As soon as he got off the plane, Wei You felt the heat wave of Jinyang in early summer.
The golden sunshine is dazzling, and the wind blowing from the ground is hot and scorching. The summer in this coastal city always comes particularly quickly.
Today is the day he moves back to Jinyang from Xuchang.
Wei Xu had returned to school a week ago for his thesis defense. Wei You had originally planned to stay in Xuchang until the rent expired before coming back, but his boyfriend was too clingy and urged him to come back in various ways every day. Wei You could not resist his pleading and finally had to move back half a month in advance.
On the way to get his luggage, Wei You just turned on his phone when he received a call from Wei Xu.
"Are we there yet, bro?"
"We're here. You have a really good sense of timing." Wei You answered nonchalantly, and then asked, "What about you? Are you done?"
"It will be almost time in three hours." Perhaps because they were about to meet, the young man's voice seemed to be filled with warmth. "What are you having for dinner?"
"My mother probably bought some food and will probably eat at home tonight."
"Then I'll go to your house to eat."
Wei You couldn't help laughing: "You are too polite."
"Why should I be so distant? Do you think I'm an outsider?" Wei Xu deliberately asked in a pretentious tone, "No way, I'll be sad."
"Don't take the opportunity to do something naughty again."
"Can I come to your house for dinner?"
Wei You actually missed him a lot, so he just said, "Come over if you want."
Wei Xu chuckled on the phone: "I will remember to bring gifts for uncle and aunt this time."
"Just bring some fruits, don't buy expensive things." Wei You specifically reminded them for fear that his parents would find out if he chose too elaborate a gift.
Wei Xu simply responded: "Okay, I'll listen to you."
"That's it, keep busy."
"Well, see you tonight."
After hanging up the phone, Wei You picked up his luggage and took a taxi directly from the airport back home. It was already three o'clock in the afternoon when he arrived home.
Today is Saturday and both parents don't have to work. After lunch, Wei's father went out to play mahjong, leaving Wei's mother alone at home.
When Wei You walked in, Rong Qing was doing aerobics following the TV. The whole living room was filled with dynamic music, which made his head hurt.
Tired from the long journey, he was too lazy to even open his suitcase. He said hello to Rong Qing and went back to his room to rest.
I had just finished taking a shower and was about to lie down when the courier called and the large luggage he had sent from Xuchang was delivered to my door.
After a while, several large cardboard boxes blocked the entrance passage.
Although Wei You was too tired to move, faced with the crowded and chaotic scene, he had to give up his rest time and start unpacking boxes and packing his luggage.
Rong Qing paused her aerobics and came over to help him clean up.
Seeing the piles of luggage, she couldn't help but nag: "You are renting a house, not buying one, how come you have so many things? I told you to buy less things. Now you can't even move it back."
"I bought only the necessities of life..." Wei You explained in a weak tone.
As soon as she finished speaking, Wei's mother took out a wooden shoe rack from the box and said, "Why did you buy a shoe rack? I remember that the house you rented had a shoe cabinet, didn't it?"
"There are too many shoes to put away."
"You said you didn't buy random things, but why did you buy so much? Can you wear these shoes? You're not a crab with eight legs."
Wei You really wanted to retort, "Don't you buy shoes often?", but he was afraid that if he said one word, Rong Qing would nag him ten more times, so he resisted the urge to speak.
"Why did you buy two pairs of these identical shoes?" After a moment's silence, Rong Qing asked again.
Wei You was taking the pots and pans out of the box one by one. When he turned around after hearing what was said, he saw his mother holding two pairs of shoes of the same style, one pair with white logo and the other pair with black logo.
Wei You was stunned for a moment and was speechless.
"And these two pairs are exactly the same. Eh? Wait, these aren't yours, are they?" Rong Qing quickly noticed something was wrong and turned to ask, "Aren't your feet size 42? Why are these pairs all size 44?"
"That one belongs to Wei Xu," Wei You lowered his head and continued to unpack, trying to reply in a calm tone, "He lived with me for a while and forgot his shoes at my place."
"Why did you two buy so many of the same shoes?"
"Buy two pairs together for a discount." Wei You replied with a guilty conscience, and then persuaded: "Mom, you go and have a rest, I will pack it myself."
