Chapter 93: Crazy in the Previous Life
Chen Xiliu simply couldn't believe that such words would actually come out of Qi Yan's mouth, and he was completely stunned.
“…”
Qi Yan was also stunned for a moment, but he quickly came to his senses. He frowned, let go of Shen Xiliu's hand, and took deep breaths to calm himself down.
"...Chen Xiliu, you should know that using your own life to threaten others is a very bad method, and it will only work if the other party cares about your life."
Calm down, calm down, calm down!
Qi Yan tried his best to ignore the voice in his head. As long as he returned home, he would be able to get the medicine, and then everything would be fine!
We can't continue to be entangled like this.
Qi Yan said in a cold tone: "Don't always think of me taking action. If I kill you, even if the law won't punish me, I will be tortured by my conscience. Or do you intend to use this method to make me remember you for the rest of my life?"
Seeing the look of pain on Shen Xiliu's face, he smiled with a hint of sarcasm.
“…”
Chen Xiliu's fingers subconsciously curled up, and his right hand pulled the wound. The waves of pain finally calmed him down. He seemed to realize that he could no longer use his life to keep Qi Yan. He had to endure the pain in his heart, and he was still unwilling to give up.
Chen Xiliu stared at Qi Yan. Even though he looked a little embarrassed, he still straightened his back. His tone was calm but trembling. "I do have this idea. Qi Yan, I'm not kidding you. Come back with me now. There are only ten days left. Can't you just stay with me for another ten days?"
Ten days, he really only needs ten days!
The false markers will be almost cleared, and ten days will definitely be enough for him to get pregnant with Qi Yan's child!
As long as he has this child, Qi Yan will never leave him like he is now. Chen Xiliu tried desperately to control his emotions which were gradually getting out of control. They could still go back to the past, they definitely could! This time he would not do anything wrong, nor would he hurt Qi Yan again, as long as Qi Yan gave him a chance...
"There's no need to stay any longer." Qi Yan looked cold, sizing up Shen Xiliu, as if he had seen through his thoughts, and said in an ambiguous tone, "Shen Xiliu, you don't think I don't know your plan, do you?"
"You came here for so many days without any contraceptive measures. You want to get pregnant with my child and then use him (her) to threaten me, right?"
Hearing this, Shen Xiliu's heart tightened, and even his brain shut down.
When Qi Yan saw his expression, he couldn't help but sigh: "Chen Xiliu, you are really becoming the person I hate the most." Using the child to control his father? What is the difference between this method and the one Yi Hongli used to threaten Xia Yunqie?
It's really ridiculous. After going around in circles, it seems like we are back to the starting point. If we are not careful, we will repeat the same bad path that the previous generation has taken. It is really disgusting.
"Children are not tools for you to use. Don't let them be born in such a bad environment. Otherwise, it will only add to your pain." Qi Yan said calmly, "I advise you not to think about it. I won't have children. I had a sterilization a long time ago."
"!"
ligation?
Shen Xiliu's pupils trembled, his expression was shocked, and he subconsciously put his hand on his lower abdomen, so was this the reason why he had never been pregnant?
"Why...why would you do such a thing?!!"
Shen Xiliu was in a panic and almost cried. He was unwilling to think that it was Qi Yan's problem. He always suspected that it was his illness and physical condition that prevented him from conceiving Qi Yan's child. Obviously when I examined Qi Yan during the contract period, there was no...
Ah, the physical examination at that time was not so detailed, and he had no idea whether Qi Yan had been sterilized.
Unexpectedly, he had been working in vain for so long. Shen Xiliu stood there in a daze, as if he didn't know what to do.
"…Maybe it's because I don't plan to have children. Life is heavy, and I can't bear the weight of another life."
Qi Yan looked at his pale face and told him the cruel truth: "So you know, right? Even if we stay here any longer, the 'tool' you want to use will not appear."
“…”
"no!"
Shen Xiliu bit his lower lip, raised his eyes to look at him, his eyes were cold, “Then go back for surgery.”
He won't give up, he can't give up! Qi Yan must not leave him! Not at all!
"Now that we know the problem, we can solve it. Qi Yan, I won't let you leave!" As soon as he returned, he would immediately call and send someone over. Perhaps tomorrow, or the day after tomorrow at the latest, Qi Yan could undergo surgery. The surgery would require a period of recovery. After Qi Yan recovered, he would be able to get pregnant. As long as they had a bond, Qi Yan would not leave him at that time.
"If you insist on leaving, I still say the same thing, unless you kill me..."
"That's enough."
Qi Yan didn't expect that he would be so paranoid. Seeing that Shen Xiliu was about to threaten him with his life again, he interrupted and said, "Chen Xiliu, don't use death to abuse yourself and threaten others. It's useless. Life is long, and the living will continue to move forward. Only the dead will stay where they are forever and will eventually be abandoned in the past."
"If you really must die, I won't stay here for you."
"Don't take yourself too seriously. Without you, my life will become easier. I've experienced enough bad things in my life. Maybe without your interference, I might be able to encounter better things in the future..."
"Stop it! Stop it! Stop it!"
Shen Xiliu couldn't listen any longer, he was afraid that he would go crazy uncontrollably! He had already made up his mind that if Qi Yan really wanted to leave and he could no longer be stopped, then he would just die!
The brain was already thinking about ways to die. Shen Xiliu thought of many options. Suicide by swallowing a gun was a good way, but it was not tragic enough. Maybe he could take some sleeping pills, cut his artery, lie in warm water, and die in his sleep. The blood that would flow out would be enough to dye the water red and overflow. This way of dying wouldn't be ugly...
