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The world seemed to freeze for a moment, so quiet that not even the sound of the wind could be heard.
Chu Zaizhou looked at the starry sky and calculated the time for dawn outside.
As a result, he found that dawn had already come quietly.
This is another tomorrow.
The young man in front of him stared at Chu Zaizhou intently, and it took a long time before he broke the silence.
He exhaled a breath of white air and said helplessly: "It turns out that I still have so many flaws."
"This can't be considered a flaw." Chu Zaizhou turned his eyes away from the false starry sky and lowered his eyes, "This is emotion."
Clearing all data is equivalent to erasing the personality of a mechanical life and stripping it of everything.
He would not do this to his companions, and neither would "he".
"Well, it's emotion." The young man repeated his answer and introduced himself with a smile,
"You can call me Dr. Chu, after all, I think you still have a sense of possession over your name."
"You are wrong again." Chu Zaizhou also laughed, "I can take the initiative to show my cards to you and appear here, just because you are you."
"I never doubt my judgment, let alone it's just a name."
Being secretly plotted for many years and forced to walk on a lonely road full of thorns and dangers, others might be angry.
But when he realized the identity of the person behind the scenes, Chu Zaizhou felt that it didn't seem to matter.
He thought, if it were him, if he had to, he would also choose to control everything himself.
Although he was sorry for the "object of manipulation", this was Chu Zaizhou's character.
Even if he made a wrong choice.
"Let's make a distinction." The young man who knelt on one knee smiled.
"So I think you can succeed." The doctor said.
"You are more sober, more rational, and more humane than us."
"It is said that gods are powerful, but they will eventually be defeated by humans."
Chu Zaizhou curled his fingers and said calmly: "Why did you fail? You."
"There are all kinds of reasons.
For us, there is only one chance. Once we choose a goal, even if it is wrong, we will not change it."
The doctor said: "When you reach a situation where there is no way to retreat and feel that failure has become inevitable - those experiences are no longer worth mentioning."
"What about me?" Chu Zaizhou asked.
"You are different." The doctor put his hand on his shoulder and said softly, "You have a way out, and you haven't failed."
Chu Zaizhou held that hand, which was much colder than he thought.
"Then tell me everything." He said, "As a New Year's gift."
"You have really low requirements."
"I never have any requirements." Chu Zaizhou said as a matter of course.
The doctor paused and said, "You were still aggrieved that you couldn't draw a card before, and you were almost crying."
Chu Zaizhou: "?"
The doctor laughed: "So you didn't use the card drawing function of the game many times."
Chu Zaizhou: "..."
Knowing that he was unlucky, he still drew cards.
"You are really bad taste." He said.
"Same here."
It was still a bit cold to sit on the roof on a snowy day. Chu Zaizhou thought about it, moved the plastic stool away, and sat on the ground with the doctor.
The latter was a little surprised, like a helpless chick being squeezed aside by him.
Chu Zaizhou moved his mind, and a thick coat appeared in his hand, which he put on the two people.
He took over this illusion easily without any hindrance.
And the other him just looked at him intently with a tolerant and somewhat innocent look.
In the cold night, two adults huddled under the thick coat, and the warmth was transmitted with the contact of skin, which seemed a bit funny.
"You should have some guesses, so I'll just talk about it briefly." The doctor clasped his hands and exhaled into his palms, "If you want to trace the source, it's impossible to investigate."
"The reward given by the random task, the instructions above are clear." Chu Zaizhou said, "I just can't think of it..."
He changed his tone and it was hard to say: "How could 'I' be so stupid?"
At that time, he was still sighing, how could this god be so miserable!
And it turns out to be him?
The doctor smiled awkwardly.
"You won't be like that anyway." He said, "Everything will change."
Chu Zaizhou felt that this man was quite proud of what he said.
Don't you think that after arranging things for him for so many years, you will have a sense of accomplishment as a father?
The doctor: ^_^
Chu Zaizhou: "..."
I am my father.
"Let's get back to the topic." The doctor said, "There is nothing much to say about my past. Looking at the composition of the evil god, you can probably understand your own composition."
Chu Zaizhou thought for a while: "Puzzle xx?"
The doctor: "..."
He gritted his teeth: "It's not that outrageous! You can imagine it as skin fragments."
"I have collected 9/10 for you!"
Chu Zaizhou: Isn't this outrageous?
The difference is that one is broken into who knows how many pieces, and the other is almost finished and ready to be exchanged for the finished product?
"Sometimes I wonder if you have retained your past memories, and the history of the library is really compiled like that."
