Chapter 58 The person he guards in his heart
Gu Yanlin paused, then continued, "Lu Xuan is not Xu Daiman's son. He is Lu Zhanhong's illegitimate son raised at home."
"I know you've always thought Feng Ji was dirty and that he was a despicable illegitimate child. But what about Lu Xuan? Isn't Lu Xuan the same?"
"The only difference between him and Lu Xuan is that the Lu family can accept Lu Xuan, but the Si family cannot accept Feng Ji!" She even added a hint of accusation at the end.
"Stop talking!"
Si You interrupted her harshly, with a hint of anger in his voice: "They are two different people. If you put Lu Xuan and him together again, there is no need for us to talk today."
"Okay, let's not talk about outsiders today." Gu Yanlin's breath was hoarse, and her beautiful face was stained with tears. She touched her cheek and said sadly, "Let's talk about you and Xiao Ling."
"He's going abroad, did you know?"
Si You's tone was flat and without any fluctuation: "I don't know."
After being discharged from the hospital, he contacted Xu Zhiling and wanted to have a good talk with him, but Xu Zhiling refused all messages.
He actually wanted to give some good advice to this younger brother whom he had raised.
"You didn't have many playmates when you were little. Your father and I felt you were too lonely, so we thought of bringing you a brother so you could have someone around you."
"Si You...if you are interested in him, we won't stop you. After more than ten years of getting along, it's normal to have some feelings for him."
Si You interrupted again: "I don't mean to."
Gu Yanlin was a little surprised and paused before asking, "Anyone with a discerning eye can see how good you are to him..."
Si You has few people around him, and most of the people he interacts with are alphas in the circle. Xu Zhiling is the only Omega who can have a say around him.
"Why don't you ask me why I'm nice to him?" Si You raised his eyes and met her pitiful gaze. His sinister eyes pierced through, locking the human soul and trapping it in fear.
Gu Yanlin's heart trembled when she was stared at by him, and a feeling of discomfort crept up her back.
What she feared most was Si You's gaze, which seemed to come from hell and judge her.
She asked in a trembling voice, "Why?"
“Because you did nothing.”
Countless ghosts seemed to be swirling in those dark, cold eyes. Si You curled his lips and continued, "Have you ever fulfilled your parental responsibilities for a single day since you adopted him?"
"He is not some random cat or dog. He is a living person. He has emotions. He can be happy and unhappy. He longs for his parents' company and care."
"Have you ever given him these? My kindness to him is just to make up for your shortcomings and fulfill the responsibilities you haven't fulfilled! Ultimately, he has feelings for me that he shouldn't have, and you should bear the greatest responsibility!"
Every word was full of accusations, blatantly publicizing her mistakes.
Gu Yanlin stumbled a few steps and fell onto the sofa, tears streaming down her cheeks. "Si You...are you blaming me for spending all my time on Feng Ji and never fulfilling my parental responsibilities to you and Xiao Ling?"
"Isn't this true?" Si You asked back.
"Si You, you are the eldest son of the Si family, the next heir to the Si family! Money and power are things that others can't even get after working hard for their whole lives, but you were born with them. You were born to stand at the top of the pyramid!"
"Where's Feng Ji? He's not accepted by anyone! He can never appear openly!"
Feng Ji is the child of Gu Yanlin and her boyfriend. The boyfriend is a local councilor and hasn't married yet. If it were revealed that he had a child, his political career would be over.
Feng Ji’s household registration cannot be placed with the pretty boy, and the Si family cannot be so generous as to accept an illegitimate child who has no blood relationship with the Si family.
After many twists and turns, the child was placed in the name of an orphanage.
Gu Yanlin cried until she was hoarse, and the water droplets on her eyelashes fell down: "Si You, I don't know what you are still dissatisfied with? You have everything... There is nothing wrong with me spending more time on Feng Ji..."
Yes, what he wants is readily available to others.
What others struggle for, he is born with.
