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Looking at the evil god who exuded "well-behaved, innocent, and a little curious", a hint of complexity flashed in the player's eyes.

He waved at him and said, "Come here."

"What about these?" The man did not move at the first time, but asked first.

The evil god would take the initiative to ask for other people's opinions. In the past, this was even less likely than a sow climbing a tree.

But now, the player has to admit that as long as Lu Xi behaves crazier than the evil god, the evil god will still have a sense of concession.

"Don't worry about it." The silver-haired young man just glanced at the "dogs" lightly.

"They will die on their own."

The evil god floated behind him with peace of mind - he wanted to pass directly through the giant wolf, but was grabbed by Lu Xi.

He looked at the believers whose air pressure had dropped again with a calm look.

"Do you care about him a lot?" He asked.

Lu Xi said with a half-smile, "You don't remember? After all, he kept the fragments for you and served as your sacrifice."

"I-"

"I know you don't care. It's nothing."

The silver-haired young man squatted down, avoiding the wound, and inserted his fingers into the hair on the giant wolf's neck, looking for a pulse.

His arm touched the outer hair. The hard hair was stained with sticky blood and gathered into clumps, poking the skin like needles.

But fortunately, even though the giant wolf looked like it was about to turn into a bloody hedgehog, the fur inside was still warm.

The weak pulse was beating a little bit.

The mirror next to him was recalling the last consciousness of the Great Saint Master before his death. He chose to attack Lu Qian because of many coincidences.

But no matter how many coincidences there are, they are all related to him.

First, he saw Lu Xi's blunt live broadcast announcement, and then he noticed that the players deliberately cut off the island from the outside world.

Lu Qian was originally a hostage, but because he had the fragments of the evil god in his body and was misled by Yan Lu (with Lu Xi's character, he did not tell Lu Qian the truth in the end).

Lu Qian mistakenly believed that he was the last link that led to the evil god's birth.

All of this was reflected by the "holy object".

Because there was a precedent of Lu Xi destroying the sacrifice in the past, the Grand Master believed Lu Qian's preconceived ideas without hesitation.

He immediately ordered Lu Qian to be put on the altar, hoping to attract the attention of the gods as quickly as possible and gain the ability to compete with the academy and Lu Xi.

Even though Lu Qian had already accepted the fact that he was abandoned, he was unwilling to turn himself into a weapon against Lu Xi.

He was completely crazy in the desperate situation, broke through the original limit, turned into a giant wolf, and bit most of the believers to death. Only then was he taken to the altar by the Grand Master and others.

After everything was cleared, the Grand Master and others were busy praying and confessing to the gods.

When Lu Xi broke in, there were not many people left behind, and it was precisely because of this.

... There was a fool who felt that he had nothing, and he tried his best to clear the obstacles for him.

The player's fingers buried in the thick fur trembled slightly, and his throat seemed to be blocked by a thick piece of blood, choking his heart.

This should not be what Lu Qian should bear.

"...I'm sorry."

An ambiguous voice came to his ears, as if this language could rarely construct a structure to express this meaning, and could only temporarily use a mixture of other languages.

The player thought he was hallucinating for a moment.

He looked up in surprise and saw his ugly face reflected in the empty silver eyes.

The man reached out and carefully grabbed a strand of his soft hair, and repeated again: "I'm sorry."

Lu Xi felt his heart sink a little bit, as if it was hit hard by a bell.

He couldn't help but put on his usual smile, but his tone was strangely cold: "My Lord...My God, have you been taken away?"

"It seems to be the first time I hear you say something with an apology."

"Are you unhappy?" The evil god still used his fingers to gently hook the ends of his hair, as if he was smoothing the fur of a small animal.

There was no expression on his face, and it was extremely calm. "I thought you would be happier if I said this."

"That's all?" The player's lips raised higher consciously, and for a moment he felt some inexplicable disappointment.

