Because Jiang Hechuan is her father, the head of the family.
At that time, she was still a child, and she didn't have the courage to hate Jiang Hechuan, her elder.
She was instinctively timid.
She also didn't want to face the fact that her father didn't love her.
She dared not and could not hate Jiang Hechuan.
As for Jiang Bai...
She didn't have the courage to hate him either.
Jiang Bai is the darling of the family, and everyone likes him.
If she dislikes Jiang Bai and hates him, it's equivalent to going against her entire family.
Therefore, she could only brainwash herself.
She didn't dislike Jiang Bai; on the contrary, she was grateful to him and liked him very much.
It was Jiang Bai's arrival that brought Mom and Dad back together and made the atmosphere at home happy and joyful.
A family can't be without Jiang Bai.
Because she was kind to Jiang Bai and liked taking care of him, she gained a greater sense of presence at home.
People would also show concern for Jiang Bai and mention her when they were concerned about Jiang Bai, because of her good relationship with Jiang Bai.
Therefore, she became the person in the family who was closest to Jiang Bai and liked him the most.
But such self-deception is also painful for her.
Deep in my heart, there has always been anger and resentment.
However, she could neither hate Jiang Hechuan nor Jiang Bai. On the contrary, she admired and respected Jiang Hechuan and cared about Jiang Bai.
Therefore, she chose to vent her anger on the weaker Jiang He, finding an outlet and justification for her dark emotions.
Over the years, she has always told herself that Jiang He was the one who caused her misfortune.
She was right to hate Jiang He.
But now, Jiang He's words have completely torn away her facade, forcing her to face reality.
It turns out that she was so vulnerable and weak inside.
Jiang Wenyu couldn't face herself like this, and she completely broke down.
He didn't bother to look for Jiang He again, fearing that she might say something hurtful again.
Now she just wants to find a place where she can be alone and have some peace and quiet.
She really, really couldn't accept this fact.
Jiang Wenyu didn't want to go back to the hospital or the Jiang family villa, and wandered around outside like a lost soul all day.
Finally, he went to a private club, found a private room, and started drinking alone, hoping to drown his sorrows in alcohol.
During this time, Jiang Muyun and the others didn't see her and were afraid she would cause trouble, so they kept calling her.
She didn't answer any of them.
It wasn't until almost 3 a.m. that Jiang Wenyu, half-drunk and half-awake, realized what she had been doing.
Seeing the countless missed calls on her phone, and even a voice message from Shen Mingyue, she worriedly asked where she had gone and why she hadn't come home yet.
Jiang Wenyu gave himself a good scolding.
How could you do this? You know Mom is sick, yet you still make her worry about you.
I can't keep being so颓废 (颓废 is a difficult word to translate directly, but it implies a state of being listless, dispirited, or demoralized).
After vomiting in the restroom and washing his face with cold water, Jiang Wenyu forced himself to wake up and drove home.
There were few people and cars on the road in the early morning, and Jiang Wenyu drove very fast.
The cold wind blowing in through the open car window made her feel much more awake.
Jiang Wenyu habitually turned, heading towards the only road home.
However, at an intersection, they saw a familiar car in the distance slowly pull up to the side of the road.
That's Jiang Bai's car!
Jiang Wenyu instinctively stepped on the brakes.
It's a little past 4 a.m. now, and the sky is already starting to lighten.
She saw Jiang Bai get out of the car, seemingly troubled by something, or something else.
He stood a little distance from the car, smoking irritably.
This was the first time Jiang Wenyu had seen Jiang Bai in a long time.
The moment Jiang Wenyu saw Jiang Bai, her eyes turned red.
She truly hated Jiang Bai.
After learning the truth, but not being allowed to return to China and forced to stay abroad, she cursed Jiang Bai countless times, wishing him dead.
She felt a little better after learning about the tragic fate of Jiang Hechuan and Jiang Bai.
I thought the strongest emotions had passed.
Unexpectedly, when Jiang Wenyu actually saw Jiang Bai this time, an overwhelming flame of hatred ignited in her heart.
Then I thought of Jiang He's merciless words.
Jiang Wenyu discovered that she hated Jiang Bai far more than she had imagined.
She truly hated him!
She hated him so much!
She thought about how she had been deceiving herself and brainwashing herself into liking and flattering Jiang Bai all these years.
Thinking back to how Jiang Hechuan had neglected her, and how he had said those words so that Jiang Bai could return to the Jiang family without any problem, she realized that Jiang Hechuan's actions were motivated by a desire to make Jiang Bai's return to the Jiang family a legitimate reason.
Thinking of the harm and deception Jiang Bai inflicted on them, and how he used them as pawns.
Thinking of Shen Mingyue's illness...
If it weren't for Jiang Bai, none of this would have happened.
The lingering alcohol in his body ignited the flames of hatred, burning away all of Jiang Wenyu's reason.
A wicked idea suddenly popped into her mind.
That is—crash it!
Make Jiang Bai disappear completely.
As soon as this thought arose, Jiang Wenyu felt a sudden sense of clarity. All the pain and contradictions, all the resentment and unwillingness, found an outlet at this moment.
Yes, all the suffering was brought about by Jiang Bai.
Without Jiang Bai, everything will disappear.
Without Jiang Bai, Jiang Hechuan wouldn't have let her go to find Jiang He, who was being targeted by human traffickers, for his sake.
Without Jiang Bai, Jiang Hechuan would have no son, and would only love his daughters even more.
Without Jiang Bai, she wouldn't have to deceive herself into trying to please him anymore.
There's no need to harbor resentment and bitterness for so many years.
Without Jiang Bai, Jiang Hechuan would be in pain.
She can not only take revenge, but also get back at her heartless father, Jiang Hechuan!
As long as Jiang Bai disappears, that's all that matters!
This thought swirled in Jiang Wenyu's mind, growing larger and larger.
In Jiang Wenyu's mind, it felt like a long time had passed, but in reality, less than a minute had gone by.
Within a minute, Jiang Wenyu seemed to be bewitched by a demon, staring at Jiang Bai, who was completely unaware and still smoking with his back to her.
Evil arises from the heart.
She looked around; the road was empty, and there was no one there.
The sky was still overcast, and things weren't very clear.
Jiang Bai got out of the driver's seat. He had been standing outside for so long, and no one else had gotten out of the car, so there must have been no third party present.
As for the surveillance cameras on the road.
There are no surveillance cameras on this section of the road. You have to drive about 500 meters further ahead and enter the main road before you'll find surveillance cameras.
There was no one around, no surveillance cameras, and Jiang Bai stood there with his back to her, completely unsuspecting.
She also harbored deep hatred for Jiang Bai.
Run into it!
Run into it!
Jiang Wenyu felt the voice in her mind growing louder and louder—
Under the influence of this voice, fueled by alcohol and hatred, Jiang Wenyu's eyes turned red, and he shakily started the car and stepped on the gas.
It rammed into Jiang Bai!
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