"Li Heng..." she called him softly.
Li Heng closed his eyes and took a half step back. "You saw it all, me and my family..."
This is so messy and disgusting...
He let go of her hand.
"You go ahead."
For the first time, he hated that he could hear her thoughts.
He wouldn't even have the chance to deceive himself.
If he heard the disgust rising from her heart... he didn't know how to face it.
How could he think that?
【I came here uninvited, why should he blame himself? 】
"What nonsense are you talking about?"
Shen Zhiyi grabbed his hand again, “What does your family have to do with you?”
"Why is it okay?!" Li Heng's chest heaved, and the blood on his eyelashes was a mess, as heavy as his life. "No one will love someone like me."
"I shouldn't, and I don't deserve it."
He thought about how he had just left Li Changgui to die, and he still had no regrets. He even hoped that the debt collectors would beat him harder, even to death.
He had already begun to decay from the very soul.
But……
He is happy to see it happen.
In fact, he said these words to her only to arouse her affection and sympathy and make her not hate him.
Corrupted blood, dark and evil thoughts, strong and vigorous ambitions...
He looked at himself like this with cold eyes, and felt a deep disgust in his heart.
But I hope she doesn't hate him for being like this.
Li Heng lowered his head, a slight self-deprecating smile on his lips.
Shen Zhiyi looked at his expression and suddenly realized: “I know.”
"You're afraid that if I see you leaving your father to die without helping him, I might think something bad of you, right?"
Li Heng suddenly looked up at her.
Shen Zhiyi laughed, “I thought you were worried about something.”
"I'm a school bully who does all kinds of evil. Do you still expect me to be compassionate, respect the elderly and the young, and care about other people's lives?"
"Besides, he is disrespectful to his elders and does not deserve my mercy at all."
He had a father like that, a family like that, yet he relied on his own abilities to reach his full potential. He's truly remarkable.
[He should appreciate and praise himself, how can he hate himself? ]
[My little dog should know how to be self-reliant.]
He deserves all the rewards.
She pulled him closer, looked at him intently, and said, "Li Heng, what kind of person he is has nothing to do with you."
"As for what others think, you don't need to care about it, because likes and dislikes are the same. No matter who you are, there will always be people who like you or dislike you."
"Just like you are handsome, I like you very much."
"But Dou Tianzong must be so angry about your face that he can't sleep."
"Are you going to get plastic surgery just because he hates you?"
"Even if you become ugly, he will still hate you, so there is no need to change yourself for others, and don't be too harsh on yourself because of others."
"That has nothing to do with who you are as a person."
"I won't define you by that either."
Li Heng opened his lips slightly, with a look of shock in his eyes.
"Miss..."
Would she... affirm and tolerate him to this extent?
Li Heng felt a little guilty and lowered his eyelashes as if he couldn't bear the tenderness in her eyes.
"sorry."
Shen Zhiyi shook his head, "You have never done anything to let me down."
Li Heng felt a pain in his heart.
He stretched out his hand and showed her his watch, the edge of which had been chipped off by a piece of broken bottle.
The bright light from the electronic screen falls on the tiny bumps on the edge, forming a dark interweaving of light and shadow.
Shen Zhiyi saw a very tiny hole.
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