Chapter 300 Shame
Qu Le paced anxiously outside Lu Qian's bedroom, unable to calm down at all.
There was no sound coming from the room, which made Qu Le even more anxious.
Bai Yao leaned against the door with his head down, silently put out the cigarette in his hand, took Qu Le's hand and hugged her in his arms, hoping to calm her down.
He gently stroked Qu Le's head and comforted her softly, "Don't worry."
Qu Le raised his face, looked at Bai Yao with red eyes, and said in a trembling voice: "Bai Yao... Xiao Qian won't hate me, right?"
Although she has no memories of him anymore, Qu Hao is her father after all.
“…”
Bai Yao actually wanted to say that Lu Qian was not that kind of person, but he felt that such comfort was of little use at the moment.
He pressed Qu Le's head down and buried her in his chest, "Let's wait for Lu Qian to come out first."
Bai Yao glanced at the door meaningfully.
He actually preferred Lu Qian, but he just couldn't accept this reality for the time being.
This fact came too suddenly. I originally thought that this letter was just a key to revenge, but unexpectedly it opened such a Pandora's door.
Jealousy, pain, vanity...all of them leaked out from the opened Pandora's box, and even divine power could not stop them.
Bai Yao didn't know how this matter would end, or how it should end.
He could only comfort the woman in his arms and wait quietly for time to pass.
"Music!..."
A sudden shout broke the quiet and tense atmosphere.
Qu Le and Bai Yao were shocked and turned their heads to look.
On the other side of the corridor, Jiang Luan was running hurriedly.
He ran to Qu Le and Bai Yao, holding his knees and gasping for breath.
Qu Le frowned at him, "What's wrong?"
She had never seen Jiang Luan so anxious before.
"You guys... hurry up and go check out Luochuan..."
Jiang Luan pushed his glasses and spoke incoherently, his face flushed from intense exercise, making his already unhealthy complexion look as if he was about to die.
"...He...he asked me for sleeping pills...he said Jiang Duo asked for them."
"Jiang Duo's illness makes it difficult to fall asleep, and she always needs medication, so I didn't suspect anything."
Jiang Luan took another deep breath, "But, just now... Jiang Duo said she never asked Luo Chuan to ask for it..."
Qu Le and Bai Yao looked at each other in a trance.
"Then why does he need sleeping pills?!"
Jiang Luan frowned and shook his head hesitantly, "I've asked Jiang Duo to find him, come quickly."
The total amount of sleeping pills Luochuan wanted was a lethal dose, so Jiang Luan had to think of the worst.
Qu Le's back suddenly felt cold, and the hairs on the back of his neck stood up.
Without saying a word, she left everyone behind and immediately rushed towards Luochuan's room.
The first thing Qu Le thought of when he heard about sleeping pills was Luo Chuan’s purpose.
She thought Luo Chuan had let it go, but she never expected that he had already decided to commit suicide as soon as Qu Hao's letter was opened!
Jiang Duo stood outside Luochuan's room, standing next to the head maid, opening the door with the spare key.
Jiang Duo stamped her feet anxiously. Seeing several people rushing over, she hurried forward and said, "Xiaochuan is in there and refuses to come out, and he's ignoring me."
Her voice was anxious and choked with sobs.
"Don't worry, don't worry."
Qu Le took Jiang Duo's head and comforted her gently.
"It can't be opened," the head maid shook her head, "Lord Luochuan must have locked the door."
Bai Yao made a quick decision and pushed several people back, "Get out of the way."
He pulled out a gun from his waist and fired two shots at the door lock.
Then he raised his leg and kicked the door open with great force.
The moment the door opened, Qu Le rushed in shouting, "Xiaochuan!"
Everyone rushed in and saw pills scattered on the table. Luo Chuan was sitting in a wheelchair, slumped over with his face and lips pale, but he was still conscious and the medicine had not yet taken effect.
Jiang Luan rushed over and picked up the medicine. He saw that Luo Chuan had taken half a bottle, a dose that could be directly fatal.
He suddenly panicked and grabbed Luo Chuan's hand, "Luo Chuan, I'll take you to get your stomach washed!"
Luo Chuan sat in the wheelchair in a daze, lowered his head, and slowly shook it twice.
"Leave me alone."
Qu Le was extremely anxious. "What are you talking about? How can I ignore you?!"
Hearing the sound of music, Luo Chuan's eyes trembled slightly, and then returned to a dull color.
"Lele, I'm sorry, I can only help you this last time."
Luochuan looked back out the window with empty eyes.
"I really love you, but I still can't accept the way you love someone else. Whenever I think about it, I feel sad and painful. But you are really beautiful when you are happy, even more beautiful than when you are arrogant.
