Chapter 87 Cognition: A person’s dual identity.
The longing that had accumulated for five years was overwhelming, surging like a tide, pouring heavily on Lu Erya's head, making it difficult for her to breathe.
But it was very refreshing and comfortable, making her want to scream and laugh.
"What should I do... Dad is gone now... He left us just like grandma did..." Wei was still trapped in a nightmare. She unconsciously followed the source of heat and leaned towards Lu Erya.
In the past, when encountering such a situation, Lu Erya would avoid it without hesitation and give her place on the bed to Wei.
But today her eyes darkened and she hugged Wei tremblingly.
"Don't worry, I'll help you, and our team will be fine."
Lu Erya let herself lose control, buried her face in Wei's neck, sniffed it with peace of mind, and fell asleep with her eyes closed.
When the two of them were sleeping in each other's arms, the bee pupae lying around them began to feel sleepy.
The little girls all yawned and fell into a deep sleep.
The mother nest was obviously crowded with many people, but it was also extremely quiet at this time, and even the whistling sound of the wind became so obvious.
Ever since having sex with Lu Erya, Wei has had the same dream almost every night.
In each dream, she plays the role of a female human named "Feng Qiang", and experiences Feng Qiang's life through both immersive viewing and a God's perspective.
But before that, there were only sporadic and jumping fragments.
Sometimes I would play and have picnics with Lu Erya in the cemetery.
Sometimes it is at a banquet in the human base, where people clink glasses and exchange cups.
Sometimes I read and study, and the content in the books is mostly related to the characteristics of evolved species.
Sometimes they would even follow a team with blurry faces, walking in the wild to complete the task.
Lu Erya is not in every dream, but in almost every dream, I can feel her presence.
As these memories filled her mind bit by bit, Wei would fall into a trance almost every day when she woke up.
She had to infiltrate the hive consciousness to confirm her identity as the queen bee.
And tonight, she even had a dream so long that she might not wake up.
In the dream, her father died and she became the new captain.
Because she is popular and grew up under the supervision of her teammates, the members of the first team never made things difficult for her and were very supportive of her becoming the new captain.
But there was also inevitable sarcasm and ridicule from other teams and organizations in the base.
Feng Qiang seemed indifferent on the surface, just like a smiling tiger, minding his own business as captain.
But no matter how strong your heart is, there is a threshold.
After a mission prediction failed, Feng Qiang's patience finally reached its limit.
Because of the memories of these days, Wei once felt that the person crying in Lu Erya's arms was herself.
She was genuinely sad and missed her deceased father.
It was Lu Erya who accompanied her, helping her get through those terrible nights and grow again.
This dream continued until she led the team to complete several difficult tasks and successfully established themselves at the base.
Wei woke up with a throbbing heart and felt contented.
As soon as she woke up, she realized something was wrong.
My body felt like it was trapped by something, and there was something slightly cold in the palm of my hand.
Worried that the mutant tree had attacked the mother nest, she tensed up and suddenly opened her eyes.
When she saw that it was Lu Erya entangled with her and fell asleep holding her hand, she went completely crazy.
The tentacles on Wei's head suddenly straightened, and the black and yellow colors in her eyes intertwined with each other.
Worried about waking up Lu Erya, this extremely happy scene ended, and she didn't dare to move.
While Wei was humbly enjoying this feast of happiness, she didn't dare to breathe loudly, trying hard to suppress the ecstasy of finally getting what she had wanted.
I, who never stay in bed, lay there with my eyes open for a very long time, so long that my arms started to feel numb, but I still endured it.
Wei felt like a thief, stealing other people's happiness, but she was happy because she was a thief.
Smelling the same scent as Feng Qiang, Lu Erya slept very soundly and deeply, without even dreaming, and did not wake up until noon.
When she opened her eyes, she saw Wei still lying beside her, her eyes full of tenderness, and her cheeks suddenly turned red.
Lu Erya didn't know what to say, so she loosened her clasped hands and prepared to get up and run away.
Unexpectedly, Wei came up to her without saying anything, hugged her waist from behind, and rested her chin on her neck, pushing the awkward situation forward: "You hugged me when we went to bed last night, and you even held my hand."
She was clearly stating the facts, but Lu Erya felt as if she was being criticized.
She swallowed and pretended nothing happened, "Well, the bee pupae are too crowded."
"It's none of their business." Wei had a captivating smile on her lips. She hugged Lu Erya and forced her to turn around to face her. "The bee pupae are all asleep. They've entered a state of rapid development. It was obviously you who wanted to hug me and hold my hand."
"Okay, I did it." Ever since Lu Erya knew that Wei was Feng Qiang, she had no resistance and no way to deal with her.
Just looking at her face would make her eyes red and she would want to cry, and her blood would boil and she would want to ask her for a hug.
Wei's happiness was almost overflowing. She pulled Lu Erya closer to her arms and rubbed her nose against hers: "You suddenly like me, why?"
