Yuan Yuanyuan herself is not that literary, and she would not think of such a fancy phrase as "beauty in the desolation". She just simply feels good recently...

Not only did she feel good about uncovering the truth, but she was also stunned by the sudden reduction of her workload by half. When she was in the Mask Organization, she was really being used as a handyman all the time. Now she is the boss here, drinking wine, eating meat, and having girls every day... Well, she doesn't have these, except for a charming proprietress.

Because we don't know the internal situation of City C yet, we don't even need to go back to City C for now. In the pub, there is basically singing and dancing every day. I don't know what the proprietress was thinking recently, she actually brought a group of beautiful girls over. When they dance, they seem to be immortals. They come to the hall to dance every day.

Yuan Yuanyuan drank half of her wine... and her eyes never left the girls below. Although she is a woman, she also likes to look at girls who are pleasing to the eye. These girls are so beautiful, and I don’t know where they were found... bah,

"Excuse me, what are you looking at?" The proprietress came over quietly, then pinched the flesh on Yuan Yuanyuan's waist and squeezed it...

Yuan Yuanyuan had a blank expression on her face, with only one thought in her mind.

Ah...my deskmate in elementary school, I was wrong. I shouldn't have been so mean to you back then...I was really wrong...

The girl opposite her was still dancing. Yuan Yuanyuan thought, what does this have to do with me? If I wanted to, I could conjure up a beautiful face in a minute. She would definitely be prettier than the girl opposite me. I have everything she should have.

However, even though she had a lot of complaints in her heart, she couldn't show any of it on the surface.

She almost never showed up. When she was about to leave that day, the boss lady behind her suddenly stopped her and asked, "Are you going to leave like this?"

"Hmm?" Yuan Yuanyuan didn't understand what she meant.

"Recently, the news that you've died has been spreading outside," the lady boss said. "Your reputation has gradually changed. Don't you want to consider making some plans for yourself?"

"What do you mean?"

"You're not really going to disappear from everyone's sight forever, are you?" The lady boss stroked her hair. "I don't think you'd be so easily willing to give up."

"So what if it is, so what if it isn't?" Yuan Yuanyuan said, "Anyway, it has already come to this... I was scolded so badly before, and no one spoke up for me..."

She waved her hand, turned around and walked out of the bar again. This time the proprietress did not call her back.

Yuan Yuanyuan read the last issue of Monster Chronicles. Actually, she had something to complain about. Fanning searched for the memories of monsters in the comics. He was trembling with fear while searching, afraid of being discovered by others. He kept saying sorry in his heart... What's the point of saying sorry? And since it was published in the comics, it would definitely be discovered! Why do you do such a thing?

Comics and reality are too closely connected, and this kind of situation will occur. Sometimes you think that something is well hidden, but in the end it will be completely uncovered and exposed to the sun. That is a public execution... Yuan Yuanyuan knew this problem a long time ago, so she is more careful in doing things. The Sanqing Sect suffered a lot last time, and now the joke has spread to the monsters.

Because Yuan Yuanyuan is considered a relatively big shot, many things have reached her ears. She also recently heard about the Sanqing Sect being ridiculed, and she felt very relieved.

The ups and downs outside are attributed to each individual, but in fact, it is still the same as usual, getting up to work, leaving home early and returning late.

Yuan Yuanyuan went out to buy some instant noodles and came back to prepare for Fat Cat's return. Fat Cat called yesterday and said that he really couldn't find any news about Yuan and was going to come back to stay with her for a few days. Yuan Yuanyuan was very happy. Wasn't it supposed to be like this? Why go out to look for him? He would definitely not find him. All the news had been blocked. Currently, only she and the boss lady knew about it.

Xiaoxi was unaware of the ups and downs going on outside. She was just anxiously waiting for the new plot. She especially wanted to see what happened next. She had no appetite and her mother thought she had been heartbroken again.

Xiaoxi now uses a brand new alias to chat with people on the Internet. She doesn't use any of the old aliases anymore. The only use of this new alias is to discuss Yuan.

Now when she chats with people online, it feels like she is meeting spies, and everything is done in secret every day.

[Actually, what do you think is the most attractive thing about her? ] The person on the other side of the Internet who she has been chatting with the most recently said, [It is that sense of vulnerability, that sense of vulnerability...]

[Yes!] Xiaoxi was just like she had found the organization. [When I saw him vomiting blood before, I actually had an impulse in my heart, but it was completely different from his personality, strong and tragic... cough, but I didn't feel comfortable telling others at the time, and I'm not comfortable telling others now, but since you said it first, I'll just say that this feeling is really great...]

The two of them sighed together, "This is great!" Then they sighed together about how delicious this battle-damaged food was, how tasty it was...

For some people, once they meet someone who is extremely addictive but also difficult to describe in some aspects, even if their subconscious mind has begun to be attracted to them, their reason will quickly convince them to ignore it.

Xiaoxi was like this before. In fact, Yuan's character is really attractive, but she never thought about it that way before, and even avoided it on purpose, so naturally she didn't pay much attention to it.

In fact, it all comes down to a fixed impression that is too deep, beyond one's own feelings...

[Actually, I still have a vague idea.] The person opposite Xiaoxi called, [Actually, the setting that Yuan was once a cross-dressing man... really made me come up with 10,000 words in my mind, which makes it even more feminine! Who thought of adding this setting to a boy's manga... Ji Qiu is definitely a fu boy, I tell you, this is so appealing...]

The smile on Xiaoxi's face suddenly disappeared.