"No, it makes me uncomfortable to see all these boxes of your things piled here. If I ask you to clean them up by yourself, I don't know how long it will take you to receive them." Rong Qing said as she opened another box, which contained a thick stack of professional books.
Rong Qing flipped through a few books at random. Knowing that her son would never read such books, she asked, "Are these books also Xiao Wei's?"
"Um."
"Isn't he studying in college here? Why is he moving so much stuff? Is he going to give it to you?"
"He happened to be on a business trip to Xuchang for an internship. He felt uncomfortable staying in a hotel, so he stayed at my place temporarily."
Rong Qing didn’t know whether she believed it or didn’t care, and she didn’t ask any other questions.
Wei You, on the other hand, felt a little uneasy and asked hesitantly, "Mom, what do you think of Wei Xu?"
"That's great. Nowadays, it's rare to see someone handsome and so modest and polite." Rong Qing praised him. Then, she suddenly turned around and asked, "Last time he said he didn't have a girlfriend. Is that true?"
Wei You paused and replied, "It's true."
Rong Qing nodded: "That's even better, self-disciplined and dedicated."
Wei You was confused: "How did you know that?"
Rong Qing put Wei You's pile of shoes into the shoe box and said, "Don't you think about it? He is so handsome, there must be many girls chasing after him. He has not had a relationship yet, which means he takes relationships very seriously and is not casual at all. If he really has a relationship in the future, the other person must be his favorite after careful selection. I wonder to what extent he will spoil her."
Wei You inexplicably felt his ears getting hot, and he added in his heart that it was true that Wei Xu was loyal, but if you were to say that he was very picky, he really hadn't been very picky. He was just stubborn, and once he liked someone, he would focus on pursuing her.
"It's a pity that there's no suitable girl among our relatives to introduce," Rong Qing smacked her lips, "This is all your fault."
Wei You was confused: "What does this have to do with me?"
"Have you forgotten that when you were a child, your father and I wanted to have another sister. We asked you for your opinion at the time, but you refused. Later, you gave up the idea. Now think about it, if you had given birth to the child, Xiao Wei might have become my son-in-law."
"No, you just met once, didn't you? What on earth did he do to you?"
"It's just a pity. With such a good-looking face, it would be so prestigious to take her out. If you looked like that, I would feel comfortable looking at you every day."
Oh my god, Wei You finally understood. This is definitely a group of people who only care about appearance!
He snorted and said, "You don't have to worry about not being able to see him if he can't be your son-in-law. He will be here tonight."
"Xiao Wei is coming over?" Rong Qing looked up in surprise, "When?"
"Around five o'clock," Wei You said, "Come over for dinner and stay at my house for a night."
"Why didn't you tell me earlier!" Rong Qing suddenly became excited, stood up and patted the dust off her hands and said, "A guest wants to come? The vegetables we have at home are not enough. I'll go to the vegetable market to buy more. You clean up the things quickly. It would be embarrassing if the guests saw the mess."
Watching her kick her luggage aside, Wei You was speechless for a moment, and then he couldn't help but burst out laughing.
No matter what, it is a great blessing for him that Rong Qing likes Wei Xu.
·
As it was getting close to dinner time, Wei Xu came over carrying two large bags of fruit.
At that time, Wei You had just packed several boxes of luggage. He was almost exhausted. He sat on the sofa without any energy. Even the door had to be opened by Wei's father.
Wei Xu changed his shoes and walked in. After greeting the two parents, he walked straight to Wei You and sat down, asking, "Are you tired?"
"What do you think?" Wei You said weakly, "I have packed several boxes of luggage and I can't even lift my arms."
"Shall I give you a massage?"
"No, you're afraid they won't notice."
Wei You pointed towards the kitchen and said, "My mother is cooking. Do you want to? If you have nothing to do, go and help her. Now is the time to please your future mother-in-law before our relationship is exposed."
Wei Xu smiled softly: "Isn't she my mother-in-law?"
Wei You glared at him without any intimidation.
Wei Xu smiled even more brightly, and while Wei's father was not paying attention, he held his right hand and squeezed it affectionately. After expressing his longing for his lover, he got up and went to the kitchen.
When I opened the kitchen door, a smell of cooking oil and food hit me in the face.