But this thought was completely shattered after hearing Qi Yan's words. Shen Xiliu didn't dare to think about it at all. If he died so easily, would Qi Yan completely forget about him and be with someone else in the future? Even give birth to their own children with each other?
Just thinking about it, Shen Xiliu almost collapsed. Crazy jealousy burned wantonly in his heart, burning his rationality to ashes. Even his soul was twisted beyond recognition by the ugly jealousy: "Qi Yan, don't force me, don't force me anymore..."
Tears fell uncontrollably, Shen Xiliu said in embarrassment and pain, why did it turn out like this, we shouldn't have come to this point! Is it really true that the mistakes I made cannot be made up for? I just made a mistake once, and I tried my best to make it up to you, but why can't I save it?
Shen Xiliu didn't understand, was he really that bad? It was so rotten that Qi Yan couldn't even accept being with him. He knew that he had gone too far in the past, so after starting over, no matter what Qi Yan did to him, he did not resist.
He had once trampled on Qi Yan's dignity, and he let Qi Yan pay it back; he had become an accomplice in injuring his right hand, and now he had paid it back; other than that, did he still owe Qi Yan anything? Is there anything else that needs to be atonement?
"You don't owe me anything."
Qi Yan looked at him and questioned himself frantically. In fact, the things that Shen Xiliu said were not that bad. If there was no cost of life between them, perhaps as long as Shen Xiliu admitted his mistake and apologized to him, and explained the matter of the "substitute", he would be able to forgive him...
But there was no point in thinking about it now.
Qi Yan said: "Don't live like a madman. You should go back."
“…”
“…”
"...Qi Yan, you are right." Shen Xiliu looked at him and laughed with a twisted and paranoid smile, "My life really cannot threaten you anymore."
He reached out and touched his suit jacket, took something out of it, and stretched out his hand to Qi Yan. The bandage wrapped around the palm of his right hand was stained with blood, and the red gem earrings in the palm of his hand were extremely dazzling, even more dazzling than the dripping blood - those were the earrings that Qi Yan bought for Jiang Yuqing on the cruise ship.
When he saw the thing clearly, Qi Yan's expression froze.
"Haha, I didn't want to do this kind of thing either. You forced me to do it first." Shen Xiliu smiled lightly, his dark eyes revealing a hint of sinisterness. "How can you buy something worth hundreds of thousands of dollars just like that? Where did you get the money?"
"You used the money I gave you to buy a gift for Jiang Yuqing, right? You're so absurd that you could do that." Shen Xiliu had really had enough. He was taking one step back and then another. Why should he be driven crazy?
"At least, that's the money I get for selling my body." What a disgusting behavior.
“Ding-dong!”
Looking at Qi Yan's stiff expression, Shen Xiliu flipped his palm, and the ruby earrings fell straight to the ground with a crisp sound.
He stepped on it indifferently, his eyes were sharp and vicious like a venomous snake, his arrogant expression was extremely aggressive, making people dare not look directly at him, but his voice was very cold: "Qi Yan, you'd better come back with me, otherwise I can't guarantee that I won't attack others."
He didn't want to be so ruthless, it was Qi Yan who was the first to do so.
"Sinking Stream!"
The violence in his heart was ignited all of a sudden, and the calm mask that Qi Yan had maintained for so long was finally broken. He even lost his sanity. The trapped beast hidden deep inside escaped and vented his inner madness wantonly. He could not control himself.
When he came to his senses, his hands had already uncontrollably pinched Shen Xiliu's neck, constantly exerting force, his already pale face became even paler, but his eyes were filled with extreme pleasure.
"Ahem... Ha, yes, just like that, ahem, kill me ha..."
Shen Xiliu was like a madman. Even though he was being strangled to death, he kept laughing and looked extremely happy.
"!!!"
By the time Qi Yan reacted and withdrew his hand in panic, Shen Xiliu had fallen to the ground weakly against the door panel. He covered his neck and coughed several times in succession, with an abnormal blush appearing on his sick face.
"...Haha, why don't you continue? Aren't you afraid that I will hurt the people around you? Qi Yan, if you kill me, what you said before will still count. Continue?"
Shen Xiliu looked up at him with a neurotic smile, his dark pupils were cold and extreme, showing his madness.
"Dying in your hands is also a good choice! If you kill me now, you will still have a chance to leave. If you don't kill me, you will never be able to leave me!"
"...Madman." Qi Yan stared at him and spat out two words.
His eyes fell on the finger marks on the fair neck, and his left hand was trembling slightly.
“They” were right, he deserved to die, he should have died long ago…
Maybe there was room for struggle before, but when Chen Xiliu tore off his disguise, Qi Yan no longer had a chance.
No matter in which aspect, money, power, status, etc., he could not defeat Shen Xiliu and could only let him control him. Unless Shen Xiliu wanted to let go, Qi Yan would never be able to escape from his palm in this life.
The cargo ship eventually turned back.
Shen Xiliu was in a good mood, and said to Qi Yan with a smile: "There is really no need for us to make such a fuss. Qi Yan, you should be happy. I am willing to give birth to a child for you. This is something I have never thought of..."
Qi Yan lowered his eyes and said nothing. He looked at the island that was getting closer and closer. He felt as if he was suffocating and couldn't escape. He didn't even notice that Chen Xiliu suddenly stopped talking in the middle of his words.
“…”
The island I had just left seemed to have changed a little. As soon as he got off the cargo ship and saw someone standing not far away, Shen Xiliu's expression instantly became extremely indifferent.
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