The doctor said: "The pollution of the evil god is unconscious and will spread. He wanders in the world, destined to destroy civilizations one by one."
"I don't think this is a kind of natural selection. He does not give anyone the right to choose, but a contemptuous disaster."
Chu Zaizhou touched his chin and did not express his opinion.
Although the evil god is quite scary, he has stabbed, deceived, and done all kinds of things -
from this point of view, he is indeed very brave.
The doctor said calmly: "Out of some emotions, the original 'I' did not attack the evil god directly, but tried to control him and solve other problems by myself."
"He chose to be like a parent who cleans up the butt of a naughty child, following behind the civilization that was about to be destroyed, trying to preserve the flame of civilization."
Chu Zaizhou pointed out: "It's useless, and it consumes his own strength."
The evil god is getting stronger, but "he" has been weakened. I guess by the time he discovered it, he couldn't face it head-on.
"So he failed quickly." The doctor said, "Then there was a long process of trial and error..."
This is a road from god to man.
The lofty thoughts gradually turned around, and the path he had walked in the past would not be walked again.
Chu Zaizhou thought, if there was not a huge gap in strength at the beginning,
he might have chosen to control it rigidly like his past self, instead of cooperating with the evil god.
Doctor: "I don't know which choice I am, nor which choice you are.
The only thing that is certain is that if I fail, you will succeed."
His tone was very calm, like the silent falling snow.
Chu Zaizhou actually did not expect that the cards he chose would lead to such a series of truths.
This is not a parallel space, nor is it a homonymous body, but just a single line of time, sprinkled with broken footprints of his past.
Now there is no need to ask how many "selves" there are, and how they changed little by little, through trial and error, to reach his point. Chu Zaizhou only needs to know one thing -
he will not be like that.
They are one, but not one.
The player looked at the dark sky and stretched out his hand to construct a silver moon above.
"So what's wrong with him?" Chu Zaizhou said, "You don't seem to agree with my approach?"
"No, your approach is very unique. Before this, we have not tried the strategy of continuing to decompose soul fragments and approaching the evil god."
At least the doctor did not expect that Chu Zaizhou could lure the evil god down with just Lu Xi's fragment, and even almost stabbed him to death in the first attempt.
What's more, when he met the evil god for the second time, Chu Zaizhou even dared to go straight up to ask the evil god for energy.
The outrageous thing is that the evil god really gave it!
Maybe their essences haven't changed, but the choices they make due to different environments are unique.
The doctor bumped his shoulder and said angrily, "It's just that I think you're too anxious and want you to rest more."
"So I won't send you a random task?"
Chu Zaizhou thought, isn't he competing with himself, which is counterproductive?
The doctor shrugged: "Whether there is a mission or not, you have your own arrangements."
"Then give me all the rewards." Chu Zaizhou said bluntly, "Don't hide it."
The doctor choked, and then said: "How can I hide it... I give you myself, okay?"
Chu Zaizhou looked disgusted: "What do you want me to do?"
"Don't you want to become a god?" The doctor blinked, "Not at all?"
"I remember I said that only fools become gods."
Chu Zaizhou chuckled: "Wait until I dismantle the evil god shit, and live your life as you want."
The doctor gave a thumbs up: "Sober."
"What about the role cards?" Chu Zaizhou asked, "What on earth are they?"
"I wasn't awake from the moment you were born, otherwise you would have had a portable golden finger grandfather from the beginning, and then you would have reached the pinnacle of life... Ahem, I'm getting off topic."
Looking at Chu Zaizhou's speechless expression, the doctor smiled, a little bitter.
He didn't want little Chu to live so lonely, but he didn't help at all.
He said: "The composition of the character card comes from our memories, there are images intercepted from the destroyed planet, and there are images that we ourselves desire to build... But no matter what, they all belong to you."
"At most, I am someone who helps you store your memories-" He thought for a while, "Old mother?"
Chu Zaizhou: "...You are enough."
Wanting to be both a father and a mother, how can this be possible!
The player rubbed his eyebrows and thought to himself that it was no wonder that he didn't feel stagnant when he started to control the vest multi-line.
This is not a talent for gaming, it is simply because the vest is a fragment of himself.
This game belongs to him, and those cards also belong to him. He is a person, but he has never been a person.
Half of the worries hidden in his heart have been cleared away.
"What else?" Chu Zaizhou looked at the face that looked like his for a while, then closed his eyes, "Do you have anything else to tell me?"
"A little bit." The doctor said, "If you don't come to me now, I will come to you in a while."