Rong Qing was collecting the sauce from a dish and putting it on a plate when Wei Xu called out "Auntie" from behind her, which scared Rong Qing.
"Hey, how did you get in?"
"I'll help you." Wei Xu said directly, and looked across the kitchen counter and asked, "What else do you want to cook next?"
"No, no, you can just sit outside. It doesn't make sense to let the guests cook for you."
"It's okay, you don't have to treat me as a guest, I'm just here to eat."
Just as Rong Qing was about to say something, she heard her own son leaning against the door and persuading her, "Mom, let him cook. His cooking is delicious."
Rong Qing was upset when she saw him leaning against the door and munching on a pear. "What are you talking about? Let the guests help. Why don't you come yourself?"
Before Wei You could open his mouth to refute, Wei Xu said, "He must be very tired after coming from Xuchang. Please let him rest for a while. I will come to help."
"Yes, I'm tired too." Wei You immediately agreed.
Listening to them singing in unison, Rong Qing forgot what he originally wanted to say.
For a moment, she had an indescribable feeling in her heart. She was obviously the owner of this kitchen, but now she seemed to have become an outsider.
·
Dinner was almost ready, and with Wei Xu's joining, the process went much faster. In a short while, six dishes and a soup, enough for four people, were served on the table.
"The father and son are just eating like big bosses, and they are not as diligent as Xiao Wei..." As soon as Wei You and Wei Zhongqun sat down at the dining table, Wei's mother couldn't help but make fun of them.
The two father and son who were named fell silent and did not dare to respond to her.
"I see that Xiao Wei is quite good at cooking. He must cook often at home, right?" Rong Qing asked.
Wei Xu nodded: "Well, do it yourself when you are free."
"Young people should learn to cook for themselves. Eating takeout all the time is unhealthy." Rong Qing said, motioning to the father and son opposite: "Try this braised fish and this vinegar-fried cabbage. They are both made by him."
Wei Zhongqun took a piece of fish with chopsticks and tasted it, then gave a thumbs up and praised: "Not bad, not bad, the fish is fresh and tasty. Xiao Wei has such a skill, your wife will be blessed in the future."
Wei Xu nodded shyly when he was praised, and raised his head to look at Wei You opposite him. As soon as he met his brother's gaze, a subtle smile involuntarily appeared on the corner of his mouth.
Wei You naturally understood what he was thinking, and kicked him lightly under the table to remind him to be more restrained.
Rong Qing was just about to agree with Wei Zhongqun's words, but when she turned around, she saw the two of them exchanging secret glances. She suddenly felt a strange feeling in her heart and forgot what she wanted to say.
It could be said to be a woman's intuition. She always felt that the atmosphere between her son and his handsome friend was strange.
·
After dinner, Wei Xu helped to clean up the dishes and went to the kitchen to wash them.
This time, Rong Qing did not argue with him. She cut the big watermelon that Wei Xu bought for her and asked casually, "Auntie just helped Youyou pack his luggage that he brought back from Xuchang. There seemed to be a lot of your things in it. Have you ever stayed at his place?"
"Yeah, I lived there for a while before."
"Is it an internship, or are you going there to play?"
"Probably both. Mainly to prepare for graduation." Wei Xu answered ambiguously.
"Oh..." Rong Qing responded with a chuckle, then asked, "Does Xiao Wei have a girlfriend now?"
Wei Xu turned his head and glanced at her: "Auntie, do you want to introduce someone to me?"
"Yes," Rong Qing didn't really mean that, but she followed his words and said, "Auntie has a colleague at work who has a pretty daughter."
Wei Xu raised his lips and smiled: "Thank you for your kindness, but I already have a partner."
Rong Qing was stunned for a moment and said, "So soon, wasn't it here last time?"
"Not quickly. This is someone I've liked for a long time. I just pursued him two months ago." Wei Xu explained briefly, wiping the last plate dry and putting it into the sterilizer.
"Auntie, you are a step behind." Rong Qing sighed with pretended regret, then changed the subject and handed him the cut watermelon: "This watermelon is well chosen, with thin skin and thick flesh. It looks very sweet. Take it out and eat it."
"Um."
Watching the young man's back as he turned and walked out, Rong Qing couldn't help but frown, with an unspeakable worry lingering in her heart.
