Chapter 88 He Wanted to Live in His Previous Life
The red light was flashing more and more intensely, and there was no time to go back to the room. The lounge was occupied by other people. After observing, Qi Yan could only put the "Under Maintenance" sign at the door and half-hugged Chen Xiliu into the bathroom.
The red light of the pheromone inhibition collar had never flashed like this before. It was quite shocking to watch. Chen Xiliu couldn't see it, but he could feel how his body was losing control.
"No, I don't want to be here..."
Shen Xiliu gasped rapidly and couldn't help showing a disgusted expression. Although the surface was clean and nothing could be seen, he felt sick when he thought about what this place was used for and how there were bacteria everywhere.
"Don't be so picky. If you drag it on any longer, it will exceed ten minutes. If you don't want people to see that you are in heat, just be honest."
Qi Yan pressed Chen Xiliu against the door panel and observed the condition of the neck ring. The red light kept flashing and even the skin on the back of his neck was rubbed red. It was a bit dangerous.
So Qi Yan simply reached out to unbuckle Chen Xiliu's belt. The metal buckle made a click and was easily unbuckled by Qi Yan. As the pants fell to the ground, there was another crisp sound.
Shen Xiliu wanted to struggle, but his struggle was better than nothing, and Qi Yan even said to him in a frivolous tone: "You're trying to refuse but still wanting to?"
After saying this, he frowned reflexively, feeling disgusted.
"Qi Yan, don't go too far!"
Too many things happened tonight, and Chen Xiliu seemed to be unable to react yet. His thoughts had been affected by pheromones, and he felt angry and guilty, with all kinds of emotions mixed together.
This caused Shen Xiliu's movements to pause for a moment, and Qi Yan seized the opportunity to tie his hands behind his back, so he had to lie on the toilet partition, and his usually arrogant face showed a disgusting expression.
"Normally, you are in estrus now, but due to the influence of false sexual marking, you should be in false estrus now. Do it a few times and the pheromones in your body should be able to restore the balance."
Qi Yan calmly observed the condition of the back of Chen Xiliu's neck. He understood the false marking much better than before. Pheromones should be overflowing, but he could not detect it.
"It seems that we have to enter the reproductive cavity this time..." As soon as Qi Yan said this, he felt Shen Xiliu's body tremble. He turned back suddenly, staring at him with red eyes.
"Qi Yan, do you want to insult me?"
It was an indescribable look, filled with anger, fear, embarrassment, shame, hatred, disgust...
Once an omega in estrus is entered into the reproductive cavity by an alpha and is made to stay inside, there is a 98% chance that the alpha will permanently mark her.
Therefore, Shen Xiliu was probably angry that Qi Yan would use such means to humiliate him, and was even more afraid of being forcibly and permanently marked by the alpha he liked in such a dirty place...
But he also knew that once Qi Yan really marked him, he would never be able to escape from him and would completely belong to him, so he also felt sadly happy.
However, Qi Yan was very calm and even had the mood to smile at him: "Don't worry, even if this happens, you won't be marked by me."
What do you mean? ! Shen Xiliu's eyes widened.
However, Qi Yan did not explain: "Hurry up, after all, if someone comes, it will be bad."
Chen Xiliu had never thought that he would be pressed against the toilet partition and do this kind of thing. Even if the person doing this to him was an alpha he liked, he didn't want to do it.
That’s too bad!
That’s too bad! That’s too bad! That’s too bad!
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Qi Yan's cell phone suddenly rang, and Shen Xiliu was startled and almost fell to the ground, with his untied hands against the partition.
"Don't be nervous, it's a cell phone ringing." Qi Yan supported him.
The cell phone rang three times in a row. The first two times were incoming calls, and the third time was a message alert. Qi Yan did not answer the first two times. Only when he saw that Chen Xiliu's condition was slowly recovering did he take out his cell phone and open the message.
“…”
Shen Xiliu, who had regained his senses and rested his forehead against the partition, couldn't help himself anymore when he saw his action and reached out to knock the phone out of Qi Yan's hand.
It fell to the ground with a "pop" sound, and his eyes fell on the phone screen. When he saw clearly who sent the message, Shen Xiliu's pupils shrank and his brain made a roar.
He endured it again and again, but in the end, his emotions overwhelmed his reason. Shen Xiliu couldn't hold back the anger and hatred in his heart. He pushed Qi Yan away and punched him.
"Qi Yan, how much more do you want to humiliate me?" Shen Xiliu almost gritted his teeth as he spat out these words. His limbs became weak and out of control, and he almost fell down as he trembled. He could only grab the door handle to support himself and avoid kneeling on the dirty ground.
He held his belly, which felt bloated and distended. Tears could not stop flowing from his eyes. Shen Xiliu had never felt so embarrassed in his life. He thought that Qi Yan could retaliate against him at will, but he could never do such a thing. It was too disgusting!
"...It seems that you have almost recovered." After a while, Qi Yan withdrew his hand that he had subconsciously extended without leaving a trace, and his voice sounded faintly.
Shen Xiliu looked up at him, staring at Qi Yan, who had an expressionless face, and clenched his teeth.
Qi Yan was not angry, but very calm: "Are you so angry? It's just a small matter, and I am trying to help you. Do you feel embarrassed? Disgusted? That's right, Shen Xiliu, we don't think the same. The gap in all aspects is huge. You don't have to force it."
"We have settled the money and goods. In fact, you don't like me that much. Maybe it's just your competitive spirit that's affecting your thinking, and the false labeling..."
"I'm going out first."
After Qi Yan finished speaking, he picked up his phone, then really pushed open the door of the toilet cubicle and left without even looking at Shen Xiliu.
