[September 4, 2016 / Sunday / Cloudy
I moved into the dormitory today. It’s my first time living on campus, so I’m a little uncomfortable. Fortunately, my roommates are very friendly and the environment is also very good. I hope I can adapt to it as soon as possible.
I couldn't help feeling excited at the thought that I would be living in this city for a long time.
I have been fantasizing recently, what would I say if I happened to meet my brother on the street?
I imagined several situations, and every time I thought about it, I couldn't help laughing.
Even though he doesn't recognize me yet and has no memory of us, I still really want to meet him.
I don’t know where he is now, but I am waiting in his hometown, and I will meet him one day! 】
【October 9, 2016 / Sunday / cloudy
Taking advantage of the weekend free time, I went to the Temple of the God of Wealth that I had visited before.
The weather was not very good, it was so gloomy that it seemed like it would rain at any time, but there were a lot of people coming to the top of the mountain today. It was crowded all the way here. I looked at the calendar and found out that today was the Double Ninth Festival.
The line for interpreting the fortune was as long as ever. After waiting in line for two hours, it was finally my turn.
I asked the master when my wish would be fulfilled. He said that the time has not come yet and I need to wait a little longer. It could be fulfilled within five years.
I don’t know if he was kidding me. Five years was a long time. I had already graduated from college by then.
But having a specific waiting period is better than having none, so I am willing to believe him. 】
【January 1, 2017 / Sunday / Sunny
It’s New Year’s Day holiday and my roommates all went back to their hometowns.
With nowhere else to go, I went to Jinyang High School.
Compared to the summer vacation, this winter is much quieter.
It was very windy today, but the sun was also very warm. I walked along the same path he took me last time, and then went to the supermarket to buy a bottle of water.
I didn’t expect that the cashier at the supermarket still remembered me. She remembered that we had been here together a year and a half ago. She had a really good memory.
She said that it was because you two brothers are good-looking, and it was rare to see such handsome boys, so she was deeply impressed.
Just think of it as her complimenting us on our good looks.
I asked her about her brother, and she said he used to come often to buy a kind of sour gummy candy called Xiaoyang. He liked the blueberry flavor and often bought five or six at a time.
I bought one. This candy is really sour, but after the sourness it turns sweet and is quite delicious.
You can buy more and keep them to refresh yourself when studying. 】
【September 24, 2017/Sunday/Light rain
It took two days, and I finally moved out yesterday.
I have been very busy recently and was so busy that I felt dizzy. I woke up today and found that I had a fever.
I went to a nearby pharmacy to buy medicine and a thermometer. When I came back, I felt so dizzy that I almost fell down the stairs. It was a bit difficult to climb up the high floors.
I just woke up and had a dream that I went back to my childhood, probably in the second or third grade of elementary school. I dreamed that he told me stories and coaxed me to sleep, but before I could see his face clearly, I woke up, and those warm scenes disappeared without a trace like phantoms.
Unspeakable loss...
Maybe when you are sick you become fragile, I really want to hug him.
I didn't want to do anything else, I just wanted to lean on his shoulder and smell the reassuring scent on him.
When I lived in the dormitory, I complained that my roommates were too noisy. Now that I live alone, I feel a little lonely.
I have a headache and can't even read...
Take the medicine later and go to bed early. 】
【February 25, 2018/Sunday/Cloudy
I attended a high school reunion today. Liu Weiwei showed us a video of her freshman year New Year's Eve party and said she saw it on the school forum.
An idea suddenly occurred to me that maybe my brother had participated in similar activities before.
After I came back, I found the Jinyang High School forum on the Internet and searched for the video of the New Year’s Eve party.
Probably because it was too long ago, the video quality we found was very blurry.
I spent an entire afternoon watching the New Year's Eve party videos of the three years he was there, and finally found him in the party video of my freshman year in high school.
It seemed like he was participating in a fashion show organized by a club, walking the runway with a female partner.
That girl... I don't know where my intuition came from, but I always felt that she was his first love.