And fortunately it was so relieved.

The god calmed down for a while.

In this empty temple that belongs to him, on this altar covered with blood, he only needs to stretch out his hand to replenish the last soul, and his beloved believer is just around the corner.

But his heart was still empty, and he did not feel satisfied.

His eyes followed the pure white figure involuntarily, watching him mad as a beast, arrogant as the Son of God, watching his joy, anger, sorrow and happiness hidden under a gentle smile, watching his rare emotional fluctuations exist for others...

He seemed unique, but also seemed to be isolated.

Even though they were close, they still could not communicate with each other, they... were not in the same world.

The god even missed the days when Lu Xi stabbed him in the back.

For the first time, he wanted to change - to change himself.

"Not really." Looking at the smile on the silver-haired young man's face, He spoke faster for no reason, with an urgency that seemed to be missed if He didn't say it,

"I just want you to laugh - a real laugh - if you are very sad, don't hide it from me."

The smile of the young man in front of him suddenly disappeared, and he looked as cold as if he was standing on ice.

"Lu Xi... don't be afraid of me."

He stopped talking in a messy and hasty manner.

The already messy language was intertwined and echoed in the empty hall. Anyone who heard any of the content would feel dizzy and nauseous.

But once you understand what He said, you will feel as if your whole heart is tightened.

Lu Xi lowered his head and chuckled twice, like a villain in an animation looking at a victim on the verge of death, revealing a little flaw without leaving a trace: "You know I'm a liar, right?"

"In all aspects, from beginning to end."

"I know." But the god seemed to be unable to hear, "But there is still a long time, I can slowly believe it."

As long as He believes all the lies, it is not a lie.

He is very powerful and can be tolerant.

——This is the answer He gave.

He will slowly accept everything instead of asking Lu Xi to change.

The game interface in front of the player opened again and again, and the buffs of [God's Descent] and [God's Gift] on it could not be removed no matter how the settings were changed. It was like the most serious chronic disease, tightly entangled with his soul.

He refused and hated the existence of the evil god, hated Him for making a mess of the world, but could not face His emotions.

This is an unsolvable knot.

What's more terrifying is that until now, he will not tell his true purpose.

Lu Xi's hands were still in the giant wolf's fur, but they were tightened because of his fluctuating emotions.

As if noticing his unusual behavior, the giant wolf's nose twitched and blew out a puff of hot air. Its eyelids trembled and tried to open, but they were mostly covered with blood.

"Can you go out for a moment?" He asked quietly without even looking up.

The atmosphere seemed to become a little weird, and there seemed to be a deeper meaning in these words, as if the hunter was giving the prey the last chance to escape.

The god left quietly, and even the fragments that were originally embedded in the mirror quietly floated in the air and attached themselves to the highest glass.

Lu Xi adjusted his expression, stretched out his hand to pry open Lu Qian's eyelids, and made a soft "click".

He habitually put on a calm smile and said frivolously, "Let me see who has made it."

The eyelids were pulled up, revealing glass-like green eyes. The giant wolf whimpered, subconsciously buried its head and rubbed it in his arms, and then suddenly froze as if it had regained consciousness.

Lu Xi held the huge wolf head and said lightly, "Little Lu Qian, do you think you are brave?"

The chain shook violently, and a low roar came from the giant wolf's throat, but it was still accompanied by a barely audible sob, and it was extremely sad.

The silver-haired young man ignored the blood and pus on the ground, half-knelt, and rubbed Lu Qian's head again and again.

"I thought you wouldn't come." Lu Qian finally spoke, his voice was hoarse, as if he was stating a fact, "You don't want me anymore."

"How can you say that?" Lu Xi patted his cheek and laughed, "No one wanted me."

The Yu family siblings, Cheng Feiyu, and the students who followed him were left behind by him, surrounded by what could be called enemies.

But these people were all sincere to him, a liar, and even Cheng Feiyu was shaken in the end.

