Are you sure it's not lust?
After the exposure, Wen Jing did not see the expected reaction. Chen Songyan just silently picked up her hat, wiped it on the spot, walked over and handed it to her, and asked her why she was alone.
Wen Jing said she had lost her friend, and Chen Songyan was silent again.
His refusal to cooperate with the teasing made Wen Jing's smile fade. She stood there with him, also silent.
After a while, Chen Songyan said, "It's hard to get a taxi here. I'll take you to the entrance."
Wen Jing looked at him puzzledly.
Chen Songyan looked at her for a second and then looked away: "Didn't you say you wanted to go home?"
She just said this randomly following his words.
The smile on Wen Jing's face completely disappeared: "Okay."
She turned and left.
After walking a few steps and not hearing any footsteps behind her, she turned around and looked at Chen Songyan who was standing there in a daze: "You're not seeing me off?"
Chen Songyan followed.
The road that Wen Jing followed him on had several forks. She had been following others and had no idea where to go.
When she reached the fork in the road, she stopped and turned around suddenly, wanting to ask Chen Songyan which way to go, but suddenly she met a pair of bright eyes with deep affection.
The end of his sight was her. Wen Jing was sure.
But it only appeared for a very short time, maybe only one second, so short that Wen Jing was not sure whether she really saw it.
Later, Chen Songyan showed her the way, but Wen Jing didn't move and insisted on following him.
As she walked, she glanced at Chen Songyan from time to time, but she no longer saw that expression.
Even though Chen Songyan was being observed by her like this, he said nothing, as if he was indifferent to her actions.
Wen Jing became angry and took two steps forward with her arms folded, putting some distance between them. Chen Songyan did not follow her.
Wen Jing became even angrier.
When they walked to the entrance to wait for the bus, Wen Jing was so angry that she didn't believe that this man was really mute, so she glared at him fiercely and kept glaring at him.
At first, Chen Songyan was very calm and even glanced at her. Later, he could not hold back and touched his face and scratched his head. He turned his head to look at the passing cars with a frown and an anxious look.
Wen Jing laughed angrily: "Are you in a hurry?"
Chen Songyan turned his head, maintaining an anxious look: "Well, something happened at home."
"Oh, go ahead then."
"It's not that urgent," Chen Songyan said. "At least wait until you get on the bus. It should be here soon."
"Really? Thank you so much." Wen Jing kept staring at him.
"Yeah." Chen Songyan never looked at her.
He had become much colder towards her since the waltz competition. Wen Jing was not sure before, after all, she was far away from him and they had few opportunities to be alone together. But this time, she realized that Chen Songyan had been distancing himself from her during this period of time.
"Chen Songyan." She called him with a serious look.
At this moment, a car suddenly stopped in front of her.
"Forget it," she said.
She was in a bad mood and it was difficult for her to stay rational.
"I'm leaving." She opened the car door and got in.
She didn't look at him again, and the car drove away quickly. Wen Jing realized that Chen Songyan didn't even say goodbye to her.
She looked back and saw the man standing there blankly, staring at her car. When he saw her looking back, he turned his head away.
The action was too obvious, Wen Jing was annoyed and turned her head away without looking at him again.
Wen Jing came to see him with great joy, but was treated like this by him. She was sulking for the entire holiday.
But no matter how angry I am, I still dream about him at night, and I still feel happy about seeing him when school starts.
"I've forgiven you, but you're still like that when school starts." Wen Jing opened her mouth and bit Chen Songyan's Adam's apple.
In fact, Chen Songyan did not ignore her, he just did not take the initiative to look for her or speak to her.
But as long as Wen Jing opens her mouth, he will definitely answer.
But Wen Jing rarely speaks.
There were very few in my second year of high school, and even fewer in my third year.
Therefore, in their senior year of high school, they were almost out of touch.
It turns out that as long as he doesn't take the initiative, he and Wen Jing can have no topics to talk about.
No wonder Wen Jing changed seats and dance partners. She must have been enduring it when she sat at the same table with him.
Chen Songyan thought dejectedly at that time.
But Chen Songyan doesn't think so now. He just smiled and said, "I'm sorry, I was wrong."
The mistake was that Wen Jing had liked him for so long but didn’t even realize it.
Wen Jing kissed him: "Why don't you argue at all?"
This guy is really something. He used to be submissive to her, and after they fell in love, he had no principles at all and let her do whatever she wanted.
"So easy to bully." She said again, putting her finger on his lips.
Chen Songyan followed her fingers with his eyes, moved his lips, and then took her hand and rubbed it against the side of his face: "I'm not bullying."
He remembered something he had always wanted to ask: "During the Q&A session after every physics mock exam in my senior year of high school, you always touched on a point I was confused about. Was that intentional?"
Wen Jing raised her eyebrows: "Is it okay for me to take care of my future boyfriend?"
Chen Songyan reached out and pulled her tightly into his arms: "So, it was my fault."
It was so obvious that he never asked any questions during the Q&A session for the whole class, but he always received the most comprehensive and clear explanation.
He thought Wen Jing's physics skills were so advanced that she could see through everyone's doubts.
"It didn't prevent you from doing other things, did it?" he asked again. After all, during his senior year of high school, he put almost all his energy into studying, and still felt that he didn't have enough time.
Especially after accidentally hearing Wen Jing tell others that she wanted to apply to Jinan University.
"Huh? Isn't it convincing enough that I've been ranked first in the grade for the entire senior year?" Even though she was in his arms, Wen Jing still raised her head, with undisguised pride in her eyes.