After cleaning up the remaining things in the kitchen, Rong Qing made herself a cup of hot tea. When she walked out of the kitchen with the thermos, Wei's father was sitting at the dining table playing Go on the computer.
She sat directly next to Wei's father. On the surface, she seemed to be watching Wei Zhongqun play chess, but in fact, she kept glancing at the two young men beside the sofa out of the corner of her eyes.
Her son was playing games on his phone, while Wei Xu was holding a fruit plate and concentrating on picking out the seeds from the watermelon with a fork, probably intending to eat it in one piece after picking out the seeds.
It looks normal. Maybe I'm just overthinking it.
Rong Qing had just thought of this and hadn't even breathed a sigh of relief when she saw Wei Xu pick up a piece of watermelon with the seeds removed and put it to her son's mouth.
And her son actually looked very contented, he didn't even look down, he just opened his mouth and ate the watermelon.
Witnessing this scene, Rong Qing suddenly felt the hairs on his arms stand up and couldn't help but bump into Wei Zhongqun next to him.
"Ouch, why did you... bump into me? I almost made a wrong move."
Rong Qing twisted his arm and whispered, "Look at them."
Wei Zhongqun followed her instructions and turned back: "Well, what's going on?"
"Xiao Wei is feeding our son watermelon."
"Oh, haha, the two brothers have a good relationship."
Rong Qing glanced at him with disdain.
Wei Zhongqun was confused: "Why are you looking at me like that?"
"It's useless to tell you."
Unable to count on Wei Zhongqun, Rong Qing could only discover the truth on her own. After that, she kept secretly watching the two people sitting by the sofa, and the more she watched, the more frightened she became.
Wei Xu worked hard to dig out watermelon seeds for half a day, but she didn't eat a single bite herself. She fed all of them to her son. He looked quite happy.
This attitude, this patience, Rong Qing asked herself whether she, as a mother, could achieve this.
After Wei Xu fed him a plate of watermelon, Wei You probably felt it was too sweet, so he got up and went to the kitchen to get some water.
Rong Qing finally found an opportunity, and quickly picked up the teacup, followed her son into the kitchen, and closed the door.
"Youyou, tell me honestly, are you dating someone?" she asked in a low voice as she entered the room.
Wei You almost choked on the ice water. He turned around and looked at her with a confused "ah".
"Xiao Wei said he has a girlfriend. Is this girlfriend you?"
This straight serve from his mother caught Wei You off guard. He panicked all of a sudden, leaning against the refrigerator with a weak back, and asked, "No, why do you think so?"
When Rong Qing saw his stuttering face, she could guess the truth: "Really?"
Even though the incident happened suddenly and Wei You was panicking, he didn't intend to hide it from them. Since Rong Qing had already guessed it, he nodded hesitantly and asked, "How did you guess it?"
"How did I guess that? You thought you two were pretending so well, but you still want to eat a watermelon? Hey, didn't I give you a lesson?"
Wei You hadn't reacted yet: "Isn't it just a watermelon?"
"Hey, watermelon," Rong Qing sneered, "I've been married to your father for almost 30 years, and he has never picked out watermelon seeds for me."
Wei You then realized why he was exposed: "Damn, I was careless!"
"What are you so careless about? Are you planning to hide such a big thing from us?"
"No, I'm afraid you won't agree."
"You are too reckless. Did you cause harm to others?"
"It's not what you think."
Wei You was feeling a little anxious. He was just thinking about his speech when there was a knock on the door.
Wei Xu was probably worried that something had happened inside because they hadn't come out for a long time, so he stood outside and asked, "Can I come in?"
Wei You glanced at Rong Qing sideways, with guilt and weakness in his eyes.
"The people who are protecting you are here." Rong Qing didn't know why she said this. She glanced at him and said, "Let's go out and talk."
·
"Wait a minute, did I hear you right?" Wei Zhongqun said with an expression of disbelief, "You said you two are dating?"
Wei You and Wei Xu looked at each other and nodded.
Wei Zhongqun frowned: "You two men?"
The two nodded again.
"Whatever the case, men or women, they are all human beings, what's so hard to understand?" Rong Qing couldn't stand Wei Zhongqun's attitude and interrupted, "If your son marries a female wife, you will have more daughters, and if he marries a male wife, you will have more sons, it's the same thing!"
