Chapter 242 Extra: Past Life (34)
Sha Ge was worried that Shan Qingshan wouldn't be able to handle it.
He discovered that Shan Qingshan's grades had been stolen.
The person who replaced him was Shan Jian, his younger brother. He didn't graduate from university and now works as a food delivery driver.
He found out that Shan Huai used the 500,000 yuan to buy a house and get married.
He discovered that Susan had gone to the village on her own and stayed there by herself.
He discovered that everyone in the village said Susan was carrying a single child.
He discovered that Susan was delivered by Shan Fang and Shan Qingshan's grandmother, which led to severe bleeding and her eventual death.
Sha Ge pushed a sealed bag over.
There were a few hairs in the bag.
"After thinking it over and over, I finally managed to get some of Shan Jian's and Shan Huai's hair."
Only a paternity test can definitively confirm whose child Shan Qingshan is.
Sha Ge stared worriedly at Shan Qingshan, watching every change in his expression.
He can tell.
After being together for so many years, he could spot even a tiny twitch in a facial muscle.
anger.
sad.
Sad and poignant.
sad.
If even the slightest hint is revealed, Brother Sha has a thousand versions of his prepared response ready to offer comfort.
But no.
None at all.
He simply accepted the fact calmly, as if what he had discovered had nothing to do with him; he was merely an indifferent bystander.
"So there are college entrance exam scores too."
The voice was slow and deep.
Sha Ge's heart was trembling.
He knew how important this achievement was to Shan Qingshan.
Every year during the college entrance examination, Shan Qingshan would drift off into thought, and when he walked past the school's big red list, he couldn't help but stop and take a look.
Sha Ge didn't know about his situation at first and even teased him about it.
"What? Want to go back to school?"
Shan Qingshan nodded and said, "I want to."
His expression was serious.
Sha Ge even forgot to smoke at the time; the cigarette ash fell on the tip of his shoe and was blown away by the wind.
"Shan Qingshan, listen to your brother, we..."
He started to speak, but then didn't know how to continue.
Should we get a paternity test?
Will Shan Qingshan be able to withstand it?
Should we just give up?
So what about the more than 20 years of deception and impersonation?
Shan Qingshan put away all the documents and pushed a card over.
"There's 300,000 in here, don't think it's too little. Don't worry about this."
Brother Sha suddenly stood up. "We've come this far, how could I possibly abandon you?! You think you can just give me 300,000 to get rid of me?"
"I don't have much cash on hand right now, and I haven't received payment for several jobs yet."
Sha Ge was nearly choked to death by him.
He stared at the sealed bag.
Do you want to have a paternity test done?
"Of course we have to do it, we've already come this far."
Shan Qingshan took the sealed bag directly to a highly private hospital. The test results wouldn't be available until the next day.
Shan Qingshan told Sha Ge to go back first, but Sha Ge didn't dare to leave.
The next day, when the time came, I immediately went to the hospital and squatted down at Shanqing Mountain.
Shan Qingshan was not surprised to see him. He took the test report from the doctor, glanced at it, and then slowly tore it to shreds.
Sha Ge watched from the side.
It felt like what was shattered wasn't the report, but Shan Qingshan himself.
He asked nervously, "What was the result?"
"You've mistaken my dad for someone else's."
The answer was already alarming, and Shan Qingshan's calmness gave Sha Ge goosebumps all over.
The worst possible outcome has occurred.
Doesn't this mean that the whole village lied to him?
Including his grandmother?
Sha Ge remembered that Shan Qingshan's grandmother was quite good to him, and even committed suicide so as not to be a burden to him.
How could that be?
How is that possible?
"There might have been some hidden story back then."
He awkwardly tried to comfort Shan Qingshan.
"Maybe."
"Then what happens next..."
There was no follow-up.
Sha Ge was stunned.
Shan Qingshan watched as the debris floated from his hand into the trash can.
I can't quite describe how I feel right now.
I had already guessed it.
The findings merely confirmed my own conjecture.
During the long wait, the driftwood had long since pressed down on him.
One layer, one layer.
One piece, one piece.
When the last straw broke the camel's back, I didn't feel anything.
There was no panic, no strength to erupt.
He asked, "Why do you think that as long as I get through those five years, fate will be on my side?"
He answered himself: "Actually, my fate was already sealed the moment I was born."
Sha Ge panicked, "Talk to your boyfriend, isn't he very capable? He can definitely handle this!"
"Brother Sha, do you see this road?"
"What are you looking at the road for!"
Something's wrong with Shan Qingshan right now, very wrong!
Sha Ge wanted to punch him.
Cry for me!
I'd rather beat you until you cry than see you looking like this stagnant pool!
Give me your phone, I'll call your boyfriend!
"This road is so beautiful and clean."
"Yes, yes, yes, the phone!"
“Because it’s beautiful and clean, no one will throw trash on it. But if the first person does, countless others will follow. I don’t want him to be implicated in this dirty matter.”
Sha Ge was about to retort when Shan Qingshan shut him down with a single sentence.
"It's like you're so poor in the film studio that you're eating steamed buns, but you still tell your mother that you're having a big meal."
After a long pause, Brother Sha asked out his deepest concern.
"Don't think too hard. Even if you don't want to be a burden, you can't keep everything bottled up inside. It will cause problems."
"Shan Huai is still alive, why should I die?"
Shan Qingshan took out the card again.
"That's enough for now. I'll walk alone from here."
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Shan Qingshan went home.
Returning here feels like stepping into another world.
He didn't turn on the light, as if he could walk more freely in the dark.
After he finished showering, he sat on the sofa and looked at the moon outside.
She thought to herself: Zhou Chong came back a little late today.
He was a little cold and wanted Zhou Chong to hug him.
Maybe... one hug isn't enough.
He leaned back on the sofa, feeling a part of his soul separate from his body as he watched his physical form sink into boundless darkness.
He was too lazy to even struggle.
It just slowly sank down like that...
"Smack!"
The lights are on.
The room instantly brightened.
Shan Qingshan heard hurried footsteps approaching, but stopped after only two steps.
The voice sounded unhappy and resentful.
"You don't turn on the lights at home? To save me electricity?"
Shan Qingshan turned his head and looked at him.
The moon was so bright outside, but a rainstorm had fallen in his heart, damp and heavy.
Zhou Chong: "Why are you back all of a sudden? Did you finish your work?"
No, I miss you.
A fleeting look of surprise crossed Zhou Chong's face, followed by joy.
Shan Qingshan stood up and loosened his belt.
The bathrobe slipped down.
Zhou Chong's eyes widened in surprise.
Shan Qingshan looked at him and said, "I want it."
Zhou Chong hurried over to him, took two steps at a time, reached out his hand, bent down and picked up the bathrobe to wrap him up.
"Xiao Bao, did you suffer some mistreatment outside?"
Shan Qingshan took a step closer and grabbed his clothes button.
His expression was indifferent, but his eyes held a softness that was hard to describe.
"So many things to do, I miss you so much."
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