for my past self. I looked at my mother and asked, "Even if my father is a coward and he has no intention of harming anyone, and he is really just testing drugs, then he gave me that drug, so isn't that harming me?"
He gave his 19-year-old daughter such medicine and left her there to see if she could go home on her own.
Isn't he afraid that she might encounter danger on the road without her own consciousness?
How much do you have to care about your own daughter to do this?
My mother instinctively said, "How can that be considered harming you? Your father just wanted to test the efficacy of the medicine on you!"
"It's just a drug trial!"
I looked at my mother and couldn't help laughing, "Just a drug trial?"
"If mom thinks it's so insignificant, then why don't you try all the medicines my dad has researched?"
"Oh no, I'm afraid I'll die if I try them all, so just try my dad's "obedient" potion! My dad tried it on me many times, and he has tried it on you, mom, as well."
My mother was furious when she heard this, "You evil creature! Are you trying to kill me, your mother?"
That "obedient" potion, just a little bit can make a person lose consciousness, who knows if there will be any side effects!
I seemed confused and asked, "Didn't mom say it was just a drug test? Why does it seem like she wanted to kill you when it happened to you?"
My mom, “……!!!”
She doesn't know how I became so sharp-tongued. In the past, no matter what she said, I would never confront her directly. I just wanted her to give me more love.
My brother at the side sighed and said, "Yiyi, I know it's wrong for Dad to do this, but no matter what, he is still our biological dad after all."
"Besides, even if you don't consider him as our biological father, you should at least consider grandma's face. Grandma is so old and in poor health. If something happens to dad, do you think grandma can bear it?"