"How can this be the same? He can't have a child with two men!"
"What era is it now? Why are you still so old-fashioned? There is no heir to the throne in our family, so why do you care whether he has children or not?"
"No, I'm worried about our son. Without a child, who will take care of him when he gets old?"
Wei Xu said, "I am two years younger than him. If nothing unexpected happens, I should die later than him. I can take care of him for the rest of his life."
"Don't talk. What you're saying is unlucky." Perhaps because she knew the change in her status, Rong Qing became less polite when speaking to Wei Xu.
"Dad, although Wei Xu is a man, this does not affect our actual life. As for children, even if he is with a woman, he may not necessarily have children, right?"
Wei You said seriously, "He and I are not together for fun, we are together after making sufficient plans and intentions. We really hope to get your and mom's support and blessings, but if you really can't accept it, we will try to appear in front of you less in the future."
"Wow, you're starting to threaten me," Wei Zhongqun raised his voice, "If I don't agree, you're going to split up the family, right?"
"That's not what I meant," Wei You sighed, "I'm just afraid of being an eyesore to you."
"Alright, alright, stop arguing and calm down. I don't want to be that annoying parent in a TV show who forcibly breaks up a couple." Rong Qing first persuaded Wei Zhongqun, and then said to the two young people, "I understand this now. Since you have made your decision, we as parents cannot force you to separate. But your dad is so old, and it will be difficult for him to accept that you suddenly have a boyfriend. You have to give him some time."
"I know. What I mean is to give Dad more time to accept it."
Wei Zhongqun seemed unwilling to listen to him more. He snorted, then stood up and walked into the bedroom without looking back.
Rong Qing looked helpless upon seeing this and said, "I'll go talk to him," and then followed him into the room.
As soon as the two of them left, the living room suddenly became quiet and the atmosphere became particularly silent.
Because of this accident, the joy of reunion between the two young people disappeared without a trace.
Wei Xu rarely lost his usual calm demeanor, his brows revealing nervousness and anxiety. After a long silence, he whispered, "It's all my fault. I didn't know how to handle it properly."
"Why blame you? This day would come sooner or later." Wei You saw the guilt and worry in his heart, so he held his hand and squeezed it hard: "I'll go in and talk to them later. You don't have to go. There are some things they are too embarrassed to say in front of you."
Wei Xu frowned slightly, still feeling worried.
Wei You touched his shoulder and comforted him, "It's okay, don't worry."
"Um."
·
Wei You deliberately left enough time for the two elders to talk and did not go to his parents' bedroom until nearly ten o'clock in the evening.
At that time, both parents had finished washing up and were lying in bed, one was watching videos on his mobile phone, and the other was reading a book. Their bedtime activities were very quiet.
Rong Qing seemed to have expected him to come. As soon as he entered the room, she put down her phone and asked, "Are you here to persuade me?"
"If you don't explain clearly, I'm worried that you won't be able to sleep tonight." Wei You said in a flattering manner with a smile.
Seeing that Wei's father was still reading without raising his head, he pulled the chair beside the desk closer to his father's bed, sat back on the chair with his legs apart, and rested his chin on the back of the chair looking at his parents.
Rong Qing glanced at Wei Zhongqun and said, "Don't bother trying to persuade me. Talk to your dad instead."
Wei You raised his eyebrows in surprise: "So, Mom, you agree?"
"Why should I disagree? I've always been worried that the wife you'll find in the future won't match my personality. What if you find a spoiled one who wants me to give in to her in every way? I think I'll age ten years in a year."
Rong Qing spoke calmly, and it seemed that she had really thought it through: "It's all right now. At least we don't have to worry about the conflict between the mother-in-law and the daughter-in-law. I also like Wei Xu very much. If you two are together, I will give birth to an extra son. When the four of us go on a trip in the future, we will have one more person to help carry the luggage. How great."
Wei You didn't expect that she would arrange it to this extent, and said: "Wei Xu must be very happy to hear you say this. He has always hoped to have an elder who would care and love him."
"What do you mean?" Rong Qing sensed something unusual in his words, "Xiao Wei's family treats him badly?"
"It's not very good." Wei You hesitated for a moment, and decided to briefly describe Wei Xu's family situation to his parents.
