Chapter 122 Why aren’t you angry?
Lin Tian raised his eyes to look at him and said calmly:
"You wait here. If I'm not back by six in the evening, you leave directly."
"ah?"
Li Wen's face was full of suspicion, his eyes widened, and he looked back and forth at the two of them in surprise.
They actually want to play until so late and spend the night in this remote place?
Aren’t you afraid?
Lin Tian looked at him.
Li Wen wanted to say more, but seeing Lin Tian's oppressive eyes, he didn't dare to meet his gaze, nor did he dare to ask any more questions. He just nodded:
"Master, I understand."
Ji Beichi took Lin Tian's hand and led him onto a narrow path.
The path was lined with tall weeds that almost reached above their waists.
Lin Tian didn't resist and just let him lead him.
Along the way, the two of them remained silent tacitly.
Walked for more than ten minutes.
A dilapidated villa appeared before them.
This villa looks like it has been abandoned for a long time, with moss covering the walls. It is obvious that no one has lived there for a long time.
Lin Tian turned his head to look at Ji Beichi beside him and smiled:
"You bought it?"
Ji Beichi nodded and responded:
"Um."
Lin Tian's smile deepened:
"It looks like he made a lot of money."
Ji Beichi turned his head:
"Let's go in and take a look."
"good."
Lin Tianying said, letting Ji Beichi pull him into the villa.
Inside the villa, the weeds in the yard had obviously been trimmed.
The two came to the gate of the villa and pushed it open. There was no dust rising in their faces, but instead a clean and clear breath hit them.
When you step into the house, you will see extreme cleanliness and tidiness.
The furniture is arranged in an orderly manner.
And wiped spotlessly clean.
The entire space is dominated by cream style, with soft colors spread over a large area. The walls are a light beige color, matched with light brown wooden floors, giving it a warm feeling.
The lines of the furniture are round and smooth, and the curtains are made of thin gauze, fluttering gently with the breeze blowing in from the window, creating a fresh and elegant atmosphere.
Lin Tianchao looked around, his expression very satisfied, and commented with a smile:
"It feels pretty good, very warm, and like home. I like it very much. Will you lock me up here in the future?"
Ji Beichi stared at Lin Tian's profile, his lips slightly pursed, feeling confused.
I don't understand why he can be so happy?
Why not angry?
Knowing that he was going to attack him, why didn't he feel uncomfortable at all?
Isn't he afraid?
He had no idea what Lin Tian was thinking.
Ji Beichi recalled the conversation between the two two months ago.
His eyes were dim and unclear.
He did not respond, but subconsciously held Lin Tian's hand tighter and tighter.
He pulled Lin Tian into a room.
They stood in front of a bookshelf.
Ji Beichi let go of Lin Tian's hand, put his hands on the bookshelf in front of him, and pushed it slowly.
With a slight "creaking" sound, a secret door slowly appeared.
Ji Beichi looked back at Lin Tian anxiously.
There was a hint of expectation in his eyes.
He really wanted to know what Lin Tian’s expression would be when he saw this secret door.
However, what he saw was neither the fear he had expected nor the slightest sign of anger.
In Lin Tian's eyes, there was only calmness, mixed with a hint of joy, and even a little madness.
Ji Beichi frowned, pushed open the secret door, and said in a low voice:
"Come in."
Lin Tian followed behind.
First there was a narrow passage that could only accommodate two people walking side by side. The lights on the wall were dim, casting the long shadows of the two people.
Going further in, there is a room that looks like a dungeon.
The house was pitch black and airtight, with not a single window letting in light from the outside.
There was just a made-up bed and a simple bathroom.
There is also a wardrobe and a few chairs, and no other furniture.
The walls around were pitch black.
It seems like it wants to swallow people up, and the feeling of oppression is overwhelming, making it hard to breathe.
Ji Beichi turned on the light, and the warm yellow light instantly filled the entire room.
