You must wholeheartedly support the Marquis' Mansion, use the Qin family's resources to pave the way for Xie Yuchuan, and manage all the affairs of the mansion.
But as long as Qin Shuyu reveals the slightest selfishness, she will be denied by Xie Yuchuan and suppressed by the old lady. Just like the matter of protecting the child, wasn't she punished by the old lady Hou in disguise?
“Miss Shen.”
"I suddenly understood something."
"Wow,"
Qin Shuyu sat on the stool with a stagnant look in her eyes. Her pupils were a little dilated as she looked at the square sky. Suddenly, she laughed bitterly and said, "I think I am different from you."
“Now think about it, what’s the difference? There are golden silkworms from wealthy families and golden silkworms from poor families. They are both silkworms.”
"One provides benefits."
"One provides the mood."
"So dissolute... Oh, your wife helped you achieve your ambitions, and when you returned, you already had a beloved. How similar, how similar, I don't quite understand why."
Qin Shuyu had learned the rules for more than ten or twenty years, and when he sat, his back was as straight as possible.
But now,
Chen Wei saw that her back was slightly curved and casual.
"Shen Wei."
This was the first time Qin Shuyu called her full name, yes, full name.
"The Marquis has denied your plan. He's the head of the family, and I can't go against him. Can you tell me what you're thinking? Are you upset? Are you willing to give in to him?"
Chen Wei lowered his head to glance at his sword-practicing hands: "Miss Qin, that's not called surrendering."
"That's putting your fate in his hands. He can do whatever he wants with you. He can pamper you or abandon you. It all depends on whether he has a conscience, or how much of a conscience he has."
"Compared to handing my future over to Xie Yuchuan, I prefer to keep it in my own hands."
Qin Shuyu turned his head and stared deeply at Chen Wei: "What if it's difficult?"
"I have a knife in my hand, I cut through the thorns and thorns."
"What if I die?"
"I have great ambitions in my heart and I am not afraid of life or death."
"What if it fails?"
"I'm trying my best to take a gamble."
"What if I regret it?"
"Hahaha..." Chen Wei laughed out loud with misty eyes.
She shook her head, her eyes revealing a tenacity that shocked Qin Shuyu: "Only if you bet on a man and lose in the future will you regret your choice a hundredfold."
“If it happens to me, I have no regrets.”
"I have no way out. He downloaded the book I edited and tried to keep me captive by his side. It's useless."
"I still have countless plans in my heart. He wants to cut off my freedom to leave the house, so I will leave here at all costs. What is more painful than shedding blood and tears is to shatter my spirit and will. As long as I am still Shen Wei, I will never give up."
Chen Wei adjusted his mood, took a few deep breaths, and left the main courtyard.
But those words that touched Qin Shuyu's heart kept echoing in his mind and could not be shaken off.
Cut through the thorns and brambles,
Fearless of life and death,
Dare to take a gamble,
No regrets.
What kind of hometown could produce a woman who would rather risk her life for a chance than compromise and marry and raise children?
Chen Wei's behavior during this period was like a fuse that ignited Qin Shuyu's consciousness hidden deep in his heart. Now the fire in his heart was getting more and more intense and bigger.
"Suzhu, do you think the Marquis really liked me?"
"Ma'am, why do you ask that?"
"Because I was just wondering, did the Marquis really like Miss Shen? This scene is so familiar."
"He should like her, right? We servants can see how much the Marquis loves Miss Shen. Who among the powerful people in the capital doesn't know it? It's Miss Shen herself who doesn't cherish her."
Qin Shuyu smiled without any emotion.
She opened the drawer.
He took out sheets of letter paper from it.
These pieces of letter paper were all letters of missing Xie Yuchuan that he wrote to her when he just set out for the border.
Each letter was kept intact by her. They were truly like priceless treasures, and she kept them well without any damage.
"The moon in the water is like the moon on the cloud, and the fish in the water is like the jade in the heart."
"The vast snow at the border is so enchanting, all I want in this life is to grow old with Shuyu."
"............"
There were twenty-seven letters in total. I sent her one letter every two weeks at the beginning, then one every one or two months, and finally no letter at all in the last two or three years.
That's all.
The filter of my youth is finally broken.
Seeing him treat Chen Wei like this, so calculating and selfish, her heart was broken.
A few tears fell from the corners of Qin Shuyu's eyes. She burned the letters one by one, watching the words disappear from the paper, just like the love she had been waiting for for years.
Su Zhu stood by with her eyes wide open, wanting to say something but swallowing it back in the end.
"Su Zhu."
"Wait a minute, go tell the troupe."
“Just say that according to my wife’s instructions, use the book that Miss Shen revised. If anything goes wrong, my wife will take the responsibility and they can’t be blamed.”
Su Zhu heard Qin Shuyu's unreasonable decision and immediately shouted: "Madam!!!"
"You, how could you, how could you disobey the Marquis's orders for Miss Shen? That's the Marquis, you..."
Qin Shuyu raised her hand and quickly wiped away the tears with her fingertips.
She stood up straight and said dignifiedly, "It's not for Miss Shen, it's for myself."
"Just like Miss Shen said, you can't go against your inner feelings. I want to see Wen Lan find a better family. She deserves it. She is not despised, and she doesn't deserve such a ridiculous end."
"Ning Feng, the treacherous man."
"She deserves it, why shouldn't she deserve it."
Not for Chen Wei, but for herself.
She also wanted to see how the noble ladies in the capital would react when this different ending came out. Would they be truly furious, or would they appear unhappy but agree in their hearts?
She has been in the mansion for six or seven years and is only in her early twenties, a prime time for her life. Has she accepted her fate?
She wanted to...also, take a gamble.
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Chen Wei returned to the side courtyard and slammed the door shut.
She had spent so much time revising the script, but all her efforts were wasted because of Xie Yuchuan's short words. How could she be as calm and composed as she appeared?
"Girl, what's wrong with you?" Xiaoman saw that Chen Wei looked unwell, so she quickly walked over and asked with concern.
The heavy curtain made me shiver with cold air.
She clenched her fists tightly, closed her eyes, and kept adjusting her breathing and emotions.
Remember this feeling of powerlessness!
Remember the humiliation of being manipulated at will if anything doesn't suit Xie Yuchuan's taste!
She's really had enough!
"Xiao Man, why is life always like this? Every time I see hope, it always hits me hard. I'm really fed up with this kind of life. I want to turn everything here upside down."
"I desperately need strength, a knife, or a fire to burn everything here!"
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