Chapter 260 How else to support a man?
Xingxing's face changed instantly, she grabbed Lin Wanxia's hand and burst into tears.
"Mom, I was wrong! Please don't leave me!"
"Wuwu, I don't dare anymore."
"Please don't leave me! Wuwu..."
"..."
Although she was not old enough to hide things, the fear, panic and grievance on Xingxing's face were obvious.
Lin Wanxia quietly let Xingxing vent his emotions and did not coax him for the first time.
The moment she saw the blood, she was not only angry but also aggrieved.
Until now, the child who had been raised by them almost day and night for nearly two years pushed her with just one word.
If she really had a miscarriage, Lin Wanxia would not only blame herself but also blame Xingxing, and even resent him.
Fortunately, it did not lead to a tragedy.
That's why Lin Wanxia was able to think calmly last night after making sure that the baby in her belly was fine.
After she calmed down, she roughly understood why Xingxing was excited, and also understood why Xingxing pushed her.
Stepmother and stepson are ultimately separated by a layer of blood relationship. Even if one does not want to think about it, there will be all kinds of voices around her.
There are those who rejoice in the misfortune of others. There are those
who gossip under the guise of concern.
There are those who sincerely comfort but do bad things with good intentions.
There are also bad guys who instigate discord.
These are not a big deal on weekdays, but when Lin Wanxia was pregnant, the fear of losing security would dominate Xingxing all of a sudden.
When he pushed her, he did not really want to attack her belly, but his height made him subconsciously push at the same height as his belly.
The most important thing is that he is only four years old, and we cannot apply adult conspiracy theories to him.
Moreover, Lin Wanxia does not believe that the child she has nurtured with love for two years and who has a good family background, would be an ungrateful person.
However, reason aside, she is still emotionally hurt.
The crying gradually became smaller and quieter, but she would still sob from time to time, probably because she cried too long.
Seeing that Lin Wanxia didn't coax him like before and didn't reason with him, he cautiously tried to speak: "Lin Wanxia, ββdon't you want me anymore?"
"You didn't want me first."
"I don't." Xingxing was so anxious that she held Lin Wanxia's hands with both hands and pulled them towards herself. She wanted to put her head into her arms, but halfway through she remembered that Lin Wanxia's belly couldn't be touched and retracted her head. She whispered: "I'm just afraid that you won't want me anymore after you have a little brother or sister."
"I knew you were pregnant when we came back from the island. Have I changed my attitude towards you in such a long time?" Lin Wanxia asked.
In fact, there are changes, that is, physical contact, I am more careful than before, and I will avoid the possibility of Xingxing bumping into her belly.
Xingxing shook her head, bit her lower lip and lowered her head, "But...but..."
Tangtang said that her father didn't let her stepmother have a baby because he was afraid that her stepmother would treat her worse in the future.
Aunt Xia also said before that a stepmother would become a vicious stepmother if she had her own child.
The aunts in the compound also said that a stepmother with children would be no different from the children themselves.
Even the kindergarten teacher said that if Lin Wanxia had her own children in the future, she might not be as good to Xingxing as she is now.
The grandmothers and aunts in the village would also say this when they talked about them. They said that Lin Wanxia was a good stepmother, but that if she had children, she would definitely be better to her own children and would not be able to take care of Xingxing.
Xingxing whispered out what he had heard.
He had always been afraid that Lin Wanxia would get pregnant, and he was afraid that Lin Wanxia would really not want him in the future.
Lin Wanxia sighed and touched Xingxing's head. "Humans are very complicated animals. I can't say that those who said that are malicious, and I dare not say that their stepmother theory is wrong. I dare not even promise you that I can treat you equally when you have a brother or sister in the future.
In an ordinary family, if there are two children, parents will often be biased because people's hearts are crooked.
But Xingxing, I can guarantee that I will still love you so much in the future.
Whether I am pregnant with a brother or a sister, I can guarantee that you will have everything he (she) has. Of course, special things with age restrictions do not count."
Xingxing asked, "What is the age restriction?"
"Just like a little brother or sister needs breastfeeding when he or she is born, but he or she has to be weaned at the age of one or two. You are over four years old, so this is not allowed. It's like this that you can't have after a certain age."
Xingxing breathed a sigh of relief and nodded, not quite understanding.
Lin Wanxia held Xingxing in her arms and told him calmly: "This is your first time having a child, and it's also my first time being a mother or stepmother. I was negligent in some places and you were wrong in some places. But we shouldn't listen to what others say.
Our lives are our own. You have eaten at many families in the compound and stayed in many children's homes. Is the way of getting along in every family the same?
A good life is one in which you live happily.
I hope you will not be hostile to the little brother or sister in my belly. When he (she) is born, you try to get along with him (her) first, okay? If you really don't like him (her), or if I treat you differently at that time, it's not too late for you to get angry, right?"
Xingxing nodded and apologized again: "Mom, I'm sorry! I will never do this again in the future."
...
Jiang Sinian quickly rushed to the hospital, pointed at Xingxing, and nodded. The warning was self-evident.
Xingxing was really afraid of Jiang Sinian. She shuddered and shrank into Lin Wanxia's arms.
Lin Wanxia looked at them with a smile.
Later, after Xingxing recovered, she was still "educated" by Jiang Sinian.
Jiang Sinian stayed at home for half a month. In half
a month, he had to go to their war zone for intensive training and selection, and then go to Beijing for intensive training.
Lin Wanxia thought about it and said that she would go with Jiang Sinian.
Jiang Sinian certainly disagreed: "Your belly is getting bigger and bigger, why are you running around so hard? Besides, even if you go with me, you won't be able to see me. It will definitely be a closed training. I can't get out and you can't get in."
"I just want to be in the same city with you." Pregnant Lin Wanxia was clingier than before, "Maybe I can get a chance to go in and watch the military parade?!"
Jiang Sinian smiled and hugged Lin Wanxia, ββ"I'm trying hard! But, won't you be bored in Beijing where you are unfamiliar with the place?"
"How could that be?" Lin Wanxia shook her head, "I'm busy! I need to draw pictures and I need to open a seafood restaurant! We originally said that we would open a nationwide chain! Now the first one has been in business for so long, the second and third ones are about to open."
As for being unfamiliar with the place, there is no way to talk about it.
Before she traveled through the book, she was originally from Beijing.
The original owner's mother seemed to be from Beijing as well.
Jiang Sinian frowned and disagreed, "Being pregnant is hard enough, and you're still taking care of business? Why don't you just draw some pictures to kill time."
Lin Wanxia shook her head, "You still have to make money, otherwise how can you support a man?" "
Who else do you want to support besides me?" Jiang Sinian raised his eyebrows, his tone dangerous.