[Chapter 19 Chapter 180 Si Jin Extra]
I was dreaming again.
Si Jin woke up from a sweet dream again.
All the happiness and beauty in his dream were things he could never touch or even think about in this life.
"Si Jin! You lunatic! Let me go!"
The holy body of Gu that was randomly found in the prison started to clamor again.
Si Jin was extremely annoyed, so he stood up, picked up a jar, and walked out, throwing it directly at the woman who was tied to the yard with an iron chain.
Seeing him come out, the woman shrank her neck and finally calmed down.
But the poisonous insect in the jar had already crawled out and was crawling towards her.
Looking at her eyes that were somewhat similar to the woman in his dream, Si Jin was in a trance for a moment.
He couldn't help but start to think, maybe, the person in the dream existed?
If she existed, would she also approach him actively like in the dream?
An anticipation rose in Si Jin's heart that he himself had not noticed.
He began to hover under the big locust tree in the tribe every day, hoping that one day a woman would fall from the sky and bring him happiness and a small home.
Day after day, year after year, Si Jin was in endless waiting, feeling both expectant and disappointed, disappointed and jealous.
Why can I possess her in my dream?
Why doesn't she come to find me?
Is it because of her?
Si Jin looked at the woman who was half-dead from being tortured by his poisonous insect.
This thought gradually occupied all his thoughts.
So, he threw her to his father without hesitation, a man even crazier than him.
Without the people making noise all day long, his little home suddenly became quiet.
My ears have never been so quiet, but I feel even lonelier.
Si Jin sat on the steps at the door, his thin figure looking particularly small in the empty four-bedroom apartment.
He looked into the distance with a cold expression, listening to the hustle and bustle outside the house through the closed wooden door.
"Ajin, what are you looking at?"
Suddenly a gentle voice sounded in my ears.
Si Jin suddenly turned around and saw the face he had been thinking about day and night. His eyes lit up and a smile appeared on his face.
"I……"
A breeze blew by, and the woman's figure disappeared from sight.
Si Jin: “…”
He fell silent, looking at the empty seat beside him, trying hard to maintain a smile.
“I am listening to their happiness.”
He lowered his eyes, bent his long legs that were casually stretched out, hugged his legs with his arms, and rested his pointed chin on his knees.
The man who usually looks so arrogant was sitting on the steps at the door of his room, separated by a door. His tall and thin figure was now curled up in a small ball.
He stared at the crack in the stone under his feet with an unfocused gaze, the corners of his eyes were red, as if he would cry at any moment.
But ever since he killed his master and his mother at the age of ten, he has stopped crying.
That night, he dreamed of her again.
This time, she celebrated his birthday with her sons.
The childish laughter of the children, her soft and pleasant humming, and the warm yellow candlelight make everything look so beautiful.
Beautiful, like a dream... No, it is indeed a dream.
A beautiful dream that does not belong to him.
The dream came to an abrupt end, and he woke up from it.
It was still dark in the house, and the quiet environment should have been his favorite, but now it frightened him.
He found a candle and held it with the candlestick in his hands.
The warm yellow firelight was exactly the same as in the dream.
“…”
Si Jin lowered his eyebrows and his Adam's apple rolled slightly.
The dim light centered on the boy on the bed dispelled the darkness, and soon, intermittent singing was heard from the house.
Si Jin clumsily hummed the song that the person in his dream hummed when celebrating his birthday.
It seemed that if he did this, he would be as happy as in his dream.
…
After the Gu Insect Competition ended, Si Jin left the Miao Village before his father could take action against him.
He knew very well that the person in his dream would not appear.
But staying here was too scary. He wanted to go to the place where they had walked together in his dream.
Taking the silver and the poisonous insect, Si Jin got up and left.
He carefully followed the route the two people took in his dream, but he always woke up from his dream in the middle of the night.
The huge contrast between the satisfaction in his dream and the loneliness in reality made him extremely painful.
He's had enough of this kind of life.
He just wanted to sink into the dream forever and be with her forever.
"Oh! Whose little boy is this? How could he be so handsome and charming?"
When he was about to find a place to commit suicide, a bright yellow figure suddenly bumped into his arms.
Hearing that familiar voice, the dead silence in Si Jin's eyes was gradually replaced by shock.
He widened his eyes in disbelief, met the woman's bright and beautiful smile, and opened his lips dryly.
"Wen Shinian, why did you come now?"
He really, really waited for her for too long.
Fortunately, he has his own Wen Shinian for the rest of his life.
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