Chapter 91: After this farewell, it will never be goodbye in this life

The disgust in my eyes, the hatred that wanted to kill him, made him involuntarily afraid that I would never love him again or be with him again.

I will always hate him like this.

He really didn't want this to happen.

Can.

That's a life!

Su Yurou’s life.

He knew that at this moment, no explanation would be of any use, and any explanation would be futile and powerless.

But he still tried to explain something.

"Yi Yi, I know that Rou Rou has done many things to let you down, and I also know that she has a special relationship with Assistant Wang."

"But, you've watched the video, you should know it's real."

Assistant Wang's behavior and Su Yurou's frightened cries all proved that the video was real and she was really violated.

"Rou Rou used to have a good relationship with Assistant Wang, but people change, especially someone like Assistant Wang who has reached the end of his rope. No matter how good their relationship was before, he will want to kill Rou Rou now."

"Don't worry, I've prepared everything. I won't let anything happen to you!"

What Shen Yanci said was very true.

Can……

"If you are really capable, why can't you catch Assistant Wang? Why do you need me?"

"Shen Yanci, Special Assistant Wang has been by your side for so many years, living by reading your face. He knows you very well. The reason you can't catch him is that he knows what you will do next."

"Faced with an enemy who knows you so well, how can you guarantee that your arrangements and plans will be foolproof?"

Shen Yanci knew that every word I said made sense.

I also knew that he said it lightly, just asking me to lure the kidnappers out, and there would be no danger.

In fact, the danger is very great.

Otherwise, he wouldn't have been so prepared to grab me.

He kept saying he loved me.

But once he met Su Yurou.

He would sacrifice my safety to protect Su Yurou without hesitation.

So, what is true love.

Really, it’s such a disgusting person!

"Yi Yi, believe me, okay?" Shen Yanci didn't know how to refute me, so he could only grab my shoulders with both hands and look at me seriously.

Let me trust him.

Even if he has something to do, he won't let me get into trouble.

I just sneered.

I don't even believe the punctuation in his words!

Seeing that I didn't believe him, Shen Yanci's eyes flashed with discomfort.

I used to trust him the most.

No matter what he does, I firmly believe that he will succeed and that he is doing it for my own good.

"all……"

He tried feebly to explain something, trying to make me believe him.

But I don’t want to hear anything anymore, and I just can’t believe him.

I just wanted him to let me go.

I'm not the same person I used to be, and I can't take that risk.

"Shen Yanci, if I were in my previous body and things had come to this, I would know that begging you would be useless, and I would not say anything more. If you ask me to take the risk, I will go for it."

"But I can't do that now. My body can't stand any danger now!"

"The last time I fell off the cliff, I hit a reef and broke half of my bones! Didn't you ask me why I had a scar on my arm?"

"That's the scar from the nail that was inserted into my broken bone."

"Scars like that aren't just on my arms, they're all over my body!"

"My body is now supported by steel plates and nails. I... I really, really can't be in danger again. If someone pushes me by accident and I fall to the ground, I may never be able to stand up again."

"Shen Yanci, I beg you, please let me go, okay? Please... I really beg you..."

I know Shen Yanci only has Su Yurou in his heart, so it's useless for me to beg him.

But I still couldn't help but beg him.

I'm really scared, really scared, really scared...

I am so scared of getting hurt again, and going through that kind of life-or-death experience again. I am really scared.

The three months I spent in the hospital, especially the first month after I woke up.

There was no place on that body that didn't hurt.

The pain was so severe that I couldn't fall asleep every night unless I took the maximum dose of sleeping pills.

It really makes me, who is naturally sensitive to pain,...

I'm scared to death.

I really am.

I would rather die than experience that kind of pain again.

But... me.

I don’t want to die either!

I really don't want to die. I don't want my life to end just when I saw a glimmer of hope and could start over.

I really...really don't want to.

"Shen Yanci, I beg you, I really beg you, please let me go, okay? Please..."

I grabbed Shen Yanci's arm and begged him like that.

I have never asked anyone for help like this in my life.

I was born with a proud temperament, and I would rather be killed than bow my head.

But now, I know there is no hope, yet I still beg him so humbly.

I wanted so badly to live.

I don't want my life, which I have managed so hard to survive, to die because of Su Yurou.

I really don't want to.

"Shen Yanci, please... please, please..."

I don't know when, but tears were already streaming down my face, and I begged in despair again and again.

It almost touched Shen Yanci's heart.

Make him want to change his decision and not take risks with me.

But……

Just when he was about to waver, his cell phone rang. It was Assistant Wang calling.

As soon as the call was connected, Su Yurou's heart-wrenching cry for help was heard.

One sound after another.

The sound hit Shen Yanci so hard that his mind disappeared.

The only thing on his mind was to rescue Su Yurou as soon as possible!

His original unwillingness to move when he looked at me turned into a cruel and cold expression.

"Yiyi, I know you don't want to save Rourou, but Rourou is really in danger now! Will you just be obedient?"

"Believe me, I won't let anything happen to you!"

Without waiting for me to say anything, he told the driver to drive to the place that Assistant Wang had just mentioned.

He thought that the reason I begged him just now and was willing to confess my greatest pain and the hurt I had suffered was because I didn't want to save Su Yurou and I made up lies.

Even though my injuries were right in front of him.

He doesn't believe it.

I knew that no matter how much I begged him, even if I knelt down to beg him, it would be useless.

I leaned weakly against the car window. The effect of the medicine was gradually wearing off and my physical strength was slowly recovering.

But I feel my vitality is slowly disappearing.

After Shen Yanci arranged everything, he looked at me.

He saw me leaning against the car window like a lifeless doll.

His heart suddenly tightened.

He held me in his arms, tightly, "Yi Yi, trust me, trust me, okay? I won't let anything happen to you!"

I didn't say anything.

His eyes were empty and had no focus.

Shen Yanci's eyes were red with tears, he wanted to say something, but he knew that it would be useless for him to say anything now, so he said nothing in the end.

When I got off the bus, I took a step forward, turned around and looked at him.

Looking at this man whom I once loved so deeply, but who wanted to kill me every time.

How I wish I had never known him.

"Shen Yanci, if I could live my life over again, I hope I had never met you."

"Falling in love with you is the stupidest thing I have ever done in my life."

"After this farewell, I hope we will never see each other again in this life."