Chapter 39 Chapter 39 Let's Kiss
Although Qi Yan didn't let You Yi make the call, he said it was too late. The call had already been made and Chen Xiliu was already on the way, or even almost there.
"...Then, should I call him now and ask him to go back?" You Yi cautiously tested him. Qi Yan was playing with the crushed ice in the wine glass. Except for the slight tipsiness on his cheeks, he didn't look drunk at all.
"Forget it, I'll go wash my face first and wait for my boyfriend to pick me up." Qi Yan stood up slowly and said something that he would never say normally.
You Yi secretly breathed a sigh of relief and took out his cell phone to send a message to Shen Xiliu. The other party was probably driving and replied after a long time, asking him to keep an eye on Qi Yan and transferring some money to him as a reward for his hard work tonight.
A large group of people got drunk at a drinking contest tonight. The scene was too chaotic, and Brother Xu left early after drinking halfway through. Now that he had come out and looked around, he began to urge the others with a headache: "Hurry up, hurry up, those who are not drunk, leave these drunkards behind, don't get in the way here, clean up, close the door, Youyi, have you seen Qi Yan?"
"Oh, he just went to wash his face." You Yi put away his phone. He felt a little sleepy after playing all night. He was ready to go back to bed after Chen Xiliu arrived.
Brother Xu picked up the powerless Xu Langlang with one hand and said, "He's already drunk, why should he care about his image? He drank so much, I'm afraid his mind is not clear. Don't leave tonight, go to the back and rest. If we let you drunkards go out now, it's likely to cause trouble."
"Brother Xu, don't worry about him. My brother is on the way here. He will be here soon...ah, soon." You Yi wanted to continue speaking when his eyes suddenly swept across two people standing outside the glass door not far away.
The lights in the bar were dim, but the light outside was quite bright. You Yi squinted and looked over. Qi Yan, who came out of the bathroom, had dripping hair. He didn't know what the two of them talked about. He squinted and smiled, and put his face close to Shen Xiliu who had just arrived.
After Shen Xiliu took out a handkerchief to wipe the water droplets off his face, he took his hand, pushed open the glass door, stuck his head in, and said in a lazy tone: "Brother Xu, my boyfriend is here to pick me up, so I'm leaving first."
After Qi Yan finished speaking, he didn't wait for the people inside to respond, and turned around and pulled Shen Xiliu away.
"How come these guys drank so much? It looks like even Qi Yan's mind has become unclear." Brother Xu scratched his hair and dragged the drunks away a little impatiently. It was good that Qi Yan left, as it saved one more trouble. If that guy suddenly wanted to do something, they would not have to suppress him.
You Yi felt that something was not right and wanted to follow him to take a look, so he asked, "Brother Xu, what will happen if Qi Yan gets drunk?" Looking at his attitude just now, he felt that his brother might be in big trouble.
Brother Xu dragged the man and shrugged his shoulders: "It's hard to say, but it's troublesome anyway."
Is it troublesome?
Shen Xiliu agreed somewhat. He knew that Qi Yan would undergo some subtle changes after getting drunk, but he never expected it to turn out like this.
"Ah, I drank too much and I feel a little uncomfortable. Mr. Shen, can you let me hug you again?" A lazy and coquettish voice sounded in his ears, and his warm breath brushed the sensitive skin behind his ears. Qi Yan hugged Shen Xiliu and pressed him against the wall of the alley.
The street lights nearby were broken, and the surroundings were a little dark. He bent his back slightly and buried his face in the other's neck, rubbing his nose against the soft and delicate skin. He wrapped his arms around Shen Xiliu's waist and said lazily: "You smell much better, and the smell of alcohol is so strong that I almost couldn't breathe."
"Wait...wait, Qi Yan, it's late, shall we get in the car and go back first?"
The familiar nonchalant tone of voice, the airtight alph scent that almost enveloped him, was clearly a refreshing and cool mint scent, but it failed to calm Chen Xiliu's brain. Instead, it caused his heart to beat wildly, and he felt nervous and nostalgic, as well as the fear hidden in the deepest part of his heart, like dense threads entangled in his heart.
"Wait a moment, I drank a lot of wine, and it's easy to get carsick if I go up now. I want Mr. Shen to accompany me, is that not okay?"
Qi Yan raised his face and squinted to look at Shen Xiliu's face. The environment here was too dark, but it was not difficult to see clearly if you looked closer, at least he noticed that Shen Xiliu's cheeks were very hot, so he slightly let go of him with some surprise, put his hand against the wall, and observed carefully.
"You...what are you looking at?" His gaze was too noticeable, and there was a hint of interest in it that Shen Xiliu couldn't ignore, causing his mood to fluctuate.
Qi Yan had a smile on his lips. He didn't have time to change his clothes and was still wearing a slim-fitting waiter's uniform, which highlighted his broad shoulders, narrow waist and long legs. The collar of his clothes, which was always buttoned properly, was slightly open, revealing his delicate collarbone and firm chest. His drunkenness made him exude a hazy and misty sexiness.
The more he looked at him, the more he liked him, and the more nervous he became, to the point where he couldn't even calm down. From the moment they met at the door of the bar, Shen Xiliu was easily attracted by Qi Yan's heart and soul. He couldn't help but obey his words, took out a handkerchief to wipe the water droplets on his cheeks, and was led away by him.
"Hey...Mr. Shen, are you blushing?" Qi Yan gazed at him affectionately with his deep peach blossom eyes and said with a smile, "You usually like to tease me, right? Now I haven't done anything, but you're blushing? You don't act like a mature and steady adult at all."
