Chapter 49 Love Turns to Hate in an Instant
"Why did you save me! Why did you betray me after I gave you my heart! Wasn't I good enough to you! Why did you want to leave me!"
"Compensation? What can you offer as compensation! What do you have to offer me in return! You think I care about what you did? I don't! All I care about is why you treated me like this!"
Why was I the last to know you liked me?! Why did you betray me?! Why did you hide from me?! Why did you promise to stay with me, and then leave me?!
Twisted emotions and anger transformed into scorching sulfuric acid, spreading throughout the body, corroding and burning flesh and blood, and the suppressed grievances and rage erupted like a flash flood.
Seeing the man like this, Wen Yanyu felt a pang of pain in her heart and hurriedly explained, "I... I didn't want this to happen. I don't like you that way. I don't want to be with you. I've always considered you my best friend. I just..."
His emotions were completely out of control. Fu Hanchuan stopped listening to the other person's explanation. His nearly shattered emotions kept assaulting his brain nerves, causing him so much pain that he felt like he was suffocating.
"I'll give you money if you want it, I'll give you fame if you want it, I can give you anything you want, why did you have to let me know!"
"Why did you have to tell me? Why couldn't you keep it from me? Why did you have to let me know you like me? Why did you have to make me hate you!"
"Why can't it be like this forever? I'll give you whatever you want. Why can't it be like this forever? Why did you have to tell me this? Why did you do this to me!"
Hatred and indescribable emotions swirled wildly in his eyes.
“I know nothing, not even why you did that. I didn’t understand anything until you were rushed to the hospital and your life was hanging by a thread.”
“When I heard the news at the negotiating table, I went crazy. For the first time, I humbly begged others. I begged everyone I knew to come and save you.”
"Back then, my flight was delayed due to the torrential rain in Country Y. I kept calling them from the airport lounge, begging everyone I knew."
“I asked them to transfer you to another hospital. I said it doesn’t matter what, we must save you.”
“I mobilized all available resources to your operating room and snatched your life back from the jaws of death. For the first time, I regretted not having prepared medical resources, and for the first time, I regretted letting you go.”
The lingering fear gathered in his eyes, his hands trembled uncontrollably, and his continuous roars made his voice extremely hoarse; the man's voice was almost choked with sobs.
"But it was at that moment that I realized you wanted to abandon me."
Wen Yanyu paused for a moment, then looked bewildered: "I'm sorry..."
He thought he hadn't died because the story hadn't finished, and he didn't know that the other person had saved him.
Fu Hanchuan lowered his head, his eyes red-rimmed, and tears streamed down his face. He barely managed to squeeze out the words through clenched teeth.
“Wen Yanyu… At that moment, I truly hated you, so much so that I wanted to kill you with my own hands, so much so that I wanted to fall into hell with you.”
Unstoppable tears streamed down her face, falling onto the cheek of the person beneath her. The bitter tears mingled and slid down, making it impossible to tell whose tears they were.
Wen Yanyu felt a lump in her throat and could only choke out, "I'm sorry, I didn't know this would hurt you. It's not that I'm sorry, I'm just afraid of this kind of life, I can't take it anymore..."
I'm afraid I'll hurt you.
I'm afraid of an abyss that has no end.
I'm afraid of living like a rabbit in a cage.
It's so painful to live without parents and family, without any freedom, unable to control your own body, and even to the point of harming yourself.
"I can't take it anymore..."
I can't stand it.
Fu Hanchuan was startled. Unknown emotions surged into his brain, causing a wave of dizziness, and the scene in front of him began to distort and deform.
Consciousness plunges into darkness, entangled by those repressed "demons".
Driven solely by muscular instinct, Fu Hanchuan reached down and grabbed the "thing" beneath him, unable to control himself as he screamed in despair:
"I can't stand it! What right do you have to be unable to stand it! I didn't do anything! I didn't do anything! As long as you stay obediently by my side, no one can bully you! I've suppressed all those media reports!!"
"Who did I ask to touch you! I'm crazy, that's true! I deserve to die, that's true! But when have I, Fu Hanchuan, ever bullied you! When have I ever let you suffer even the slightest grievance! Why did you do this! You want to leave me alone while I'm still alive! Wen Yanyu! What right do you have! What right do you have to treat me like this!"
"I did think about getting revenge on you, I did think about leaving you, but every time I fall asleep, all those nightmares turn into your face."
"I want to get rid of you, but I just can't! I can't! They say I'm crazy! I know! I've been crazy for a long time! I went crazy the night I crawled out of the old house!"
"I should have died long ago! I should have died after I took my revenge! I should have been free! But you dragged me back into this hell! You made me normal! And then drove me insane again!"