He did this not to seek his parents' pity and sympathy, but simply hoped that when they were together in the future, his parents, as elders, could give Wei Xu more love and care.
However, he ignored the fact that he was the one who personally accompanied Wei Xu in his growth.
He thought he was being very straightforward, but in fact his words were inevitably mixed with his own subjective opinions, which made the two elders who were listening to him couldn't help but get emotional, and they shook their heads and sighed in the process.
"So that's how it is...his parents are so irresponsible. Just looking at Xiao Wei's current appearance, I would never have thought that he grew up in such a family environment. It's really not easy for this child."
After listening to Wei Xu's growth experience, Rong Qing felt more and more fond of the outstanding and well-educated young man, and even started thinking about what delicious food to make for Wei Xu tomorrow morning.
Wei Zhongqun sighed: "This kid is very resilient and can endure hardships. He will definitely have a bright future."
Hearing his father speak, Wei You raised his eyebrows: "Dad, are you no longer angry?"
"I say character is one thing, but feelings are another," Wei Zhongqun asked calmly without looking him in the eye, "How did you two meet?"
"Well... this matter is very complicated if I talk about it. It's longer and more complicated than an entire TV series."
"Then I'll make it short."
"It's hard to tell a long story short."
Wei You thought about it seriously for a moment, and decided to give up telling this bizarre story, and sighed, "I know what you are worried about, but it is really difficult for me to explain it to you.
"Anyway, all you need to know is that he and I have known each other for a long time. We have been through a lot together, walked a long way together, and experienced all the ups and downs of life.
"In short, no one in this world knows him better than me. Similarly, I dare say that apart from you two, no one in this world loves me more than him. Anyone could abandon me, but he won't."
Perhaps it was because the tone of his last sentence was too sincere that the two elders were speechless for a moment.
Just as Wei You understood Wei Xu, they also understood their son. Given Wei You's character, he would not casually make such big statements.
Since he dared to say so, he must be absolutely sure.
After a while, Wei Zhongqun closed the book and said, "Since you said so, what else can we say? Your life belongs to the two of you, so just live it well."
Wei You stood up and said, "Dad, do you agree too?"
"Otherwise, your mother wants that boy to help her carry her luggage. What's the point of me opposing it alone?" Wei Zhongqun breathed a sigh of relief when he said this, and said in a gentle tone: "But even if we agree, the older generation still has to keep it a secret. They can't stand being provoked."
"Yeah, I know." Wei You couldn't help but smile.
Although he had expected this, when he finally got his parents' support and recognition, the strong energy and courage provided by his family still moved him deeply and his heart was overwhelmed.
·
When Wei You came out of the room, he saw Wei Xu sitting on the sofa in the living room with a worried look on his face.
"How about it?"
Wei You pointed to his room and motioned him to go back and talk.
After returning to the room and turning on the light, Wei You leaned against the door and smiled slightly at the young man's worried look: "They agreed."
Wei Xu's eyes widened slightly: "Really?"
"Well, I told you they would agree," Wei You said in a more confident tone than before, "From today on, my parents are your parents. This is not what I said, it was what they said themselves. From now on, we are a family of four."
Perhaps shocked by the future described by his words, Wei Xu maintained a dull expression for a while, and then a crystal clear and moist mist appeared in those cold eyes.
"What's wrong? Why are you crying?" Wei You was startled. When he saw the redness in the corners of his eyes, his heart softened as if it had turned into melting chocolate.
Wei Xu pursed his lips and asked, "Should I go and thank them?"
"Let's talk about it tomorrow. They are all asleep."
"oh."
"Okay, stop crying. You're an adult already, but you still act like a child." Wei You hated to see him looking so pitiful. Perhaps because he loved him more and more, he could resonate with Wei Xu's emotions more and more. Whenever he saw him crying, he couldn't help but feel the urge to cry.
He raised his hand to cover the other's eyelashes that were trembling slightly due to crying: "It's a good thing, be happy."
"Yeah, I'm very happy." Wei Xu held his hand and moved it to his waist, then opened his arms to hug him, and whispered: "Except for the time when you agreed to be with me, now is the happiest moment in my life."