"Let Lu Xi collect the fragments of the evil god. After collecting them, he will be contaminated. What will you do then?"
Chu Zaizhou said without hesitation: "Seal and clear."
"A soul fragment in exchange for an evil god is simply a blood profit." The doctor said, "You think so, right?"
"You should also know that you are incomplete without a soul fragment - even if there is only one piece."
How can you do things without paying a price? Chu Zaizhou had a plan, and he didn't plan to tell anyone.
But this couldn't be hidden from the other self.
Chu Zaizhou didn't say anything.
He opened his eyes and prepared to listen to "his" objections.
"But I think you're at a disadvantage." The doctor chuckled and touched Chu Zaizhou's face, as if he was taking advantage of him.
"You obviously seduced the evil god with your own ability, why do you have to pay for it yourself?"
Chu Zaizhou: "???"
What nonsense are you talking about?
The dim light passed through the dead trees and fell on the snow in front of them, reflecting brightly.
The two looked at each other for two seconds, and only heard the doctor shaking his finger: "I have a way, both people and money are needed."
"Let's do a comprehensive honey trap!"
"Ahem!"
What is a honey trap? Using beauty as a trap, defrauding money and body all at once, and in serious cases, not even leaving the underwear.
Chu Zaizhou coughed so hard that it shook the earth, and thought rationally: He really didn't do this to the evil god, at least his attitude of deceiving people was not hidden!
Then, he moved next to the doctor: "Tell me in detail."
The two pit gods huddled together and whispered, and the effect was 1+1 greater than 2.
Not long after, Chu Zaizhou's thoughts were sorted out, and his eyes brightened a little.
This is good!
Not only can it solve the crisis of the evil god, but it can also get a lot of wool from the role points (now it seems to be the faith value of the gods);
it can also keep the vest and the academy in a logical way...
perfect!
"Let's do it!" Chu Zaizhou suddenly opened his coat and stood up, looking down at the doctor who was buried in the coat.
He said excitedly, "When everything is over, we can still use the twins to bluff people."
The doctor struggled to get out of the clothes: "Ah?"
Chu Zaizhou thought: "When the time comes, you say that you are a rich man who came back from abroad, and then you return with a lot of inheritance, find your old brother, and then-"
"Wait!" The doctor interrupted him, "Why are you the brother?"
Chu Zaizhou: "Because I like it."
The doctor was expressionless: "Then stage a feud between the rich and powerful, and a quarrel between brothers."
Chu Zaizhou: "..."
This damn competitive spirit.
"Then let's discuss it later."
Chu Zaizhou stretched out his hand and pulled the doctor up from the ground.
He synchronized the time with the outside, looked at the slowly rising sun, and smiled with ease: "We will succeed."
We...? The doctor chewed on this word carefully, not knowing how to express it for a while, but the corners of his mouth could not help but rise.
"Okay, let's discuss it later."
"You should get up." He urged, "Hurry up and make money to support your family. There are hundreds of people in the college waiting for you to support them and eat."
Chu Zaizhou almost couldn't breathe.
"Okay, okay." The player said speechlessly, "Then I'll find you later, don't play dead."
The doctor smiled and said, "How can that be, who are we following?"
Chu Zaizhou was about to leave, but suddenly stopped: "Wait, there is another question-"
Doctor: "?" You want to be a father too?
Chu Zaizhou: "Since you sent me down, then you gave me my name, right?"
The surname "Chu" is the surname of the director of the welfare home, and the "Zaizhou" at the end is the name decided at the beginning.
Chu Zaizhou said suspiciously: "You didn't give me your own name, and now you can't say it, right? So narcissistic?"
Doctor: "?!"
"I didn't!"
"What's wrong with that?" Chu Zaizhou said, "Let me call you doctor, you are good at taking advantage."
Doctor: "...Your mouth is like honey, no wonder the evil god likes it." He
scolded two people with one sentence.
He said the evil god was so masochistic and beat around the bush.
"Go ahead." A smile appeared in Chu Zaizhou's light gray eyes, "Names are still very important."
The doctor paused: "Zaizhou."
Zai means carrying, and Zhou means Noah's Ark.
As for Zaizhou...
Chu Zaizhou thought, why did he take it at that time?
Because the two birds were singing on the island in the river.
He wanted it very much and thought about it day and night.
I was going to squat to fill up the leave application, but after thinking about it, I decided to update it in advance!
Looking at the number of words, everyone should have received the nutrient solution for the upgrade, right? The wool comes from the sheep, take out the bowl and start begging (squat.jpg)
100 red envelopes will be issued in this chapter.