While tightly pressing down on Wen Yanyu's struggling wrist, Fu Hanchuan also gripped his neck tightly, the hatred and pain surging in his eyes almost completely overwhelming the two of them.
"Wen Yanyu! You clearly hated me so much at first! Why did you save me in the first place! Why are you treating me like this! What did I do wrong! Why are you treating me like this!"
"Why did you leave me? What did I do wrong? Why did you want to leave me? Why did you leave me?!"
Like a trapped beast driven to the brink of madness by torture, its roars gradually faded, leaving only desperate cries on the verge of collapse.
Wen Yanyu's face turned red, and his legs, which had been rising due to lack of oxygen, were pressed down tightly, rendering him unable to move.
"Hmm..." Taking advantage of the moment when the force loosened, Wen Yanyu opened her mouth to breathe, her face covered with tears of suffocation, as if she was about to faint at any moment.
A fist grazed his cheek and slammed into his back. The hand loosened its grip on his neck, and the smell of blood filled his nostrils.
Forced to swallow the blood that surged up in her throat due to the backlash, Wen Yanyu's eyes were red and swollen, and tears streamed down her cheeks onto the bed.
He reached out and grasped the man's hand that was supporting him from the side, forcefully separating the knuckles that were clenched so tightly they were almost deformed, revealing a bloody mess inside, with blood pooling between their palms.
"It's all my fault... I didn't know about this. I'll accept whatever you want to do to me... No, don't hurt yourself."
Wen Yanyu's eyes were blurry with tears. The neck that had been choked for so long had affected her vocal cords, and her voice was intermittent, hoarse and broken.
Wen Yanyu is cannon fodder in the story, while Fu Hanchuan is the protagonist; this is destiny.
They will eventually face different outcomes.
Having received a tragic ending, he should have been indifferent to the other person and treated them only as the male lead.
They should have stayed away from each other.
Or they might ignore the other party with their usual indifference, awaiting their eventual death.
But even today...
Looking at Fu Hanchuan, who was breaking down in tears...
The sharp pain in his chest told him that this was not the case.
The people in front of me are different from those in the world.
He couldn't bear to part with it.
He had thought about staying with her like that, but on the day he was completely controlled by the plot, he realized that he couldn't do it, and there was no future between them.
He will ruin the other party.
Wen Yanyu took a difficult breath, bitter tears welling up in her eyes. She relaxed her body in a sacrificial posture, awaiting the unknown judgment.
The darkness in his eyes was finally suppressed by the blue, and his consciousness finally returned. Fu Hanchuan was stunned for a moment before his gaze fell into the eyes in front of him.
Fu Hanchuan stared blankly at the pair of eyes in front of him for a long time, not even realizing what he had just done.
I feel sorry for you.
Why.
A bone-chilling bitterness and suppressed emotions spread wildly in his heart, while fear and madness churned in his eyes, vying for control of his body.
The air remained silent for a long time.
Because of prolonged lack of oxygen, he was in a daze.
Wen Yanyu half-closed her eyes, no longer having the strength to speak, as if she was about to faint at any moment.
Suddenly, her lips were bitten, and a warm sensation came from between her teeth. It was intense and rough, a clumsy and awkward bite that was almost like a venting of emotions. The stinging and tingling sensation swept through her whole body.
Wen Yanyu's eyelashes trembled violently as a cold hand covered his eyes, plunging him into darkness.
The burning sensation sent shivers down Wen Yanyu's spine, and he instinctively reached out to push him away.
"Ugh...mmm..."
Her body was pressed even tighter, her lips were bitten until they hurt and itched, the suffocation and pain from lack of oxygen swept over her brain, and tears kept overflowing from her eyes.
For a moment, he even thought he might die there.
I died in that kiss.
The taste of blood lingered between my lips and teeth.
Blood and hatred mingle, forming a turbulent abyss, beneath which surges love and resentment.
Fear and pain seeped into every bone and permeated every inch of the soul.
They bound the two tightly together, an unbreakable curse, a red thread stained with blood that would forever entangle them, causing them eternal pain and preventing them from ever being separated.
Finally realizing what he had done, Fu Hanchuan abruptly released his grip, rolled off Wen Yanyu, and staggered back to the door.
Wen Yanyu collapsed onto the bed, utterly exhausted, gasping for breath. Her eyelashes were wet with tears, her lips were bitten until they bled, and there was a reddish-purple mark on her neck that looked terrifying and frightening.
Fu Hanchuan froze for a few seconds, then touched his lips in disbelief, a flash of fear crossing his eyes.
What am I doing?
The biting evening wind swept in, dispelling the idyllic atmosphere inside the room.
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