“No…” Shen Xiliu was a little embarrassed by what he said, and subconsciously wanted to deny it, but it was too bad to look so confused, so he said calmly, “It’s normal.”
“Being pinned down in an alley by the person you love, does that count as doing nothing?” Shen Xiliu stared into Qi Yan’s eyes soberly and slowly began to smile. His narrow, cold eyes flashed with a faint light, carrying a gloomy and dangerous obsession and love.
Shen Xiliu reached out to touch Qi Yan's face. His handsome face with intoxication was particularly attractive: "Or do I have to wait until you kiss me and mark me before I can blush and be shy?"
The wind outside was a little chilly, but after drinking, Qi Yan felt very hot, emitting a gentle warmth, like the sun in the dark, causing moths to instinctively fly towards him.
"Bringing up these two things at this time." Qi Yan was not as shy as usual. He just smiled and kissed Shen Xiliu's ear, like a teasing move, "Do you want me to kiss you?"
"I want the person I like to kiss me, is that not possible?"
Shen Xiliu's heartbeat never slowed down. How could he not want to? Qi Yan had never kissed him, not in this life, and certainly not in the previous one.
He wanted to ask Qi Yan if he could be a little harder when kissing him, to make the kiss more intense and more present, so that perhaps his greedy desire could be satisfied a little. But such words cannot be said by Shen Xiliu now. Once said, it may expose his twisted and dirty soul.
So, I didn't dare to tell everything, and even wanted to hide my face in the dark so that the other party wouldn't notice.
"No, it's normal and natural. Nothing is impossible." Qi Yan held his face and said with a casual smile, "If you want to kiss, then let's kiss."
His kiss fell, so easily, and simply made Shen Xiliu's pupils shrink slightly. All senses seemed to be concentrated on his lips, warm and soft, something he had never experienced before.
It was not the passionate kiss he longed for, but a gentle and lingering one. Qi Yan's kiss was unfamiliar, and he kissed him tentatively little by little. Shen Xiliu's mind was almost blank, and love enveloped him, making him dare not close his eyes, fearing that all this was fake.
Joy surged from his chest, and he couldn't wait to kiss her back. The sound of his rapid breathing and the entanglement of lips and tongues was particularly clear in the darkness.
It’s so gentle and so happy. I’m so happy that I don’t mind dying at this moment.
This is what Shen Xiliu thought, his chest was filled with joy, and sweet syrup kept pouring out, completely drowning him, but another completely different cold and gloomy voice sounded in his brain - do you, a sinner, really deserve happiness?
--【nausea. 】
He turned his face away with an unpleasant expression and his eyes revealed uncontrollable disgust.
——[…I’m sorry for making you feel disgusted. Mr. Shen, you’re not going to deduct my money, are you? 】
After a long while, the distance between them widened, and the other party's casual tone slowly sounded, with a hypocritical and indecent sigh of regret.
——[Stay away from me, don't take yourself too seriously, this is just a deal. Don't use your calculations on me. Remember your identity. In my eyes, you will always be just...】
"Why are you crying?" His fingertips touched the cold tears, and Qi Yan slowly let him go. Their hot breaths were still closely connected. The person in his arms was trembling with extreme fear. "Don't you like kissing?"
"No, it's not!" Shen Xiliu grabbed Qi Yan's shoulders and buried his face in his chest, tears falling uncontrollably.
Before you get it, you just want to get it, but when you get it, will you be happy? Shen Xiliu knew that he wouldn't.
The despair of his past life always haunted him like a shadow, and he could not get rid of that fear even if he lived it all over again.
He is destined to only have this love for a short time and will eventually lose it. And this time of loss may be even crazier than in the previous life. He was reluctant to let it go when he didn't get it, and after getting it, he is even more reluctant to let it go!
So, why couldn't he just die now?
"Qi Yan, please, please mark me..." Shen Xiliu said almost pleadingly. At this moment, he felt as if he was still in his previous life, and Qi Yan would leave him at any time.
Qi Yan's drunken mind seemed to have sobered up a bit. Shen Xiliu refused to raise his face, cold tears kept falling. He asked in confusion: "Why do you use this tone?"
It was more severe than the last breakdown caused by pheromone disorder, but Qi Yan remembered that Shen Xiliu's condition was obviously getting better, and he shouldn't be like this now, on the verge of a mental breakdown just because of a kiss.
Is my kissing skill really that bad? Doubt flashed across his mind, Qi Yan grabbed Shen Xiliu's wrist and pulled him towards the parking lot, without looking back at his face: "Okay. But we have to go back, we can't mark it in a place like this for the first time, right?"
“…”
Shen Xiliu raised his face, his expression gradually became crazy and morbid, his cold eyes were like sticky poisonous snakes, winding around Qi Yan little by little, he asked softly: "Really, is it okay?"
Once marked, Qi Yan can't turn back.
This is the kind of person he is. Once he marks someone, he will never let go of his hand.
"You couldn't mark me last time, but we're lovers now, so of course it's okay."
Qi Yan pulled him from the dim alley to the street light, the wind blew his hair, and his handsome face was covered with light and shadow. His peach blossom eyes were still gentle and affectionate, as if they could see through Chen Xiliu's heart.
"Don't be so sad. As long as it's what you want and I have it, I will give it to you."
"Don't act like I'm going to abandon you. I'll just stay with you forever."
"So, don't worry about it, okay?"
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