Chapter 127: Nightmare
"No, Su Yan, do you really have to go?" A shimmering ball of light hung in front of Su Yan, its tone full of helplessness.
Clearly, she had been trying to persuade Su Yan for quite some time.
"I've shown you everything. Qi Shaoyou has fallen for someone else too. Don't you understand? Don't you get it?"
"She doesn't need you, isn't that enough to wake you up?"
The ball of light was clearly on the verge of fainting from anger; its voice trembled as it spoke. The brightness of the entire ball of light had dimmed somewhat compared to before.
"I want to go, I must go." Su Yan looked at the ball of light in front of her, which claimed to be the Heavenly Dao.
She showed Su Yan a lot of things, trying to shake Su Yan's resolve to form an alliance with others.
"Liang Man is a fairy, Shen Mingjiao is a demon, and what about you? Su Yan, you're human!"
"Why are you getting involved in all this? If you stay, your world will be restarted and you will have a better, more fulfilling life."
Why bother?
The ball of light bobbed up and down in the air, looking like it was about to faint from anger. How could someone as stubborn as Su Yan exist?
"I can't live without her. Without her, I wouldn't be who I am today. After the reboot, the person who lost all their memories is not me."
"I will definitely make this deal if it can save Qi Shaoyou's life."
"I'm sorry, please choose a new female lead as the center of your world."
Su Yan knew that after she left, this world would have a new female protagonist and a new center of the world.
"Even if you're not the female lead in Qi Shaoyou's world, your life won't be smooth sailing, and you might even have to watch yourself lose her, you won't regret it?"
"She might fall in love with someone else, and you won't regret it?" The light orb was exhausted. Qi Shaoyou should be saved, but he was the center of her entire world. As the Heavenly Dao, she only wanted to make amends for the suffering her child had endured.
As a result, before she could even start making amends, her child wanted to run away!
Guangtuan didn't know what else to say. She just felt that Qi Shaoyou was really good at seducing women!
"Yes, I don't regret it. No matter the cost, it's fine if she falls in love with someone else..."
At this point, Su Yan felt a bitter taste in her mouth. The bitterness seemed to emanate from her heart. She paused for a moment before continuing.
“Everything can take a backseat to her life, just as she did to me.”
She didn't actually know how much suffering Qi Shaoyou had endured; she only investigated the tasks Qi Shaoyou had done little by little after learning part of the truth.
Each of the people Qi Shaoyou assassinated had many bodyguards, and it wouldn't be an exaggeration to say that the situation was fraught with danger.
Later, she ran into the hospital nurse who had taken care of her. This is what the nurse said when she asked Qi Shaoyou.
"You mean that girl? She always has so many wounds on her body. Gunshot wounds, knife wounds, new ones on top of old ones."
"Several times, she fainted immediately after seeing us and the doctor."
"At that time, we didn't really understand what she did. All we knew was that she wouldn't let us tell you what she looked like."
Hearing these things from someone else for the first time, Su Yan tried her best to maintain a calm expression. She pulled the nurse aside and asked her about the wounds little by little.
His entire back was almost covered in scars, his left hand was almost unable to hold anything anymore, and fractures were commonplace...
Even with these injuries, her sister would always appear by her side on time, pretending to be someone else...
She simply listened quietly to the nurse's words, letting them tear a gaping hole in her heart. After that day, Su Yan had only one wish: that Qi Shaoyou would survive. As long as she could survive…
"Su Yan! Su Yan! Are you confused?!" The ball of light jumped up and down in anger, and its light dimmed considerably.
"I killed the male protagonist of this world, and you need energy to protect me. Why don't you use this energy to send me away?"
Su Yan looked at the ball of light in front of her, a hopeful smile appearing on her pale face.
"I don't want a future, I don't want love, and I don't want a perfect life. I just want Qi Shaoyou to live." Su Yan was right; the ball of light stopped.
“Liang Man is a fairy, Shen Mingjiao is a demon, and I am human. I may not be as good as them in other aspects, but my love for Qi Shaoyou is no less than that of either of them.”
The ball of light was truly exhausted. Looking at her heroine, who was also her child, she finally relented.
