The night was endless.
Qin Bai pulled Luo Qingyan along the deserted stone path.
Moonlight spilled onto the earth, and the leaves rustled.
The quiet and warm atmosphere dispelled all the pressure and negative emotions in their hearts.
"Xiaobai, I've never asked you before, what was your dream when you were young?"
"I've long forgotten about things from so long ago."
His voice, after drinking, made him speak with a magnetic quality.
"How could I forget this? You definitely don't want to tell me."
Luo Qingyan started to whine and coax him, shaking his arm back and forth.
"Just tell me, please tell me, or I'll cry."
She already possessed a delicate and gentle demeanor, yet now her eyes and brows exuded boundless charm.
Qin Bai's gaze pierced through the thick darkness, landing on that extremely alluring face.
"Actually, I didn't have any dreams. If I had to have one, I think back then I hoped..."
"I am God."
Luo Qingyan chuckled and said, "It seems like everyone goes through a period when they're young, with their thoughts jumping around wildly, imagining all sorts of things."
Qin Bai smiled silently, a hint of indifference in his eyes.
"If you really became God back then, what would you do? Wouldn't you also want lots and lots of fun toys, endless snacks, and...?"
"I wish... I had never been born into this world."
The sound was so soft that Luo Qingyan thought she had misheard.
She turned and stared at Qin Bai.
For a fleeting moment, she even felt that the little white dog in front of her had reverted to the cold and ruthless person it had been a few years ago.
Yet, her eyes held a strange sadness.
Qin Bai shook his head.
"Sigh, looks like he's really drunk. He's started talking nonsense."
A sunny smile returned to his face.
He turned and smiled, "Sister Luo, don't be afraid. I'm not possessed by anything evil, it's just..."
Luo Qingyan tiptoed and hugged Qin Bai in her arms.
Very hard.
She is also very gentle.
She wanted to completely envelop Qin Bai with herself.
A gentle breeze carries the fragrance of flowers to the hem of her skirt, so softly that not a speck of dust is stirred up.
"Little White, did you not want to come into this world because it was too tiring?"
Luo Qingyan suddenly realized something.
She always viewed Qin Bai as an equal to herself.
Especially in terms of age, sometimes I feel like a weak little girl in front of him.
But she overlooked one thing: how old is Qin Bai?
He was just a senior in college.
Think about what people his age are doing right now.
Holding his phone, he gave orders to his roommate.
Go, go quickly, the enemy is severely injured.
Help me, help me, no one is holding a gun.
You're a complete loser. You can't even beat 3 opponents in a 1v3 game. What's the point of playing this game?
Qin Bai was already thinking about how to cope with the hardships of life.
Luo Qingyan always thought that her experiences could be published as a book or made into a short drama.
But when she realized that Qin Bai was just a figure of speech, all her troubles were nothing compared to his true nature.
If he continued to dig deeper, he would never know just how utterly devastated Xiaobai was.
Qin Bai gently patted her back.
"Sister Luo, you don't need to do this. Actually, I don't feel that bitter."
"When I was young, I always thought about a question, but I still don't have the answer."
"If, I mean if..."
"If I weren't in this world, would my mother have suffered so much all these years? My father may not be human, but he probably wouldn't have abandoned her, right?"
"That way, she'll have money for treatment, and she won't have to wait until she gets that damned critical condition notice, and she won't..."
"Xiao Bai," Luo Qingyan suddenly interrupted his assumption.
"If it weren't for you, Aunt Cheng wouldn't be alive today."
"No, my mom..."
"This is what Aunt Cheng told me herself."
Luo Qingyan looked up at him, her expression extremely serious.
"Her exact words were: 'My son was a terrible liar when he was little.'"
"They often say things that make people feel at ease."
"Mom, I had a very happy day."
"Mom, I have a lot of friends at school, and they all envy me."
"And also..."
"Mom, I'm not hungry."
Qin Bai's smile froze on his face; he had underestimated a mother's understanding of her son.
"Aunt Cheng once said that she didn't know if you had saved the life of some deity in your past life, which is why you were able to descend to earth like an angel."
"You brought a ray of light to her already confused life force. Without you, she wouldn't know how to go on living."
"So, Xiaobai, your assumptions are completely invalid, which is why there is no answer."
Luo Qingyan would try her best to soothe Qin Bai's heartache with her gentle voice.
fine.
Luckily, I drank a lot of alcohol today.
If it weren't for the effects of alcohol, no one could guess how much space in Qin Bai's heart, standing in the sunlight, could possibly hold those glaring things.
He was not only physically broken, but perhaps even his soul was riddled with holes.
At that moment, she understood why Qin Bai was always distant and hesitant to touch anything.
He was afraid.
He was afraid of losing anything in his life that he considered precious.
After a brief period of grief, others move on to enjoy the other beautiful things in life.
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