Why was he worth it?

Lu Qian howled and said in hatred, "I'm almost dead, and you're still mad at me!"

"Why don't you just run out? Fool." Lu Xi scolded him unceremoniously, "You know I don't want you anymore, but you're still rushing in. If you run out, who would come to find you in the middle of the night when you're so big and just hide in the woods?"

Lu Qian buried himself in his arms, his body heaving, unable to utter a word.

"If this isn't a fool, then what is?" the player repeated.

Lu Xi didn't have the ability to heal, and at this juncture, he wouldn't use his props in front of the evil god.

Lu Qian had to hold on until his other vests arrived before he could be sent out alive.

Blood slid down his fur and fell onto his sleeves, wet and cold.

The premise was that Lu Qian had to be alive.

... He was really a bad player.

"Then why did you come to me?" Lu Qian said vaguely with blood in his throat, "Teacher Lu, Lu...what are you going to do?"

"First, I'm not here to see you." Lu Xi said softly, "Second, there are some things you shouldn't know."

"Even if I'm dying?"

"Even if you're dying."

Lu Qian instantly broke free from Lu Xi's loose embrace, raised his head, and bit Lu Xi's shoulder with blood on his fangs.

He bit so hard that blood almost gushed out instantly, but in just a moment, he seemed to be burned and loosened his strength.

The silver-haired young man half-knelt in front of him without moving. He still stretched out his hands, calmly bearing his resentment, and his eyes, which were always gentle and empty, were filled with emotions that he couldn't understand.

He didn't understand anything, couldn't help anything, he didn't even know why he didn't hate this bastard!

Lu Qian's tears flowed instantly, and the big tears fell to the ground. He was crying without any sound, but he was like a child who had lost the whole world in despair.

The player seemed to see the little kid who was pressed on the stone and still struggling hard.

He was so energetic, even when he knew he was on the verge of death, the light in his eyes was still amazingly bright, and he turned his head stubbornly to bite his enemy.

As a result, because of his little kindness to kill time, he followed him happily, calling him "teacher" all the time, and became his little tail.

In fact, he didn't teach him anything.

On the contrary, he forgot about Lu Qian after the mission was over, and after they met again, he played a trick on Lu Qian and threw him to others.

Even in the end, he didn't rescue him in the first place.

He could have done it.

His head hurt so much that it was about to split. Countless emotions and perspectives intertwined and impacted in his mind, but he could never break the true consciousness hidden under the protective shell called "player".

"If there is a next life, I will never meet you, a bastard!" Lu Qian raised his wet face and spoke hoarsely.

"I will stay away from you. I want to go to college!"

Lu Xi said calmly: "Okay."

He added: "Actually, in this life-"

"Shut up!" Lu Qian wanted to bite this man's damn mouth again.

"There is no way in this life." The boy's voice was so quiet, and his panting was even louder than his voice.

"The book says that everyone faces different choices all the time. I will meet different people and move towards different futures. But the book doesn't say what to do if I don't want to choose. When

I was a child, I just wanted to study. For the sake of studying, I could be sold and abused, because this was the only thing I wanted.

Later, I met you. I met you when I had no choice."

"...You are my only choice in the future."

Lu Qian's eyelids became heavier and heavier. He subconsciously stuffed his head into Lu Xi's arms again, just because the other party had praised his ears before.

No one told him that a wild wolf put on shackles would become a domesticated one.

He also didn't tell anyone that he deliberately put shackles on himself just to ask for that little bit of love.

Lu Xi looked up at the large glass on the dome. The sky outside was still dark, and not a single star could be seen. Only a tiny fragment of the evil god was stuck on it, flickering and glowing.

There seemed to be dull footsteps coming from the empty temple, one by one, slowly approaching.

How long will it take for dawn? There

seemed to be a deep voice in his heart answering: [Soon.]

He couldn't help but murmur: [So tired.]