Chapter 122: Once Again
"Let me see your wound, okay? Hmm?"
Qi Shaoyou knew that if Su Yan hit him, then she must have done something even more ruthless to him before doing so.
"Why should I?" Su Yan glared fiercely at Qi Shaoyou, her face cold and her eyes filled with blatant hatred.
"Who do you think you are? My sister? Or my lover? You liar!"
Su Yan gritted her teeth, her tone fierce. Her usually cold face was filled with hatred, and she still hadn't shed a tear.
It's over, Qi Shaoyou realized he was really doomed. She grabbed Su Yan's hand and held it tightly.
This excessive, almost painful force was exactly what Su Yan needed.
Realizing that Su Yan wasn't resisting, but rather displaying this expression, Qi Shaoyou sensed something was wrong. She pushed up Su Yan's sleeve, and sure enough, the arm she was holding was covered in dense, numerous wounds.
Her sister, as expected, hurt herself before hurting her...
"Qi Shaoyou, I'm insane, you know that? I might have been insane for a long time. You know what I'll do if you stay here, right?"
"I will control you like a madman. I will go crazy if you are not in front of me for even a second."
"Don't even mention dating someone else, I don't even want you to leave this room."
Su Yan looked at Qi Shaoyou, at her younger sister whom she had relied on in her past life, and at the person who had saved her in this life…
Her heart sank, and a weary smile appeared on her face.
"Qi Shaoyou, I'm giving you one more chance. Get out of this room right now, and avoid me from now on, and you can have a new life."
"As long as I don't find it..."
Su Yan spoke with restraint, but her eyes held a raging fire that threatened to consume everything.
Qi Shaoyou understood that these words didn't mean she was being let go, but rather that she was handing her life over to Su Yan. Once she stepped out that door, nothing that happened afterward would surprise her.
"How can I leave? I haven't been able to leave for a long time." Qi Shaoyou held Su Yan in his arms and coaxed her softly.
"My sister is here, how am I supposed to get around?" Qi Shaoyou's voice was low, his words carrying an air of self-righteousness.
"If my sister is willing, then lock me up and keep me locked up."
“I was found by my older sister, so it belongs to her.”
Qi Shaoyou's eyes were still dark blue, a deep and mysterious color, as he looked at Su Yan.
Su Yan gritted her teeth and hugged Qi Shaoyou back. Her pink nails dug into Qi Shaoyou's clothes, creating many wrinkles on the once-smooth fabric.
"It's because you won't leave, Qi Shaoyou."
"You were the one who wanted to hold my hand in the first place, but now you're the one who won't leave!"
"From now on, you cannot utter a single word of complaint!"
Every word Su Yan spoke seemed to be forced out through her teeth. She understood, just as clearly as Qi Shaoyou, that her words weren't a declaration of intent to let Qi Shaoyou go, but rather a disclaimer.
I'll give you a chance to escape, but if you actually run away...
When you are caught and brought back, I hope you can endure the pain and accept the punishment.
But Qi Shaoyou wouldn't leave. She didn't even have the desire to leave; where could she go?
Wherever Su Yan is not, it is hell without exception.
"Since you found me, then I belong to you." Qi Shaoyou knew that Su Yan was not in a good condition, so she hugged Su Yan tightly.
Only a nearly suffocating hug could make Su Yan feel her own existence.
"I'm going crazy, Qi Shaoyou, I'm going crazy, you've driven me mad!" This time, when Su Yan looked up at Qi Shaoyou, tears finally welled up in her eyes.
A surge of overwhelming hatred welled up in those usually calm eyes.
"How dare you? How dare you do those things because of me?"
"It hurts so much! Qi Shaoyou! It hurts so much!"
As Su Yan called out to her younger sister, tears streamed down her face. She still couldn't control her tears.
Ever since Qi Shaoyou disappeared, all she could think about was that he died in that explosion.
