Chapter 245 Bastard
Cheng Yi's face instantly twisted, his aura of brutality and ferocity became even more intense, and he was so angry that he was about to smoke.
"Damn it, do you dare say that again?"
Break up? She wants to break up with him? !
Lu Qian smiled even more sarcastically, but her eyes were already reddening uncontrollably. "Didn't you hear clearly, Master Cheng?"
"Okay, I'll make it clear this time. If you want to have fun and be affectionate with other women, I'll let you do whatever you want.
I don't care whether that woman is useful to you or just suits your sexual taste, whether it's Vanessa or anyone else, you can find whoever you want and sleep with whoever you want.
Likewise, don't ask me.
But if you are unfaithful and still ask me to be loyal to you, I'm sorry, I'm not the kind of woman who will submit to everything you think.
If you want to plot against me like this, get out of here as soon as possible!"
His distrust, his refusal to explain, his questioning, each one of them was like a thorn, piercing Lu Qian's heart.
She had already prepared herself to be his woman. She could accept anything and endure anything.
The only one who can crush her is Cheng Yi.
By the end of his speech, Lu Qian's voice was trembling, with a tone of crying that made him feel hopeless.
She didn't want to cry, but she couldn't help it. Every word was like a grain of sand, carried by the wind into her eyes, filling them with tears.
The man, whose rage was burning to the point of burning everything, suddenly froze, frowned, and stopped roaring back angrily.
The air between the two people suddenly became quiet.
Lu Qian's eyes were filled with tears. She didn't want to blink, didn't want to let the tears fall, as if she was avoiding admitting it.
Cheng Yi's face in front of him was already blurred, and Lu Qian could only hear him remain silent.
Lu Qian felt a sinking feeling in her heart. She knew that her words would gain nothing.
At this moment, she felt that her persistence was a joke.
The corners of Lu Qian's mouth moved, and instead of crying, he started to laugh.
The muscles on his face were mobilized, and the tears in his eyes began to fall uncontrollably.
"Cheng Yi, please kill me."
Lu Qian felt like she hadn't cried in a very long time, but when she thought of Cheng Yi flirting with another woman, when she thought of him not believing in her and not loving her, she felt so uncomfortable that she felt like she was suffocating, as if she was drowning in mud, unable to live nor die.
When Cheng Yi heard this, his heart seemed to be pinched by a ghost hand and could not beat.
Looking at Lu Qian smiling and crying, it felt like the flesh in his heart was being gouged out piece by piece, and the pain was so severe that even breathing felt like being pierced by thousands of arrows.
Because his heart grew little by little for Lu Qian.
If she breaks, it dies.
It dances only when she is alive.
Cheng Yi suddenly reached out and hugged the crying woman in front of him tightly.
"I'm sorry... I'm sorry, Qianqian, don't cry, I'm sorry... I'm sorry..."
He murmured, apologized repeatedly, and begged for forgiveness in her ear.
"How could I kill you? I can't possibly kill you..."
Killing Lu Qian is equivalent to killing Cheng Yi himself.
It was a thousand times more painful than killing himself.
Cheng Yi raised his hand to wipe away Lu Qian's tears. His expression became increasingly anxious and distressed, his brows furrowed tightly. "It's my fault. It's all my fault. Don't cry."
But when Lu Qian looked at his face, she couldn't stop crying and kept streaming down her cheeks.
"Why, how could you... don't, don't believe me..."
She sobbed and her words were intermittent, full of complaints of grievance.
Cheng Yi's big palms were filled with her tears, flowing through his fingers and across the back of his hands.
He softened his voice, his tone almost pleading: "I'm sorry, Qianqian, I'm sorry, it's all my fault, I shouldn't be angry, I shouldn't have said those words to you... I'm the bastard, please stop crying."
Cheng Yi frowned, his eyes slightly red. He lowered his head and gently wiped Lu Qian's face, his heart aching.
He didn't want to see her sad tears, especially because of him.
"I'm sorry...Qianqian, I'm the bastard. Please don't cry. I don't want you to cry for me."
Cheng Yi now wished he could go back ten minutes and shoot himself.
Lu Qian's grievances became more and more intense, and she poured out all her bitterness intermittently.
"...Do you know how much I miss you? How worried I am about you? Ten days, you haven't sent me a single message."
Cheng Yi kissed the corners of Lu Qian's eyes again and again, and said in a soft voice: "I know... I know, I'm sorry... I'm sorry."
Lu Qian pushed his chest hard, trying her best to reject his touch.
"I didn't ask you anything. I didn't ask you anything. I believe in you and I love you, and you treat me like this!"
"I……"
Cheng Yi's hands were shaking as he held her, and his eyes were getting redder.
"I want to explain to you. I came to you just to explain to you."
He came out of the study wanting to go directly to Lu Qian to explain, but he searched everywhere in Tavia and there was no trace of Lu Qian.
It was Bai Yao who told him that Lu Qian might be in Milan Cathedral.
So he became anxious and wanted to find Lu Qian eagerly.
When he saw Louis putting the necklace on Lu Qian, he became furious again and lost all his temper.
He knew that his little girl was beautiful, but he couldn't accept that this beauty didn't include him.
Lu Qian had never talked back to him like this before, so in his rage, he subconsciously thought that Lu Qian was talking back to him for that man, and that she was willing to die for that man.
He couldn't hear or accept those words about breaking up.
It was not until Lu Qian said Vanessa's name that Cheng Yi suddenly realized why Lu Qian was angry and talking back to him.
Lu Qian still pounded Cheng Yi's chest and pushed him aside, "I thought you didn't love me anymore, I thought you didn't want me anymore."
"How could it be, how could it be," Cheng Yi hugged her arms tighter, his eyes full of heartache, "I will never stop loving you."
And in this relationship, he is the one who is more afraid of being abandoned.
Lu Qian was held tightly in his arms, and her heart and emotions gradually calmed down.
Cheng Yi heard Lu Qian's sobs becoming quieter and quieter, and she seemed to be more and more at peace. He gently patted her still trembling back and said, "This is all my fault. I'm such a jerk. Stop crying, okay?"
He just thought that he didn't want to see Lu Qian cry, but after she really cried in front of him once, he realized how painful it was for him to see Lu Qian crying.
It's piercing and painful, like being cut into pieces.
"I'm sorry, it's all my fault for not finding you the first time."
He let go of Lu Qian, half squatted down, looked up at her tear-stained little face, gently wiped away the last two traces of her tears, and spoke in a gentle and earnest tone.
"Let me explain, okay?"
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