“No, no need…”
Shen Zhiyi grabbed his hand, like a fish swimming in a dry pond, grabbing the last trace of thin air, gasping for breath desperately.
"Master, there's really no need..."
Fu Yinzhou heard her refusal, saw the tears at the corners of her eyes, and saw her trying to shake her head, but in the end he was afraid of scaring her and did not force her.
He sighed regretfully.
He didn't go any further, just hugged her to calm down.
"Zhizhi, don't be afraid." He buried his head in her neck, tilted his head, and kissed the corners of her moist eyes. His movements were tender and affectionate. He sealed and swallowed the tears that were about to fall with his thin lips bit by bit.
"I won't hurt you without your permission."
He held her in his arms, and with a force, he turned her over, letting her lean lightly against his arms, and patted her back soothingly.
"I just need you so badly."
His Adam's apple moved, and he tightened his arms around her. "I'm sorry if I scared you."
He doesn't consider himself a good person.
Even because of the pain these legs brought him, because of those dark and twisted days without her, he gradually turned himself into a weird and abnormal madman and pervert.
No one can stand him.
He also cannot accept others normally.
But Zhizhi is different.
As long as she is unwilling or unwilling, he will not force her.
He was even willing to be a normal person for her temporarily.
Even hidden beneath this well-dressed appearance, there is still a restless, twisted heart that wants to tear something apart.
He was also willing to learn to be calm for her.
He would wait until the day she said "yes".
Wait until the day she...completely accepts herself.
Fu Yinzhou fought against the torture alone, amidst the desire to possess her and the roar of his broken body that clamored for her.
Shen Zhiyi closed her eyes and leaned against his chest, listening to her fiery heart, which was still pounding violently.
But he chose to endure.
She lowered her eyelashes, and with a flickering blush of timidity, she gently raised the corners of her lips.
Everyone said that Fu Yinzhou was irritable, difficult to deal with, and treacherous and changeable.
But why did she feel...
Is he gentle?
Is it compassion for the patients?
However, having been a psychologist for so long, she had long ago learned that when she empathized with the fate of others, she would never project it, nor would she allow these experiences to arouse unnecessary emotions in herself and affect herself.
All she did was listen and accept.
Understanding is healing.
But for Fu Yinzhou, it seemed to be more than that.
She had a concern for him that went beyond that of a patient, and a desire to understand him.
…
This kind of day lasted for more than half a month.
Fu Yinzhou came back later and later every day.
His face became paler day by day.
The treatment gradually improved.
However, the repetitive torture of the treatment process and the varying degrees of drug reactions made every moment and every second he experienced extremely difficult.
He nearly suffocated several times.
Ai Lu advised him to stay in the sanatorium, but no matter how late it was, Fu Yinzhou insisted on going home.
Sometimes, Shen Zhiyi would be awake and stay with him for a while.
He will feel much better.
Sometimes, Shen Zhiyi couldn't bear the sleepiness and fell asleep early, and Fu Yinzhou would instruct the housekeeper not to wake her up.
Only when he couldn't hold on any longer, he would pass through the secret door that separated them, look at her peaceful sleeping face, and smell her scent.
But he was afraid of waking her up again, so he didn't have the courage to kiss her like before.
Just use your eyes, your fiery eyes, to "lick and kiss" her face little by little...
Shen Zhiyi discovered that whenever she mentioned "treatment", Fu Yinzhou would immediately become a different person, trying to change the subject and telling her with a grim expression not to try to persuade him anymore.
Shen Zhiyi felt very discouraged.
Logically speaking, she spent more and more time with him, and their relationship had long become closer than that of ordinary people.
However, her advice not only did not arouse his slightest hesitation, but instead led to a more violent rejection than that of an ordinary person.
She couldn't understand.
Is it possible that he is targeting me deliberately?
Or has he discovered that he was asked by Ai Lu to persuade him?
She couldn't figure out what he was thinking.
The deadline is approaching.
She even had the thought of giving up early.
The last time.
Shen Zhiyi gave herself one last chance to persuade him.
If she fails again, she will terminate the contract early.
This day.
Shen Zhiyi sat in the living room and waited for a long time. Even when the moon was hidden in the clouds, Fu Yinzhou still hadn't returned.
She yawned.
I looked up at the clock on the wall.
It's already past one in the morning.
All the servants in the villa, except the housekeeper, have gone to bed.
She leaned back on the sofa, drowsy.
When she woke up again, it was already past nine in the morning.
Shen Zhiyi was startled and jumped up from the sofa.
The blanket slipped off my body.
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