Chapter 98 He Finally Knows I'm Really Hurt
When Shen Yanci learned that I jumped off the cliff, his mind went blank.
He assured me that his arrangement was perfect and there would be absolutely no problem.
Can.
Not only did his arrangement go awry, it also forced me to jump off a cliff.
he……
Nao Ziweng had no idea what to think, he just felt that he was finished!
It's all over!
I probably won't want him anymore!
Our relationship was so broken.
Now...
However, this is not important.
The important thing is, he knows that I am afraid of cold. What if I can’t stand it if I jump into such icy water in such a cold day?
Then I thought about the last time I fell into the swimming pool and almost drowned.
Without even thinking, he jumped down!
Want to find me in the fastest and most direct way.
This mountain is really not high.
Although it was relatively high when we climbed up, it was downhill now, and the terrain below was higher than in the valley, and the water was deeper. I was worried that I would not be able to bear it because of the cold.
Shen Yanci didn't worry about anything else.
He felt that at this height, if one did not worry about drowning, one would definitely be able to survive.
But when he jumped.
Only then did he realize that things were not as simple as he thought.
People can survive at this altitude.
But, living will be very painful!
Jumping into the water from an unusually high altitude, the huge impact force made it feel like he was not jumping into the water at all, but rather hitting the wall!
He was almost dizzy from the impact.
He didn't dare to think about what would happen if I, who was weaker than him, jumped down like this.
Suddenly, he remembered the cliff that the kidnappers had forced him to choose between two options. It seemed to be even higher than this one...
This made him even more panicked.
He really neglected me and didn't care about me at all.
Such neglect and indifference made him forget the most basic common sense. He just estimated the height and thought that falling into the water from that height would not kill him, and he could swim.
He didn't think about anything else.
I didn't even think about how severe the impact would be if I fell from such a high place.
Even if there is water underneath.
That would be painful, very painful...
Suddenly he remembered what I had asked him to do in the car.
He knew what a proud person I was.
During the most difficult times of my start-up, I never bowed my head and asked for help from others.
But I was in the car, begging him humbly and desperately.
I begged him to let me go, saying that I really couldn't take the risk in my current health.
At this moment, he finally realized.
I might actually be hurt!
The injury is very serious! Very serious!
I remembered telling him that half of my bones were broken.
Suddenly, it was as if a knife had stabbed into his heart, causing him to be unable to breathe in such pain.
I even forgot the instinct to jump into the water and swim.
He didn't dare to think about it, didn't dare to think about how painful it would be if half of my bones were really broken.
He knew that although I was a strong person, I was extremely sensitive to pain and was most afraid of pain.
Normally, when I get a cut on my hand, it hurts so much that I feel like crying.
Not to mention...
Half of the bones in his body were broken!
I remember saying, scars like the ones on my arms, they're all over my body.
He was in so much pain that tears came to his eyes.
I am such a person who is afraid of pain!
How did I endure such pain?
I managed to get through the hospital alone.
He didn't dare to think about it.
I really can’t imagine it.
I dare not think about what I have endured.
He finally remembered how much I hated going to the hospital.
While trying to save him, I suffered a serious miscarriage in the sea and I only stayed in the hospital for half a day.
Can……
He actually thought that I, who hated going to the hospital so much, would pretend to be seriously injured and make a scene in the hospital and not come back just to get rid of Su Yurou!
At this moment, he suddenly felt that he was so stupid! So stupid!
It's so stupid that you have no brains at all!
He didn't know what happened to him.
How could I, who hated going to the hospital so much, stay in the hospital for more than three months and not go home?
It was after I fell off the cliff that he asked Assistant Wang to look for me. Assistant Wang said that nothing happened to me, but not only did he refuse to come back to apologize to Su Yurou, he also lost his temper and cursed and hit him?
Su Yurou said she was going to the hospital to see me, but I got so angry that I knocked her out?
Or did my parents say that they came to the hospital to see me and that there was nothing wrong with me, and told him to leave me alone and that I had done enough and would stop doing it?
He really wanted to say, it’s because of these!
It is because of these people close to me who misled him that he thought that way!
It's all these people's fault!
It's all their fault!
He really, really wanted to put the blame on them.
But, he can't.
He knows.
He knew clearly that the biggest fault was his.
It's because he instinctively doesn't believe me that he believes whatever bad things others say about me.
He is too proud and fragile at heart.
It's just because he thought that I was the one who designed our first encounters. I schemed against him like a hunter catching prey, digging traps to make him fall in love with me. He couldn't bear it and wanted to make me suffer.
I just let people around me bully and humiliate me.
Allowing Su Yurou to slander and harm me again and again like that.
Don't believe me at all.
Even though he saw with his own eyes that I was wrapped up like a mummy, with blood still seeping out of the gauze, he still refused to believe it and insisted that I was not really injured.
It's because he can't love me well enough, but he can't let go of the hatred he has for me. He is so contradictory that all this happens.
It's him, it's all his fault!
He finally understood why my temper changed drastically after I fell off the cliff and why I no longer loved him at all.
He did this to me.
Don't talk about me, even if it were him, he wouldn't be able to forgive himself.
He couldn't love himself like this anymore.
I thought back to the time when he was in the hospital, holding my bleeding arm and saying that I was pretending and that the blood was fake blood that I bought with my own money.
For a moment, he lay in the cold pool in despair, unable to move.
I love him so much!
All I see and all I see in my heart is him. He knows it, he knows it so clearly.
How could he?
How could you be so cruel to me?
he……
For a moment, he even wanted God to take his life.
People like him don't deserve to be alive!
Really unworthy.
…
I woke up in warmth.
Before I opened my eyes, I smelled the sweet fragrance of flowers. The pleasant smell made me take a deep breath.
I thought I had died and gone to heaven.
It wasn't until a worried voice sounded in the room that I realized I was not dead.
But saved.
This made me laugh.
I am so lucky!
As expected, if you try your best and persevere to the end, you will be blessed by the God of Luck.
"Professor Zhao..." Pei Ye was about to say something.
I noticed what was happening here.
Seeing that I not only woke up, but also smiled.
He was startled at first, then strode towards me.
"Sister, how do you feel?"
Maybe he thought that I shouldn't laugh after going through such a dangerous situation, and was afraid that if I laughed like that, something must be wrong with me.
His beautiful eyes were full of worry.