She no longer hides any emotions in front of Chen Songyan.
She still can't forget the feeling when she got first place in her grade in her senior year of high school. It was a feeling incomparable to all the first places before. It was the first time that she truly tasted the sweetness of success after hard work in her studies.
That day, she, Chi Ya and Zhang Xiaowen were in the classroom of the laboratory building doing homework when someone suddenly sent a message on their phone saying that the results of the first mock exam were out.
Wen Jing clicked on it and was surprised to see her name at the top.
"It's over." She sighed at the time.
Chi Ya and Zhang Xiaowen looked at her nervously and asked her what was wrong.
"Let the two of you ascend the throne."
Chi Ya snatched her phone away with a loud noise: "Fuck, it's true!"
He then took a step back and knelt on one knee in front of Wen Jing: "Welcome Emperor Jing to the throne. Long live the emperor!"
Zhang Xiaowen, who was standing next to him, didn't even look at her phone. She followed him and made the same gesture as Chi Ya: "Long live the emperor."
"Xiao Wen, you follow the team as soon as it starts!" Chi Ya laughed at her.
Wen Jing was surprised for a moment, then suppressed a laugh: "My two beloved ministers, please stand up. Without you, I wouldn't be where I am today."
She had long been ranked first in science, but her overall score had always been dragged down by Chinese and English. If it weren't for Zhang Xiaowen and Chi Ya, her high school grades would have stopped at 30th in the grade.
That day was not only a glorious moment for her high school performance, but also a moment of advancement in the relationship between the three of them.
For the first time, Chi Ya shared her family affairs with them and explained why she gave up the art exam and chose to focus on the college entrance examination.
"Of course my parents are willing to support me in everything, but being an arts student is too expensive, and I don't want them to work too hard. Besides, the college entrance examination isn't that difficult. Look at me now, I'm already ranked 150th in my grade and a candidate for a 985 university!"
As for Zhang Xiaowen, she took the initiative to confess that she had once liked Chen Songyan.
Wen Jing tried hard to act surprised. Zhang Xiaowen and Chi Ya didn't suspect anything, at least that was the case before she parted with Chi Ya.
But after Chi Ya left for something, Zhang Xiaowen said to her without warning: "Wen Jing, do you like Chen Songyan?"
This time Wen Jing was really surprised.
Wen Jing didn't deny it, so Zhang Xiaowen asked again: "Did you come to study with me because of Chen Songyan?"
Wen Jing admitted it directly. She already regarded Zhang Xiaowen as a friend and didn't want to hide it anymore: "If you mind..."
"I don't mind!" Zhang Xiaowen interrupted her for the first time. "For me, our friendship is more important than my feelings for him. If I had known that liking him would attract your attention, I would have gone to find him in my first year of high school."
Wen Jing was slightly shocked and didn't know how to respond. She said weakly, "It's too early. I haven't fallen in love with him yet."
"Oh, really? I thought you fell in love with him at first sight."
She denied it at the time.
"Then, what qualifications do I have to be the number one boyfriend in the grade?" said Chen Songyan beside the pillow.
"Well... you made me fall in love with you at first sight?" Wen Jing said.
Chen Songyan held down her hand that was reaching into his clothes to feel his abdominal muscles and said helplessly, "Are you sure you're not just being attracted by her beauty?"
Wen Jing smiled: "That's fine."
"Oh, so while you were attracted to me, you also became attracted to Jiang Xi." His tone was sour.
Wen Jing was stunned: "If you hadn't mentioned it, I would have forgotten about this person."
"Really? I used to think you liked him."
Wen Jing was shocked. "Why would you think that?" She recalled the graduation confession. "So you pushed me away because of Jiang Xi?"
Chen Songyan remembered something and quickly denied it: "Of course not."
"Then why did you push me away?"
Wen Jing didn't believe what he said before, that she was just surprised.
Chen Songyan hesitated for a moment. "I promised not to tell anyone about this. Anyway, it's not because of Jiang Xi. You don't have to worry too much about it. It's not a big deal."
"Why is it not important? You pushed me away when I confessed my feelings to you!" Wen Jing sat up.
Chen Songyan blushed: "Then I didn't know you confessed by kissing directly."
"Sorry, I can't hold it in any longer." Wen Jing said, "You know, I've been holding it in for a long time."
Chen Songyan's face flushed, and he pulled her into his arms: "Well, I understand now. You don't have to endure it anymore."
When Wen Jing heard him say that, her hands started to get naughty again: "You're right, let's release it quickly."
Chen Songyan: "Not today, three times a week is about right."
"Why?" Wen Jing didn't understand. "Are you weak?"
It's so exciting when doing it!
Chen Songyan was wronged: "No! I saw online that this kind of thing shouldn't happen too often, as it has a negative impact on both parties."
"How can there be any bad influence? At twenty years old, full of blood and energy, I can't hold it back for a day! Stop talking nonsense, are you not capable enough?"
Provoking someone has always worked on Chen Songyan, and this kind of provocation involving a man's dignity made him unbearable. He no longer cared about the rules of healthy love and pinned the person who was still making trouble under him.
Chen Songyan is quite talented in this area and has a strong sense of service. Wen Jing is always well served by him, so naturally she gets used to it.
Afterwards, not only did she not feel any discomfort, she was also able to review the situation with a clear mind and tell him how to feel more comfortable next time.
But tonight she didn't review the sex incident, but reviewed what happened on the night of the graduation party. What did she miss that Chen Songyan was hiding from her?
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