Si You frowned and said calmly, "If nothing else, I'll leave first."
"You know I'm doing this for Feng Ji!" she growled, her beautiful eyes fixed on Si You.
"His heart disease can't be delayed any longer. The source of the heart has been found. The doctor said his condition is serious and the success rate of surgery is extremely low..."
"Mr. Wen is an expert in cardiology. If he were to perform the surgery..."
Si You turned around and looked at her disdainfully, as if he were looking at a humble, struggling ant: "Do you want me to ask Wen Congyun to ask his grandfather to come out and perform surgery on my illegitimate brother?"
Gu Yanlin nodded.
"What do you think I would do?"
Should he expose his bloody scars and tell others how miserable he is?
That's ridiculous.
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The crisp sound of black leather shoes stepping on the wooden floor was annoying. He frowned unhappily and quickened his pace.
The moment he opened the door, the faint scent of lemon hit him in the face, and there was a warm person in his arms, hugging his waist tightly.
Si You paused for a moment and subconsciously touched his waist. The moment his fingertips touched his waist, he was surprised to find that he was shaking.
"What's wrong?" The voice was so hoarse that he didn't even notice it.
Lu Xuan kept shaking his head, a few strands of sweaty black hair stuck to his cheeks, and he could hear crying sounds coming from the tip of his nose.
Si You's throat choked, and his blood seemed to be stuck with a strange emotion, and even his heart felt sore and painful at this moment.
His Adam's apple trembled as he kissed the corner of Lu Xuan's eyes, and he said with almost no breath: "I'm here."
"I didn't want you."
The hot kiss fell on the corner of his mouth. In the faint moonlight, Si You saw the Omega's flushed and wet face, and his heart ached as if it was soaked in poison.
How could they be the same? How could Lu Xuan be the same as Feng Ji!
Lu Xuan was the person he had broken the bottom line for time and time again, the one he kept guarding at the top of his heart. How could she be the same as Feng Ji, that dirty illegitimate son!
He couldn't bear to hear Gu Yanlin say that Lu Xuan was an illegitimate child... Just hearing it made his heart feel uncomfortable and blocked...
How can an illegitimate child be treated well!
Just how much he hated Feng Ji, he could imagine how much the Lu family hated Lu Xuan...
"I am here, I am always here, and we are together forever."
He said it again, his voice trembling, humble and pious, like a promise but also like talking to himself.
Si You held up his face and immediately met those misty and distracted eyes.
Poor and beautiful...
It makes my heart ache to death...
"After we finish discussing the contract in two days, we will go home, back to our home, just the two of us."
Tears splashed on my wrists and I couldn't tell whose they were.
Si You continued, "I'll take you to school in the morning, and pick you up after class to go back to the company. I'll work next to you, and you can do your homework next to me. After get off work, we'll go to the arcade to buy cartridges. In the evening... in the evening, I'll play games with you..."
Every time he spoke, Lu Xuan's heart ached a little more.
He always had an inexplicable fear of unfamiliar environments, and when he woke up, the room was so dark that he couldn't see his hand in front of him.
Without Si You, even the familiar smell of red wine seemed terribly weak.
He seemed to have been abandoned and left behind again...
Si You hugged him tightly. In the dim and lonely room, only the faint crying and the trembling heartbeat could be heard...
Lu Xuan buried her head in his neck, hooked her arms around his neck, and her warm lips first rubbed his chin, then moved to the corner of his mouth.
Bite hard on those soft lips.
The agreement between them is that if they are unhappy, they can bite...
The smell of blood permeated between the lips and teeth, blending with the pheromones in the saliva.
Si You pushed the person against the door and kissed her. His five fingers inserted into her soft hair and tightened, and the crimson color spread from her ears to her entire face.
The blood in my body seemed to be bubbling, and even the soles of my feet were burning hot...
Lu Xuan couldn't help but slide down.
Si You grabbed him, picked him up easily, and walked straight to the bed.
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