Wei You couldn't help laughing. He stroked his head along his soft hair with his right hand and scolded with a smile: "Are you stupid or not..."
"I'm serious."
"I understand what you mean, but don't talk about life all the time," Wei You sighed, "This is just the beginning, you still have a long time to be happy in the future..."
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March 1, 2021 / Monday / Cloudy
Yesterday was the luckiest day in the past five years. I will treasure this ticket to the secret room.
Even now when I think back on it it still feels unreal. I never thought we would meet again in such an occasion.
When he walked in from the door, I recognized him at once, but he didn't see me, maybe because the light was too dim.
At that time, I really wanted to rush over and hug him, but I was worried that this was just a dream and I didn't dare to disturb him.
Later I realized it was real and not a dream. For a long time, I couldn't recover from the shock.
He is a little afraid of ghosts, which is very cute, and this gave me an opportunity.
We kissed in the bride's closet. I was not as calm as I looked. My heart almost jumped out of my chest. I was afraid that he would be angry and afraid to see his disappointed look. But I always felt that if I missed this opportunity, there would probably be no next time. So I mustered up the courage to kiss him.
Thank God, he didn't show any disgust. His lips were soft and his reaction seemed a little shy. I was too nervous at the time and couldn't see clearly.
It's a shame, I could have kissed longer if the staff hadn't interrupted me.
Perhaps it was the courage brought by this kiss that made me confess my feelings again last night.
In fact, I regretted it right after I said it. We had just met and I shouldn't have been so rash. But I didn't expect that he didn't refuse, but seriously said that he would consider it.
He really indulges me too much. Sometimes I even feel that the requests I make are excessive.
But thanks to his indulgence, I was able to wait for so many years with that fantasy that was almost impossible to come true...
I booked a flight to Xuchang. I’m so anxious. I really can’t wait even for another day!
March 4, 2021 / Thursday / Sunny
I moved to Xuchang today and officially live with my brother.
Although we had lived together for a long time before, it was obvious that this time was different. He agreed to be with me last night!
No, to be exact, it was early this morning.
Today, March 4th, will be my lucky day from now on, a anniversary.
Of course, I knew in my heart that he was with me only because he read my diary and was moved.
He may only like me a little, or even not love me at all, but what does it matter? As long as he is willing to be with me, I am not greedy at all.
There is still a lot of time, and one day, I will make him like me.
I wrote this diary while my brother went downstairs to buy something. Now he is about to come back, and I can't let him see me being lazy.
The sun is shining, it's time to clean up!
April 5, 2021 / Monday / Cloudy
Nervous, excited, and excited to the point of being blurry!
Yesterday was a memorable day. It was my first night, and it was also the day when I officially grew into a man worthy of my brother’s support!
I have so much to say but I don’t know how to say it. Anyway, I am very happy, extremely happy!!!
Everything was perfect, with only one regret. It might be because I was too nervous the first time, so I didn’t perform very well and was a little embarrassed. But the second time was normal. I hope brother can forget the bad first time and just remember the second time!
May 6, 2021 / Thursday / Sunny
There's nothing special worth recording, I just couldn't sleep so I got up and wrote something down.
It was late, he should go to bed.
Even though we had already talked via video at night, I still missed him so much. I wanted to kiss him, hug him, and make love with him all night long...
I am becoming more and more indecent. If my brother acquires the ability to read minds one day, he will definitely be surprised why my brain is so full of yellow things.
When will you come? Come quickly. This city is too boring without you. I miss you so much...
May 16, 2021 / Sunday / Cloudy
I think the luckiest thing in my life is meeting you.
Because of you, I was able to walk out of that dark and cold family, to have firm beliefs, to follow your footsteps without hesitation until now, and to realize the extravagant hopes that I never dared to think of before.
You always say that I like to look at things from the worst perspective. That's because I always tend to lower my expectations for everything to the lowest level. If I have nothing to lose, I won't be disappointed.
But now, this habit of mine seems to have been slowly changed by you. I am more and more willing to conceive perfect plans for every little thing, and willing to depict and imagine a beautiful future. This is the courage you give me.
Maybe you will see this diary in the future (as I write this, I have already imagined your disgusted expression after reading the diary, haha).
Although I have said it many times, I want to say it again.
Brother, thank you for giving me a complete new home.
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