Chapter 64 There are only two people in his world
"They are all watching, I have to give the police enough face..."
If it wasn't him pointing the gun at Lu Xuan, it would have been someone else. He wouldn't give up even the slightest possibility.
Si You leaned against his face and said again: "I'm sorry..."
Lu Xuan didn't say anything, he lowered his eyes, not knowing what he was thinking.
Si You was worried that he was hungry, so he called the housekeeper to bring him some food. It was a very light vegetable porridge, but after a few sips he suddenly pushed it away and refused to drink.
The porridge spilled all over the floor, breaking the white porcelain bowl as well.
Her stomach churned, Lu Xuan pushed him away and ran to the bathroom, holding her stomach and retching.
I hadn't eaten anything for the past two days, and I couldn't vomit. I coughed so hard that the clean sink was covered in blood.
He raised his eyes and saw himself in the mirror. There was blood at the corner of his mouth and his pale face showed a sickly and broken look.
He saw a familiar look of death on his face.
He couldn't eat anything and could only receive nutrient solution.
His warm, dry palms covered her abdomen, gently rubbing it. Lu Xuan nestled in his arms, her hair disheveled and her eyelashes drooping. She wanted him to stop rubbing, but her stomach still hurt.
Si You raised his hand to wipe away the tears that rolled down his chin and said softly, "I asked Assistant Lin to handle the discharge procedures. We will be discharged and go home soon."
His condition was very bad and the doctor did not recommend discharge, but Siyou still wanted to take him back.
Lu Xuan doesn't like being hospitalized, and staying there will only add to his sadness.
After returning home, he was able to eat something occasionally, but he was still depressed.
He resisted every stranger approaching him. Yesterday, when Wen Congyun came over, Lu Xuan hid in the room and cried under the quilt as soon as he saw him.
Si You arranged for all the aunts in the villa to leave, leaving only the housekeeper Wang and the special assistant Lin who often ran errands and delivered documents.
Sometimes he would be afraid when he saw Butler Wang. In desperation, Si You had to ask Butler Wang to avoid Lu Xuan and take a detour when he saw the two of them.
It seemed like there were only two people left in his world.
He and Siyou.
Lu Xuan's condition was visibly bad. His originally chubby cheeks became thinner rapidly and his blood color faded.
He is withering and dying at an irresistible speed...
The splendor and brightness of the past are no longer there...
While holding him, Si You suddenly remembered what he said to Lu Xuan in Gangcheng.
"After we finish discussing the contract in two days, we will go home, back to our home, a home just for the two of us."
What he said came true.
Si You hated this sentimental promise. Their home was not good at all. No sunshine could penetrate their home!
His lemon balm is dying...
He had just started crying again. Si You gently stroked the trembling back of the Omega in his arms, placed a kiss on the corner of his eye, and coaxed him softly, "The snow stopped yesterday. Tomorrow morning I'll take you to see the newly blossomed red plums on the roadside."
Lu Xuan buried her head in his arms.
He doesn't want to go out. He hates the outside world. The outside world is fake.
Si You choked on his breath, raised his hand to scratch his chin, and persuaded him again: "If you don't want to see the plum blossoms, let's go shopping. Last time I said I would go to the video game arcade to buy cartridges with you, but we talked about it for a long time and never went. It just so happens that the snow has stopped. Let's go early before the next snow comes, otherwise the weather will get even colder."
After just two snowfalls, Beijing has completely entered the cold winter.
Wen Congyun had just sent him a message to complain that there were more than a dozen people in the hospital who were injured after walking in the snow.
What a hard life, I have to work overtime late at night.
Finally, Wen Congyun asked again: "Is Lu Xuan feeling better? Otherwise, why don't you take him to the psychiatric department to see a doctor? It's not good for him to stay like this."
Si You stared at this sentence without replying.
It’s not that he hasn’t thought about taking Lu Xuan to see a psychiatrist, but Lu Xuan can’t accept strangers getting close to her.
No, not even if it’s someone I know, like Butler Wang and Special Assistant Lin.
One of them would leave early after delivering the documents, and the other had to avoid him at all times.
If he were to meet a stranger he had never met before, that stranger would ask a lot of questions, and by then, Lu Xuan would probably be scared to death.
Maybe she was tired of crying, and soon Lu Xuan fell asleep in his arms.
In the middle of the night, Si You vaguely heard sobbing again, very faint, and was so scared that he turned on the night light beside the bed.
In the dim light, Lu Xuan's eyes were red and swollen from crying. After seeing him wake up, she grabbed his hand and spoke, her lips opening and closing.
He spoke so quickly that Siyou didn't understand.
"What's wrong? Did you have a nightmare?" Si You took out the cell phone from under the pillow and handed it to him, then hugged him in his arms.
Lu Xuan hid in his arms but still trembled: [There is a ghost walking outside, I am scared.]
Si You's pupils suddenly shrank, and he subconsciously looked at the closed bedroom door, then looked around.
There was no shadow, let alone footsteps!
wrong!
He suddenly realized something and hugged the person in his arms even tighter, and the alpha's soothing pheromones also overflowed.
He said softly, "There are no ghosts. When I bought the house, I asked someone to check the feng shui. There are no ghosts here. Don't be afraid."
Lu Xuan sniffed in grievance and turned the phone sideways: [There are footsteps outside.]
"Auntie is cleaning." Si You said firmly, took his cell phone and called his office landline, "Tell Auntie not to clean at night and disturb us while we sleep."
After hanging up the phone, Si You raised his hands to cover his ears and asked, "Can you still hear it now?"
His palms were warm, and when he covered his ears with them, they felt so warm. Lu Xuan shook his head.
After Si You covered his ears for a while, he opened the mobile app store and downloaded a game that sold breakfast.
"Are you still sleepy? If not, let's play games together."
[Aren’t you sleepy?] Lu Xuan asked back.
"I'm not sleepy. I drank coffee before going to bed." Si You rubbed his curly hair and used his other hand to register an account and log in.
【I'm a little sleepy.】
"You are not allowed to sleep." Si You held his phone against his chest and ruthlessly refused, "You have to play games with me, otherwise I will be angry, I am angry... I won't talk to you when I am angry!"
Lu Xuan looked at him in disbelief for two seconds, let out a muffled hum from the tip of his nose, and turned his face away from him.
In less than two seconds, Si You turned his head over again and forced him to play the game.
In fact, he was very sleepy, but he couldn't sleep.
If people fall asleep directly after being stimulated, it will deepen their inner fear.
The two of them played until almost five in the morning before falling asleep. Lu Xuan was so sleepy that he fell asleep, but Si You was not sleepy at all and called Wen Congyun early in the morning.
Dr. Wen, who had just arrived at the hospital to work, frowned when he heard this.
"His condition has become so severe that he's experiencing hallucinations... This might be a sign of him resisting the outside world..."
"If he can't get out, he might need to use METC."
METC, electroconvulsive brain therapy.
After multiple treatments, memory may become blurred or even forgotten.
Si You stood at the corner of the elevator, took a deep breath, stopped the tears in his eyes, and said in a trembling voice: "I understand, I'll think about it."
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