Amidst cries, Shen Mingyue, her consciousness fading, passed away, completing the final leg of her life.
The moment she was plunged into complete darkness, Shen Mingyue thought she was about to vanish.
Unexpectedly, when she regained consciousness, she found herself floating in mid-air as a soul.
She suddenly realized, so there really is a soul after people die?
Looking at her crying daughters, Shen Mingyue felt a lump in her throat and wanted to comfort them and tell them not to be sad for her.
She's still here.
But they couldn't touch them at all, as if there was an invisible wall separating them from the real world.
She tried several times, but in the end she had to give up. She could only float in mid-air, watching them hug each other and cry, feeling extremely sad.
Fortunately, time heals all wounds.
As time went by, the daughters' emotions, although still grieving, had improved considerably.
I can now muster my strength and get to her funeral arrangements.
Shen Mingyue has gone from being confused and uncomfortable at the beginning to being calm and accepting the fact that she has died and become a soul.
I just don't know when I will disappear or be reincarnated.
She watched calmly until the funeral, when she saw Jiang Muyun send a message to Jiang He.
Upon seeing Jiang He's name, Shen Mingyue was startled.
Jiang He has always been a hidden pain in her heart. For five years, she has been trying very hard not to think about Jiang He.
To avoid thinking about Jiang He too much, she even stopped using her phone much.
She was afraid that seeing Jiang He's news again would make her feel bad.
Shen Mingyue's feelings toward her son Jiang He were extremely complicated.
There is guilt, self-blame, resentment, and also avoidance and fear of facing it.
As a mother, she was truly wrong and did too many things that hurt Jiang He.
Over the years, she has never dared to go to Jiang He, and in front of her daughters, she always appears to have let go of everything.
I don't want them to worry.
But in reality, deep down, she still kept Jiang He in her thoughts.
He had always hoped that he could gain Jiang He's forgiveness.
Seeing Jiang Muyun send a message to Jiang He, she couldn't help but feel a sense of anticipation.
What will Jiang He do when she sees the message?
Will you answer?
Will he come to see her?
Will he forgive her?
Time ticked by, but Jiang He still hadn't replied.
Seeing Jiang Muyun's disappointed expression, Shen Mingyue felt equally disappointed and sad.
Until the funeral.
She saw Jiang He's figure.
Even though Jiang He only placed a bouquet of flowers on her tombstone, said nothing, and did nothing.
And just like that, they left.
But Shen Mingyue was still in tears, her heart filled with self-blame, guilt and regret.
Jiang He is really good, very good.
However, she cruelly hurt and pushed away such a good child.
If there were a second chance.
If she could do it all over again, she would never treat Jiang He like that. She would make it up to him, love him, and take care of him.
If I could do it all over again...
Shen Mingyue spoke in a daze, it was hard to tell whether it was because the sun was too strong or because it was time to leave.
After she finished speaking, her vision went black, and she was plunged into complete darkness.
...
When Shen Mingyue regained consciousness, she found herself sitting on the sofa in the living room of the Jiang family villa.
Beside her stood the spirited Jiang Hechuan.
Standing before me was Jiang He in his teens, dressed in tattered clothes, his shoes with holes sticking out his big toe, looking thin and pitiful.
Seeing Shen Mingyue looking at him, young Jiang He looked over expectantly, his dark eyes filled with admiration and longing.
Shen Mingyue's heart softened at the sight.
My eyes welled up with tears.
This is Jiang He on her first day back at the Jiang family villa after the human traffickers were arrested.
"Mingyue, don't be angry, Jiang He..."
Jiang Hechuan sat to the side, his gaze fixed on Jiang Bai, who was playing the piano, his eyes filled with pride, oblivious to Shen Mingyue's deep affection.
He knew without even guessing that, given Shen Mingyue's personality, she would never like Jiang He, who was so low-class.
They might even feel extreme disgust and disappointment towards him.
Just as he was about to say something to stir things up and make Shen Mingyue dislike Jiang He even more.
Before he could finish speaking, he was slapped across the face!
"Jiang Hechuan! You bastard, what kind of talk is that!"
Realizing that she had truly been reborn on the day Jiang He returned, Shen Mingyue slapped Jiang Hechuan across the face without a second thought.
It was a completely subconscious reaction.
In her past life, when she was dealing with Jiang Hechuan and Bai Yanran, she slapped Jiang Hechuan so often that it became a habit.
How satisfying!
Jiang Hechuan really deserves to die.
In this second life, Shen Mingyue is free of prejudice and knows about Jiang Hechuan and Jiang Bai's schemes.
Looking at their schemes, I really think they are extremely vicious and shameful.
The Jiang family is not short of money. When Jiang Hechuan went to pick up Jiang He and saw the clothes Jiang He was wearing, as a father, he did not think of changing his child's clothes.
Jiang He was left standing in the living room dressed in such a disheveled state.
Jiang Bai was dressed formally and politely, and then played the piano there.
This is a stark contrast.
Jiang Hechuan had calculated that she would definitely dislike Jiang He because of his personality, think he was not respectable, and despise him as a good-for-nothing.
From then on, he didn't care about Jiang He at all, and found fault with her in every way. He only cared about Jiang Bai, didn't he?
What's infuriating is that Jiang Hechuan actually did it in his past life.
Shen Mingyue sincerely regretted and repented for her heinous acts in her previous life.
She was wrong, she was really wrong.
Now God has given her a second chance.
She must make it up to Jiang He!
"Are you crazy?!"
"Mom—why did you hit Dad?"
Jiang Hechuan was slapped, his face burning with intense anger.
Jiang Bai was also stunned.
What's going on? This isn't what was planned.
Shouldn't Shen Mingyue be angry at Jiang He's undignified behavior?
But why was Shen Mingyue angry, yet directed at Jiang Hechuan?
What's wrong with her?
At this moment, Shen Mingyue couldn't care less about all that.
Under the angry and incredulous gazes of Jiang Hechuan and Jiang Bai, she stood up straight and walked quickly to Jiang He.
With red eyes, he hugged Jiang He tightly.
"Jiang He, you've suffered so much!"
"It's all Mom's fault, Mom will definitely make it up to you!"
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