She turned around, looked back at him, and her voice became noticeably louder, "Good!"
She smiled and left, closing the door behind her.
Yan Zhuoxu opened his eyes and stared at the wall where the candlelight flickered.
The Buddha said, "All phenomena are manifestations of consciousness."
When you look at something with your eyes, what you actually see is not its true nature.
It's not about your state of mind, but about your own state of mind.
When you're in a good mood, look at a flower and you'll find it vibrant, bright, and beautiful.
When you're in a bad mood, and you look at this flower again, you feel that it will eventually wither, so the flower also loses its luster.
The flower is still the same flower.
It's just that my heart has changed.
What he saw was her deliberate attempt to seduce him, but it wasn't actually her deliberate seduction.
Rather, it was because he had developed other feelings for her.
All that could be seen was her seduction...
Yan Zhuoxu touched his bosom again; the silk handkerchief was still there.
He came out, held it in his hands, and examined it closely.
The gardenias above still emit a faint, sweet fragrance.
It smelled just like her.
It led him involuntarily into depravity and ruin...
He recalled her laughter, her sorrow, her intelligence, her naivety, and the way she gripped her teacup and looked up at him...
His Adam's apple bobbed uncontrollably.
The longing that had subsided along with the fever suddenly surged back like a tidal wave, completely engulfing him...
He was breathing heavily, and uncontrollably pulled open his monk's robe...
He pressed the white silk handkerchief against his palm...
Sin, depravity...
The handkerchief is too small, and her hands are too small...
But just a little taste and touch is enough...
I don't know how much time passed.
So long that the light from the ever-burning lamp had become dim.
Yan Zhuoxu's chest heaved, he let out a loud roar, and collapsed completely onto the bed.
He looked at the messy handkerchief in his palm.
I realized with sadness.
The precept against sexual misconduct has also been broken.
He is beyond saving.
Continue read on readnovelmtl.com