How much pain must she be in? How much pain must her younger sister, whom she grew up with and depended on, be in?
This problem was driving Su Yan almost insane. Her composure completely vanished, and every night she could only drown her sorrows in alcohol to get an hour or two to have nightmares.
Rest? Forget about it. Su Yan spent her morning arranging the renovations here. She then went to another place to vent her frustration.
Calmness and madness switched rapidly between Su Yan; sometimes she felt that she might have already driven herself crazy.
Or perhaps, the idea that Qi Shaoyou would return was just a figment of her imagination during her madness.
Having no way to confirm it, she could only stay here, waiting endlessly. She waited until she felt her soul wither away before finally seeing this heartless bastard.
"It doesn't hurt, it doesn't hurt." Qi Shaoyou had long forgotten the pain of that world; it was far more painful than watching Su Yan break down.
"It's my fault, sister."
After Qi Shaoyou finished speaking, Su Yan pulled her to the only bedroom in the house.
With tears in her eyes, Su Yan threw the object in her hand into Qi Shaoyou's hand. Qi Shaoyou looked down and saw that it was a long piece of silk cloth.
"Show me your resolve, your resolve to never leave me."
Su Yan's voice was cold, and Qi Shaoyou immediately understood what she meant.
There's a saying that everyone knows about the orphanage where she and Su Yan grew up.
To survive, you can't be bound by anything.
It can be anything.
Su Yan's gesture of throwing the silk cloth into Qi Shaoyou's hands was quite clear: she wanted Qi Shaoyou to willingly tie himself up...
Qi Shaoyou lowered her eyes to look at the silk cloth in her hand. She thought for a moment but did not make a move.
"Scared?" Su Yan felt a pang of pain in her heart, her nails digging into her palms. She herself didn't know what she wanted at this moment; perhaps only by seeing Qi Shaoyou in pain and torment could she feel a little bit of what it meant to be alive in this world.
Qi Shaoyou did not answer Su Yan's question; she knew that at this point, words could not solve anything.
She reached out and tied her right hand to Su Yan's left hand together. The bright red silk cloth between them was like a bridge or a red thread.
"Sister, you can do anything for me. As long as you don't get angry."
“I can stay in this house forever, I can stay here forever.”
"It wasn't my sister's request; it was my own choice."
After Qi Shaoyou finished speaking, he wrapped his left arm around Su Yan's waist and kissed her fiercely. Her kiss was just as intense as before, almost a frenzied and blood-stained one.
As soon as Qi Shaoyou released Su Yan, Su Yan slapped her again.
Clearly less energetic than before, Qi Shaoyou brought his face close to Su Yan's.
"Has your sister calmed down? Or do you want to hit her a few more times?"
Looking at the red mark on Qi Shaoyou's cheek, Su Yan felt a pang of pain in her heart again. This pain confirmed to her once more that the person in front of her was indeed the living Qi Shaoyou.
"It's always my own fault, sister, you don't need to feel sorry for me."
Qi Shaoyou gently rubbed his face against Su Yan, his voice low as if he were speaking some profound truth.
"Sister can do whatever she wants to me." Qi Shaoyou's voice was terrifyingly low, like a demon from hell. It was as if she was gradually releasing the evil thoughts hidden in Su Yan's heart...
Su Yan wanted to ask Qi Shaoyou how much pain he was in, but she couldn't bring herself to say it.
But Qi Shaoyou also wanted to ask Su Yan how much pain she was in. Su Yan's arms were covered with fresh wounds.
She only needed to glance at it to see the burns from the cigarette, and Qi Shaoyou wanted to ask how much it hurt.
"Qi Shaoyou, would you do the same thing again if it happened again?" Su Yan felt like she was going crazy; she still wanted to ask even now.
Her boiling blood compelled her to ask that question.
"When you were with me in the hospital, the doctors and nurses all said that you and I were a couple. Why didn't you refute that? When did you stop treating me like your older sister?"
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