"Okay, I'll ask you one last question. Is it alright if you turn to ashes and disappear from this world?"
"Yes." Su Yan nodded, looking at the ball of light with gentle calmness. Of course she understood that Heaven was acting in her best interests.
But Heaven doesn't understand that compared to losing Qi Shaoyou, being reduced to ashes is nothing. If she can't be saved, then being reduced to ashes is a good ending for Su Yan.
At least in that story, she no longer had to suffer because of her sister's scars. Everything could be put to rest; how could that not be a kind of peace?
"None of you three are easy to deal with!"
The ball of light seemed to have run out of ideas; it stopped jumping around and spoke with a hint of exhaustion.
"Okay, here's one last thing you absolutely need to know. If everything you've done is in vain, then all memories related to Qi Shaoyou will be lost forever."
Even the usually steadfast Su Yan swayed slightly upon hearing this.
She opened her mouth, clearly not expecting this. The thought of living without her memories was more terrifying than being reduced to ashes…
However, she had no other options from the very beginning of this game.
The heartache jolted Su Yan awake from her sleep; the feeling of having nowhere to go nearly killed her.
When she opened her eyes, the face that suddenly appeared calmed her panicked heart.
"Having another nightmare? I won't leave you, sister, don't be sad." Qi Shaoyou was still half asleep, his eyes barely open, but he had already uttered words of comfort.
Qi Shaoyou is actually a very light sleeper. She can detect it every night if her sister is even slightly restless.
Su Yan was preoccupied with her thoughts, so she kept dreaming about the past at night. For a while, Su Yan actually wanted to sleep separately from her.
It's not that we're actually in two separate rooms, it's just that there are two beds in the same room.
But back then, whenever this matter was brought up, Qi Shaoyou would show a sad expression.
It wasn't until later that they finally started sleeping in separate beds.
Qi Shaoyou still couldn't sleep well, because she would always sneak up to her sister's bed in the middle of the night.
Sometimes it was even more outrageous; Su Yan wouldn't be fully asleep before she crawled over.
"I just dreamt about some things from the past..."
Su Yan recalled her dream and buried her head in Qi Shaoyou's arms.
After a while, Su Yan looked up at Qi Shaoyou and said, "Let's kiss."
Even when he was half asleep, Qi Shaoyou would skillfully kiss someone as soon as he heard the word "kiss".
"I'm free tomorrow, sister..." Qi Shaoyou savored Su Yan's soft lips, her drowsiness vanishing. She looked at Su Yan, her eyes brightening.
The bright moonlight peeked in through the window, making Qi Shaoyou's dark blue eyes even more beautiful.
Clearly, some people have finally woken up.
Qi Shaoyou leaned close to Su Yan's ear, a wicked idea popping into his head.
"Sister, I think there's another way to deal with your recurring nightmares."
"Why don't we give it a try? Maybe we'll be able to fall asleep when we're extremely tired, right?"
Su Yan's words were silenced by Qi Shaoyou's passionate kiss, and a strong pheromone filled the air the next second.
The taste of the strong liquor made her dizzy, and Su Yan felt as if Qi Shaoyou had thrown her into the sky and then she was falling again.
"Qi Shaoyou!" Su Yan felt a familiar yet strange pleasure, and felt like she was being driven crazy by Qi Shaoyou.
The scent of roses was the complete opposite of Su Yan's usual demeanor; this person, who always seemed detached from the world, secretly released rose-like pheromones towards her beloved...
This is almost as if to say that only her true self can be seen by her lover.
"Yes, sister, I'm here..."
Qi Shaoyou swallowed the sweetness in his mouth and licked his lips. This feeling was so satisfying, yet so intoxicating.
"Ouch, that hurts..."
Qi Shaoyou whispered in Su Yan's ear, trying to gain her sympathy.
"My hand hurts so much from being pinched, sister..."
Su Yan reached out and pressed her hand to Qi Shaoyou's mouth. The usually calmest person now had nothing but panic in his eyes.
"Don't speak." She tried to suppress the pleasure in her commanding tone and bring herself back to her senses.
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