[This setting is really... very suitable for certain occasions. Sorry, I got a little too excited. Are you still there? ]

[Yes.] Xiaoxi said, [I have to go out for a while, let's talk tomorrow.]

She turned off the computer, turned around and walked out angrily. What the hell is this? It's just bullshit... The setting of the cross-dressing man is just, just too ridiculous. There is no meaning at all. It is just a setting to cater to some rotten girls with unique tastes...

Xiaoxi turned and walked towards the convenience store at the door. As soon as she got downstairs, she saw a girl holding a cat in her arms and nagging at the cat.

"I told you not to go out, but you insisted on going out. Look how much weight you have lost?" The girl shook her head, as if the cat could really understand her. Xiaoxi thought the girl was quite interesting, actually talking to a cat like that.

"Come, let's see what kind of cat food you want?" The girl lifted up the cat and let the cat with a particularly big face face a row of cat food.

"Meow——" The cat made a long sound and kept stretching its claws towards one of the cat food...

The girl walked around again and came to the bookshelf, and took out a new collection of monster records from it. Xiaoxi, who was standing next to the bookshelf, saw it and her eyes lit up.

"Do you like this comic book too? The character Yuan in it is very handsome, right?" Maybe because she had never seen this girl before, her fanboy closet syndrome was cured in front of strangers. She smiled and chatted with the girl.

"Ah?" The girl who was being approached was stunned for a moment, then smiled, looking very pretty, "It's OK, the face is not bad..."

"I've been reading this comic recently." Xiaoxi is in a mania period recently. Fans in this period are the kind of people who can chat with each other on the bus when they see each other reading something they like. The two of them happened to be going the same way, so Xiaoxi chatted with them all the way.

The girl had been listening quietly, and when she heard her say "The Most Beautiful Desolation", she suddenly said, "Who wrote this? It sounds really amazing."

"My goddess." Xiao Xi said proudly, "You write very well."

Although Xiaoxi pretended not to know the goddess in front of her friends, she could still blow her praises in front of strangers.

"I think this most beautiful desolation... is really well written." said the girl over there. The cat in her arms looked at Xiaoxi with its flat face. For some reason, Xiaoxi felt scared. She was a little afraid of the cat.

"It's actually quite difficult to stick to your original aspirations and stick to yourself, and it's even more difficult without external interference, so from this point of view, Yiqi is really a very powerful person." The girl said while hugging the cat, "But to say that he has nothing is a bit exaggerated."

"How could that be?" Xiao Xi suddenly got angry. "He has nothing? What's wrong with that? He has nothing! Obviously..."

"No, what I mean is..." The girl suddenly felt at a loss for words, "Forget it, why do I feel so weird? Why should I argue with you about this in the street? It's so embarrassing..."

The cat in her arms suddenly meowed, and then kept meowing all the way.

When they were almost at the gate of the community, the girl talked to Xiaoxi about some less intense topics. The two of them still had a lot in common. However, Xiaoxi noticed a sense of disharmony when they talked about Yu Yuan.

Once it comes to the bottom, this girl's thinking is always different from others. Others all start from the perspective of whitewashing the villain, with a natural sense of excitement and pleasure, but this girl's attitude is, "Oh, it's okay", "It's OK", and it doesn't seem to be very exciting.

Moreover, the girl showed a strong feeling of rejection towards some of the things she said. For example, when Xiaoxi talked about how much he must have endured in his heart when he heard others scolding him, the micro-expression on the girl's face was very interesting.

This situation always gave Xiaoxi a sense of disharmony, but she couldn't remember where this feeling of disharmony came from for a while.

When the two said goodbye at the gate of the community, Xiaoxi still felt a little unsatisfied. She always felt that she had not said enough. Since she couldn't tell anyone about it in real life, she felt particularly aggrieved. She finally caught someone, but she couldn't hold it in anymore.

When they were about to break up, the girl suddenly said, "That most beautiful desolation... is good, but I always feel it is too sad. It's not necessary."

"Why?" Xiaoxi asked.

"Because...what if he thinks it's not that beautiful, nor that desolate?" the girl opposite said, "In fact, in the final analysis, beauty and desolation are things in the eyes of others, and are also defined by others."

"For many things, only other people would think they are beautiful. The person involved may not pay much attention to this, and most people don't feel that sensitively either... From this perspective, isn't this sentence a bit wrong? But actually, I also like this... When I read comics before, I also liked this kind of beauty and tragedy, but it's just that I can't really relate to it..."

Xiaoxi was stunned.

The girl waved her hand, picked up the cat and went upstairs, leaving Xiaoxi alone.

Xiaoxi thought for a while and shook her head. How could she not relate to it? This is the beauty, the strength and the tragedy. How fitting it is.

How could it not be miserable?

Yuan Yuanyuan really didn't feel it was that bad, but Yiqi did. She carried Fatty upstairs and said in a daze, "Oh my god, I was scared to death just now... Why do I feel so ashamed? I've heard of people bowing their heads to confess before, but why is this the first time I've seen people bowing their heads to confess?"

She lowered her head and looked at the fat cat. Suddenly, she was startled. The fat cat's eyes were filled with tears...

"It's so miserable, you heartless woman..." said the fat cat with tears in his eyes.

Yuan Yuanyuan felt something was wrong, and soon she realized that it wasn't just a few people who thought she was miserable, but everyone thought she was miserable...

And when everyone thinks you are miserable, that magical effect comes out and you can easily be treated as a seriously ill patient.

The new issue was published on Sunday, and the Internet became extremely popular, sweeping the country in a frightening trend.

When Yuan Yuanyuan's long-lost phantom form appeared in front of a monster, the monster's attitude made her a little frightened...