Pei Zhiyu's eyes froze.
All the facial features express the owner's panic and the fear as if seeing a huge monster in the deep sea opening its bloody mouth towards him.
Yes, this reaction is normal...
The concern and worry for myself just now was probably because I hadn't heard the most crucial part.
Qin Hezhou thought so and couldn't help but let out a faint laugh from his lips. It was a light laugh, like self-mockery and as if his hope was dashed.
All those messy concerns were cleared away at this moment. He said calmly, "If you're afraid, why would you continue listening?"
He asked the question as if he was certain that Pei Zhiyu would give a negative answer. Before he finished speaking, he had already made a gesture to get out of the car.
Let’s just leave it at that. Let’s just leave it at that. Forget it. It’s not good to maintain the status quo.
He kept instilling such negative and conservative thoughts in himself. As soon as his hand touched the car door, the cold metal texture made his heart tremble.
No!
What really made his heart flutter was——
Pei Zhiyu approached from behind, and before he could react, he reached out his hands in front of him and finally wrapped them around his strong waist and abdomen.
She hugged herself like this.
Even though there was a thick coat between them, he felt as if he could hear Pei Zhiyu's gradually accelerating heartbeat.
Of course, it could also be your own.
I couldn't tell them apart anymore. It was like the sound of my heart beating in unison, thumping and pounding, mixed together. Apart from the loud noise, I couldn't make out anything else.
He didn't move, his palm still pressed against the door handle, the metal handle was warm from the heat.
But Pei Zhiyu still didn't speak.
What does she mean by this?
You don't want to leave, you want to keep listening? Then why don't you speak...
To be honest, his legs had already felt a dense tingling sensation a few minutes ago, and he couldn't bear to maintain such an awkward posture for too long.
He was beginning to feel impatient.
contradiction.
It's so contradictory.
I want her to let go first, but I am reluctant to leave this embrace.
It would have been fine in the past, but in this situation, who knows if he will be able to get the same hug after tonight.
Qin Hezhou sighed helplessly, and just as she touched the back of Pei Zhiyu's hand around her waist, she suddenly spoke.
"I am a little scared."
Sure enough, he knew this would happen.
People are all inclined towards light, and few people can accept that their loved one has ever had any dark thoughts.
Qin Hezhou: "Well, I understand. Let's end it here today and go back..."
"No! That's not what I meant!"
Hearing him say that he was going to end it, Pei Zhiyu interrupted him without thinking.
Moreover, she didn't know where she got the strength from, but after releasing Qin Hezhou's waist, she actually flipped him over and faced him towards herself.
Due to inertia and paralyzed legs, Qin Hezhou's upper body fell forward involuntarily, and he only managed to support himself by landing his arms on the leather seat.
If he hadn't held on, he would have probably knocked Pei Zhiyu down at this moment.
If he really knocked someone down in such an outrageous and ridiculous atmosphere, then there would be no need to say anything he hadn't said yet. It would be no different from directly labeling himself a pervert.
Pei Zhiyu herself did not expect such great strength, and she was stunned when she was suddenly pounced on.
But she quickly came to her senses, lowered her eyes, and after slightly concealing her emotions, she continued to speak:
"I am afraid. I don't think anyone would feel a little bit of fear when hearing such words..."
——Yes, indeed.
Qin Hezhou responded silently in his heart.
"But whether it's fear or panic, I just need some time to process it. It doesn't mean I don't want to hear it. I want to know about your past, and what you were thinking during those years when we misunderstood each other."
——Is that so?
"In particular, I really want to know what the real you, the real Qin Hezhou, is like."
——But if you really knew all this, would you still accept me? Would you really not leave me?
——Pei Zhiyu, I can’t lose you again, do you know that?
Qin Hezhou's heart was already in turmoil, and his anxiety about the unknown was growing like a snowball, to the point where he could no longer control himself.
There was still no expression on his face.
But Pei Zhiyu inexplicably sensed this sadness and depression. She couldn't help but be moved, and the pain in her eyes far outweighed all other emotions.
She imitated Qin Hezhou's previous behavior, and gently rubbed the corners of his eyes with her warm fingertips, again and again, as if she was smoothing his hair, silently expressing her true feelings.
Suddenly, Qin Hezhou grabbed her wrist tightly.
The temperature of his palm was so hot that Pei Zhiyu was stunned.
"I can tell you everything, but from now on, no matter what the reason or situation, even if you say you don't love me anymore, I will never let you go..."
As he spoke, he paused and let out an almost imperceptible sigh, but Yu's next words happened to enter her ears.
"Even if I have to be torn to pieces, I will let you die with me. If that's the case, will you still listen?"
Normally, she should be terrified by such words that carry strong paranoid desires.
But inexplicably, she was not afraid.
On the contrary, she felt even more distressed. Such repeated tests only showed that Qin Hezhou really had no confidence in the fact that she loved him and would not leave him.
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