Although it was uncomfortable to see him standing with others, I still downloaded the video and will remember to cut out the girl later. 】
【August 17, 2018 / Friday / Sunny
On the Chinese Valentine's Day, my classmates dragged me out to sell roses in the square. These speechless behaviors are not the point. The point is that on the way back, I saw someone who looked very similar to my brother at the subway station.
No, he must be my brother!
But we were too far away, and there were so many people in the subway.
When I saw him, I was still on the escalator, but he was already preparing to enter the car.
I rushed down through the crowd in a hurry, but I still didn't catch up, and the door of the carriage just closed...
Pain! Regret!
There is nothing more unfortunate in the world than this. Why couldn't I go down two minutes earlier? Why couldn't I walk faster? I was so mad at myself!
I have noted this route and will come here tomorrow to wait and see. God bless you...]
【August 8, 2019/Thursday/Sunny to cloudy】
I received a lot of birthday wishes in the morning and made an appointment with my roommate to have a meal at the lobster restaurant that I often go to.
I don’t know if my mood has changed. It’s the same restaurant, but the lobster doesn’t taste as good as it was four years ago.
After lunch, I went to the beach alone, wanting to watch the sunset, but the weather was not good, so I didn’t get to see it.
I went to the snack street again in the evening. The photo I took of my brother is still my mobile phone wallpaper. When I saw the ice cream truck, I seemed to be back in the past for a moment.
On the way back, I passed by the theme hotel where I stayed when I traveled here with my brother.
Maybe people become more emotional at night. My rental house was not far away, but I still spent two hundred yuan to stay in this hotel for one night. Now I think it was really stupid.
But since it’s my birthday, it’s okay to be willful for once. 】
【August 2, 2020 / Sunday / Rain
It's been five years since you left. Time flies.
I felt that 2020 was so far away at first, but now it is already halfway through.
I remember you said you would go back to the past at the end of this year, so will you be able to see my childhood self soon?
Suddenly I envy myself when I was a kid...
The five-year deadline the master mentioned is getting closer and closer, and I'm still waiting for you.
Please show up soon, brother...】
February 24, 2021
I found him on the video software.
If I had known this, I should have watched more online videos!
I can’t describe how I felt at that time, it was like a dream.
Probably no one would cry their eyes out after watching a funny travel video, but I am the only one.
My hands are shaking like sieves when I write...
Be calm, you have been waiting for so many years, what's the point of waiting for a few days?
I sent him a private message, please reply to me quickly, please reply to me quickly...
Does he read private messages?
No, I need to send a few more emails. 】
The latest date in the diary ended here. Wei You closed his eyes, exhaled, closed the last diary and put it aside.
My emotions were tangled up like a tangled mess, as if I was acting in a long movie. When it ended, I was already immersed in the emotions of the characters and could hardly break free and escape.
He only knew that Wei Xu had been waiting for five years. Although he could imagine the difficulties involved, he could not empathize with him personally. It was not until he read the diary that the other party had accumulated over the past five years that he realized the unforgettable longing and love.
He couldn't help but ask himself, after being loved so intensely and sincerely by Wei Xu, did he really still have the ability to fall in love with someone else?
I'm afraid it's difficult. He can no longer imagine himself getting married and having children in the future.
At this moment, Wei You suddenly had an urge to tell Wei Xu that he was willing to accept him.
I finally regained my sanity and calmed down. However, in the process of calming down, the thought not only did not subside, but became more and more intense, and even my heartbeat accelerated.
Then, he actually did it.
I picked up the phone, quickly typed "Let's be together" in the dialog box, and clicked send.
Three seconds after sending the message, Wei You withdrew it. It was not because he regretted it, but when he saw the sending time, he realized that it was already one o'clock in the morning.
Wei Xu should have been asleep at this time. Since he couldn't see any messages from him, he naturally had no way to respond to his surging emotions.
Besides, such an important moment should not be handled hastily over the Internet. Even if you don’t prepare a special surprise, it’s better to at least say it in person.
Wei You hesitated for a moment, but decided to wait until he met the other party tomorrow.
Just as I was about to exit the conversation, several messages suddenly popped up in the dialog box.
[Wei Xu: No withdrawal allowed!]
【Wei Xu: Withdrawal is invalid. I have seen it.】
【Wei Xu: Can I come over now? 】
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