Chen Xiliu reacted a beat late. The time was already past midnight and today was the last day of the contract. From now on, Qi Yan will never have to care about him again, and there will be no need for such a thing to happen to him...
They are probably completely finished.
It didn't even start, just maintained a twisted relationship, and it ended.
This realization made Shen Xiliu panic all of a sudden. The humiliation and anger he originally felt were replaced by confusion. The heart-piercing words that Qi Yan had said not long ago were still echoing in his mind. Fear invaded like darkness, almost swallowing him up.
It can't end like this!
Absolutely not!
Otherwise he would never be willing to die! Shen Xiliu's gloomy eyes revealed a morbid paranoia, and he tried hard to adjust himself.
It was unknown how long it took before he came back to normal, tidied his clothes, and slowly left this terrible place.
His expression was blank.
When he walked out of the toilet, Qi Yan was nowhere to be seen. Shen Xiliu stood still for a long time before he felt a sense of luck.
Fortunately, Qi Yan didn't pull him into the alpha's bathroom. Fortunately, no one was here at this time, otherwise he might be seen...
Chen Xiliu had no choice but to leave this embarrassing place as quickly as possible, but he didn't even dare to take big steps, for fear that the things Qi Yan put in his body would flow out...
After the stream flowed away, the sign that read "Under Maintenance" that was placed at the door of the toilet was picked up by a slender hand and put back in its place.
When he looked up and saw the male omega symbol on the toilet, Qi Yan felt as if he was scalded and quickly distanced himself to avoid being misunderstood.
Staring at the receding figure, he kept his distance until he saw Shen Xiliu's figure slowly enter the elevator, and then he took another elevator to go upstairs.
This time, it should be over, right?
Shen Xiliu is such a proud person, he couldn't bear to be treated like this in a place like that, right?
That's terrible.
Qi Yan walked out of the elevator slowly, watching Shen Xiliu staggering back to the room. He had no intention of paying attention to whether there was anyone behind him. He opened the door and hurried back, wanting to change his clothes and take a good bath...
After making sure that the other party had returned to the house safely, Qi Yan turned back to the elevator and pressed the button for the floor where his room was. After returning to his room and taking a shower, it took him a long time to remember Jiang Yuqing's message and reply to him.
"How cruel! Fortunately the phone is of good quality." Qi Yan shook his head and was about to blow-dry his hair when a familiar "ghost face" suddenly appeared in front of him.
Have a good time? 】"Gu Yanxing" said grimly.
Qi Yan frowned, but was not scared. Instead, he remembered that he had forgotten to take his medicine, so he turned around and went to the bedside cabinet to get the medicine.
I advise you not to eat it. "Gu Yanxing" followed him and saw that he didn't listen. He even poured a glass of water. When he was about to drink it, he said, "Qi Yan, take a look at who is outside the balcony first, and then decide whether to eat or not..."
Qi Yan originally didn't want to pay attention to him, but he still took a look subconsciously. It was because of this look that the disposable cup in his hand slipped down, and the spilled water soaked his calves and feet.
But Qi Yan seemed to feel nothing. He just stood there blankly, looking at the balcony - a familiar and gentle woman was sitting outside.
She has a pair of peach blossom eyes that are almost identical to Qi Yan's, exuding a gentle temperament, as elegant and beautiful as a lily:
[Yanzhi, come here.] 】
She waved to him as if she were calling her own child.
Just like the beautiful image she left on him in his earliest memory.
Instead of grabbing him madly and asking angrily: "Why? Why? Why did you betray me too?!"
The scene before him was so unreal and beautiful that Qi Yan subconsciously walked towards the balcony.
"Gu Yanxing" smiled with satisfaction: [Yes, as long as you don't take the medicine, you can see us forever. 】
However, Qi Yan stopped when he reached the floor-to-ceiling window on the balcony.
She would often get angry and then cover her face and cry, saying that it would be better if he was not around; sometimes she would anxiously look for him everywhere, hug him and say that as long as he was by her side, nothing mattered; sometimes she would coldly ask him why he didn't just die; sometimes she would fearfully say how come you look more and more like your father, that beast, and that you would definitely become like him in the future; sometimes she would gently ask, Yanzhi, why haven't you died yet...
Qi Yan's disgust was her disgust towards him and Yi Hongli.
The first time she returned to her usual gentle motherly self, she took him to change his name, which was initially "Yi Yan" because she didn't even want to give him a surname.
It was not until a long time later that he was taken by his grandmother who had survived the car accident to change his surname. He became a member of the Qi family, becoming Qi Yan, and completely severed his relationship with Yi Hongli.
Qi Yan looked at his mother in his memory outside the window and apologized softly: "I'm sorry for abandoning you..."
For many years, he has been wondering, if he had not trusted Yi Hongli, if he had not failed to recognize his mother when she came to him desperately, if he had not been afraid of her, and if he had not shaken off her hand, would his mother not have become so seriously ill?
Qi Yan knew that he was the last straw that broke the camel's back for Xia Yunqie. Her parents were killed by her husband, and she was locked up by her husband. She placed all her hopes on her child, but in the end even her only child didn't recognize her.
This was a terrible blow to a woman who was already sensitive, fragile, and sickly.
Qi Yan had regretted countless times. If he had held his mother's hand and called her at that time, would everything have been different?
But there is no regret medicine in the world, past mistakes cannot be changed, and broken mirrors cannot be mended...
【……】
"Mother" just looked at him gently, not as noisy as "Gu Yanxing". Qi Yan walked back to the room, ignored the dissuasion of "Gu Yanxing", poured another glass of water, and drank the medicine.
Qi Yan doesn't want to die, nor does he plan to die. He wants to live well, so he won't stop taking medicine.
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