She was clearly using extreme methods to test him, but Lu Erya didn't even run away despite being kneaded like that.
Wei was even happier.
I had the urge to rush out and dig out all the mutant trees, burn them to death, and have a great time.
Now that it has come to this, there is nothing to hide.
The face of the lover he had been longing for was so close to him, and his thick eyelashes, like the flowers of the cassia tree, brushed against his face like a fan.
Lu Erya couldn't help it at all.
She didn't answer, but half-knelt on the bed, looking down at Wei, her hand on the back of Wei's head, her eyes fixed on her wet, red lips.
"You didn't answer, and now you want to kiss me..." Wei sensed her wolf-like desire.
She swallowed and felt like fireworks were popping in her head. The happiness she had gained today was so much that it made her body numb.
After his little thoughts were pointed out, Lu Erya stopped pretending to be a saint.
She closed her eyes and lowered her head to kiss him.
He swallowed her warm breath mouthful by mouthful, passing his love to each other.
She was obviously a good kisser, but her emotions were too overwhelming at the moment and she couldn't control them at all.
The kiss was like that of a novice.
Full of greenness, biting, insolence and a hint of blood.
Wei's eyes were red with excitement.
She hugged Lu Erya tightly, wanting to tear her into pieces and rub her into her body.
No matter how tight he hugged her, it wasn't enough. He tentatively passed the honey in his throat into Feng Qiang's mouth, letting the bitter sweet taste spread in both of their hearts.
When the stinging pain came from the tip of her tongue, Wei's ruthlessness was also stimulated.
She was very rude and put her tentacles on Lu Erya's face, sweeping her eyelids like hands, making her itchy and unable to escape.
When the kiss ended, Lu Erya had already pressed Wei down on the bed.
Her eyes were red and she was breathing heavily, her eyes full of longing and admiration.
When Wei thought she was going to take a step closer and blushed as she began to wonder whether she should ask the worker bees to move all nine bee pupae out, Lu Erya asked, "Did you dream last night? What did you dream about?"
As if it had dawned on her, Wei suddenly knew why Lu Erya had changed her personality.
She realized that a long conversation was about to begin, so she brought Lu Erya to her side and let her lie down comfortably.
Wei let out a long sigh. "Ever since mating, I've been dreaming. In my dreams, I'm not the queen bee of a humanoid bee, but a female human named Feng Qiang..."
She recounted all the dreams she had had in the past few days without embellishment.
Lu Erya almost forgot many memories.
She cried and laughed along, and her consciousness was called back to the past.
From time to time, express your own opinions from different perspectives.
"We were still kids back then. I was willing to take you to the cemetery because the base was too boring. The people in the First Squad were okay, but I especially didn't like the pitiful looks the others gave me."
"Don't even mention this. Your life is so prosperous and thriving, while I'm living like a rat in the gutter. I'm not worthy of you at all.
At that time, I actually wanted to break up with you and leave Hope Base to make a living elsewhere, but Uncle Feng found out and he talked to me a lot.
Every time we have a fight, Uncle Feng always takes me out for drinks."
"Your ability is very powerful, but when you use it on a large scale or for a long time, it's hard to break away from that sense of empathy. Sometimes in my dreams, I even imitate the sounds of my evolved species, but I don't know what they're yelling about.
I've always been worried. What if one day your empathy becomes too profound and your consciousness is invaded?"
The two of them wiped their tears while chatting, and began to choke up from time to time.
The dripping tears dissipated the warmth of reunion after a long separation, and the physical desire faded away. Even if they just hugged each other and talked, they felt extremely happy.
After she finished telling all the dreams, Wei tilted her head and looked at Lu Erya curiously, "What happened after that? I'm a little curious."
Because these dreams were too real and too immersive, she had already fallen into a cognitive barrier.
Sometimes she felt like she was the supreme queen bee of a humanoid bee colony, and sometimes she felt like she was the girl who was growing up step by step in her dream.
Now that I've talked with Lu Erya, that feeling of uncertainty has faded.
When one person looks exactly like another person, behaves in exactly the same way, and even inherits and shares their memories completely.
Then they can be regarded as the dual identities of one person.
Lu Erya calculated the time in her mind and realized that they were about to enter the southern forest.
She only knew that Feng Qiang died here, and she didn't know what exactly happened.
Bitterness began to flood my heart, and the smile on my lips faded. "You'll have to continue dreaming about this. I can't spoil it for you."
This is also a good choice. Wei is also afraid that Lu Erya’s narration is not comprehensive enough and she will miss many details.
She nodded with a smile: "Okay, then wait until I get some more sleep."
Lu Erya kissed the tip of her nose, her eyes passing over the bee pupae in the mother nest, and she said, "Huh?" "We've been talking for so long, why haven't they woken up yet?"
Wei used her antennae to detect the scent in the air, and her eyes suddenly widened: "The bee pupae are about to hatch!"
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