Shen Zhiyi pouted, "It really has no taste?"
"Hmm." Jiang Jinwang pinched her earlobe. "Even if it does have a smell, it's a smell I like."
"I like anything that tastes like yours."
He coveted everything about her.
Every breath.
They all wished they could possess it.
But……
Jiang Jinwang lowered his eyes, concealing the dark and turbulent unreadable emotions swirling within them.
She may already have another man in her heart.
He has already so despicably taken advantage of her.
Do I still have the right to squander her money?
He should love her with more restraint than anyone else.
Jiang Jinwang was torn between boundless longing and the potential hatred she might feel for him after regaining her memories.
He doesn't consider himself a good person.
Before I met her, I lived like a cold, lifeless machine, following a set cycle and operating regularly.
Because I don't know how to love.
Because of intense, damn jealousy.
He lost her once.
This stolen love will slip through his fingers in as little as three weeks.
Can he kiss her?
Does he deserve to kiss her?
He feared that once she regained her memory, she would know everything he had done, that he had not only forced himself on her, but had also followed his own desires, disregarding her true wishes, and wantonly kissed and possessed her.
Between them, there will truly be only hatred.
He will lose the last chance to win her back.
Jiang Jinwang felt as if his heart was being squeezed by a large hand.
yes.
He's still dreaming about it.
I desperately hope that once she regains consciousness, she'll still be willing to stay by my side...
He withdrew his hand and turned to pick up the fruit on the table.
Leave the beginning blank.
He didn't want her to see the redness and bitterness in his eyes.
"Let's eat," he said, his voice slightly hoarse. "I'll peel an apple for you."
Shen Zhiyi picked up the spoon again.
"All right."
"Then when we get back, you can wash my hair for me." She looked at him with a smile.
His long, slender fingers paused.
Jiang Jinwang looked up and met the radiant joy in her eyes.
Finally, unable to control herself, she replied with a soft "Mmm".
He was certainly willing to do these trivial things for her.
That was a blessing for him.
...
As night falls, the lights gradually go out.
Most of the people in the hospital were already asleep.
Jiang Jinwang sat in his office, receiving Shen Zhiyi's newly released test report.
His deep gaze swept over the numbers one by one.
Just as he guessed.
As fast as three weeks.
At the latest... maybe six months, she will remember this lost memory.
To rekindle the unfamiliarity and distance between them.
I'm reminded of... another man.
Jiang Jinwang clutched the report tightly.
The finger bones are turning white.
A gloomy and cold aura emanated from him.
He sat in silence for a long time, then got up and walked towards Shen Zhiyi's ward.
She slept soundly in the pitch-black room.
Jiang Jinwang gently closed the door.
He pulled over a chair from the bedside and sat down beside her.
Her gaze, filled with tender affection, washed over her face along with the moonlight.
He reached out in the darkness and gently touched her brow, then slowly stroked her eyebrows, eyes, and lips.
Like a brand, I wanted to remember every line and turn of her face.
I love her so much.
I miss her so much.
Jiang Jinwang suddenly didn't know how he should live after she left again this time.
I've had enough of living like a zombie.
Perhaps it would have been better to be dead.
He let his soul wander in her soft breaths.
He made a mistake.
It was completely wrong from the very beginning.
It was because he didn't do well enough that others had the opportunity to take advantage of him and steal her heart.
He shouldn't have said those damned things about breaking up, pushing her away with his own hands.
He clearly didn't want to break up with her.
Clearly...
In his heart, she had long surpassed everything else.
A doctor's heart is full of compassion.
Moral principles.
Secular standards.
Everything... nothing compares to having her by my side.
yes……
No one can compare to her.
Jiang Jinwang's eyes suddenly darkened.
My gaze fell on the medicine bag on the bedside table.
He stared silently at the pills inside for a long time.
He wandered for a long time in the ruins of his own self, but still couldn't escape the desolation of his humanity.
Jiang Jinwang picked up the bag, got up, and walked to the washroom.
With a cold and ruthless expression, he opened the pills inside and threw them into the toilet one by one.
He pressed the flush button.
In the rapidly spinning vortex, I saw the reflection of my own despicable face.
Along with the pills, those things that could be called kindness and letting go disappeared into the water.
yes.
It should be him, and the fragments of his soul, that should be flushed down the sewer.
But before that.
Before he abandoned himself.
Before she completely ruined any possibility of them being together.
He would do everything in his power to keep her by his side...
Jiang Jinwang walked back to the bedside.
Seeing that Shen Zhiyi was still sound asleep, oblivious to the world around her.
A silent love welled up in his heart.
Sit down next to her, take her hand, and press it against your cheek.
Feel the vibrant, living proof of her existence emanating from the veins in her wrist.
His heartbeat resonated with her pulse.
Jiang Jinwang closed his eyes.
In the throes of waning passion, he devoutly kissed the back of her hand.
baby……
Just forget everything.
Forget about their disputes.
Forget about people who are irrelevant to you.
To stay by his side for a long, long time...
But if, in this situation, he could be given a little love, a little true love... he would sacrifice his soul for it...
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