But no matter how bright the lights were, the basement was still terribly cold.
Staying in a place like this for a long time will make you feel suffocated.
Ji Beichi turned his head, looked at Lin Tian, and smiled:
"I haven't decorated this place completely yet, but it will be soon. Do you like this cage I carefully built for you?"
He stared at Lin Tian, expecting to see a look of panic on Lin Tian's face.
But Lin Tian still looked as if he didn't care about anything, with a faint smile on his face, but this smile was extremely dazzling in Ji Beichi's eyes.
Ji Beichi clenched his fists tighter and tighter, and veins bulged on the back of his hands.
Why?
Why am I the only one who suffers?
Why can Lin Tian act as if nothing has happened and feel no burden at all after turning him into the mentally twisted person he is now?
Why does he always have such an indifferent attitude?
Why can he get away with it easily after hurting others?
Leaving him alone to suffer?
Ji Beichi became more and more irritable. At this moment, he was like a lion trapped in an amusement park, unable to break free and rage.
Lin Tian's performance made him feel that everything he did was just a joke.
He wanted to take revenge on Lin Tian, revenge on him. He hated Lin Tian for turning him into this horrible person, this mentally twisted and perverted person.
He now urgently wanted to see Lin Tian’s uncomfortable and painful expression.
But why didn’t Lin Tian cry or make a fuss?
Even when I missed him, I would act as if nothing had happened and just visit him on the way.
He didn't want Lin Tian to laugh happily, he wanted Lin Tian to cry as well, to cry sadly and until he couldn't breathe like him.
But Ji Beichi wanted to take revenge on him, but when he thought about Lin Tian crying and feeling uncomfortable, he felt distressed. If he took revenge on him like this, wouldn't he be the same as Lin Tian, a bad bastard who played with other people's hearts and feelings?
He wanted to take revenge on Lin Tian, but was afraid to see Lin Tian become painful and uncomfortable after his revenge.
Ji Beichi pursed his lips tightly, and his body trembled uncontrollably due to anger and conflicting feelings.
Lin Tian looked at him and saw that he was shaking violently, as if on the verge of collapse.
He lowered his eyes slightly, with a complicated look in his eyes.
He took a step forward, put his arms around Ji Beichi's waist, and held him tightly in his arms.
The other hand patted his back from time to time:
"Ji Beichi, don't be angry, okay?"
Ji Beichi felt Lin Tian's warm embrace.
The touch on my back made my heart tremble uncontrollably.
He was becoming increasingly conflicted.
His soft-heartedness made him feel that what Lin Tian had said before might be true.
Lin Tian might also be a person who lacks a sense of security extremely.
Perhaps he suffered extremely serious trauma in his childhood.
Or maybe he has been hurt in a past relationship, which makes him full of worries and fear of being abandoned by others.
This fear drove him to constantly test the people around him, confirming over and over again whether the other person was sincere and loved him wholeheartedly.
He is used to protecting himself by pushing others away.
Fear of losing precious freedom and personal space once entering into a stable intimate relationship.
Thus, he fell into a vicious circle, constantly testing and pushing away, always hoping to maintain a distance from others.
He doesn't like others to be too clingy to him, it makes him feel fake and the feelings are not real.
Lin Tian appears to be proud and powerful, as if he can control everything in the world.
But his heart was fragile and vulnerable.
He kept testing his bottom line, observing whether he was willing to compromise and give in for his own sake. It seemed that only in this way could he prove his own value and regain that pitiful sense of superiority.
Ji Beichi couldn't help but think that Lin Tian had said before that he wanted him to love him wholeheartedly.
Is it because of his occasional hesitation and uncertain attitude that Lin Tian fell into self-doubt and was unable to determine the depth of this relationship?
That's why they forced him in such an extreme way.
Want to push yourself away.
Make yourself aware of your feelings for him, hope to push him away, and use a close yet distant approach to deepen your feelings for him.
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