Sadly, I didn’t get a chance to watch it again.”
"No, Xiaochuan," Qu Le frowned and shook his head randomly, "Xiaochuan, give me a chance, let me have a good talk with you."
"Luochuan, don't be impulsive." Even Bai Yao couldn't help but speak to comfort Luochuan. Even for Qu Le, he didn't want Luochuan to die.
Luo Chuan looked at everyone and forced a pale smile, "Leave me alone and let me go instead of suffering."
Jiang Luan pulled Luo Chuan's arm and said, "Stop talking for now. Come with me and wash out the medicine!"
Several people behind him had already stepped forward and wanted to force Luochuan to have his stomach washed.
Luo Chuan pulled out a blade and put it to his neck. He looked at everyone threateningly without saying a word.
Qu Le's pupils shrank instantly. She recognized the knife. It was the one they used when they were carrying out missions. It could cut through iron like mud and kill people with one blow.
"Ogawa, please don't!!!"
Luo Chuan looked at everyone with a smile, blood already seeping from his neck, "Just let me go in peace."
The situation instantly came to a stalemate, and everyone stood in the room like puppets, in dead silence.
“…”
Qu Le frowned, his eyes had begun to turn red, and his stinging eyes stared at Luo Chuan, as if he could see his life slipping away bit by bit.
"Get out of the way."
Suddenly, Jiang Duo's voice sounded from behind everyone, faint and without any emotion.
Jiang Duo opened the door, still shocking everyone, and her short body emerged from the crowd.
She walked up to Luo Chuan and smiled coldly.
That smile was completely different from her usual cheerful look, revealing contempt and coldness.
She lowered her eyes to look at Luo Chuan, her eyes swept over the remaining sleeping pills he had just taken, and sneered: "Okay, you want to die, right?"
After Jiang Duo finished speaking, she grabbed the medicine bottle and poured the dozen or so sleeping pills left in it into her mouth.
"Then I will die with you!"
The people standing by didn't react at all. When they shouted, the medicine had already flowed down Jiang Duo's esophagus into his stomach.
"Jiang Duo!"
“Duoduo!”
…
Luo Chuan was also frightened. It took him two seconds to realize Jiang Duo's actions.
He immediately threw away the knife in his hand, raised his hand to grab Jiang Duo's shoulder, and roared: "What are you doing?! Spit it out!"
Jiang Duo cannot die, he doesn't want Jiang Duo to die.
"Duoduo, spit it out!"
"Hurry, I'll take you to get your stomach pumped!"
…
Qu Le and Jiang Luan quickly came over and reached out to pull Jiang Duo.
The room was in chaos for a moment.
“Bang!”
A crisp slap was heard, and the extremely chaotic scene suddenly became quiet.
Everyone was stunned again.
Luo Chuan tilted his head in disbelief, blinking his eyelashes twice, feeling the burning pain gradually spreading on his face.
The slap was so powerful that blood instantly flowed from the corner of his fair mouth.
Jiang Duo grabbed Luo Chuan by the collar and demanded angrily, "You're suffering? Do you think you're the only one suffering?! Look at everyone standing here! Is anyone experiencing less pain than you?!"
Jiang Duo pointed at the tip of her nose angrily.
"Your pain is nothing compared to ours!!"
She glared with her round eyes, and her eye sockets and corners were red with either anger or grief.
She spat angrily at Luo Chuan's face: "Bah! Your love, what is your love?"
"Have you ever understood Qu Le at all? You think you love her, but you don't even know what kind of person she is. You don't even know what she needs. What do you love? You only love yourself!"
Jiang Duo originally thought that Qu Le was just as Luo Chuan described, but after spending more than a month together, she realized that Qu Le was completely different from the person Luo Chuan described.
Luochuan doesn't love Qu Le, but his senior sister, the perfect shadow in his heart.
What he loves is his pursuit and his dream.
Rather than real, concrete flesh and blood.
But this is far from being love.
This is just a little fantasy of a cowardly and pitiful little boy struggling in the long river of life.
He is incapable of loving others, not even himself.
He has been asking Qu Le to maintain her appearance, giving her promises and encouragement that she does not need, using love as shackles to bind her, and then using the image that has been irrigated to support his own beliefs.
This so-called love is worthless.
When Luo Chuan heard this, his pupils trembled uncontrollably. He moved his lips but said nothing.
The bitterness in Jiang Duo's eyes grew more intense, and their color became redder and redder.
"You selfish idiot! Do you think you're so carefree just walking away? Your death will bring nothing but fatal harm to those who care about you!"
She turned Luochuan's face and made him look at her with nowhere to escape.
"You coward! I'm so ashamed of myself for liking you!!"
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