"This boy is so strange..."
"Looks really tired..."
For some reason, the girl felt a strange sense of unease seeing Chi Jun's dazed and confused expression.
It was as if the other person had been completely drained of all their strength and was only holding on by muscle memory.
I hesitated whether to go up to the other person and ask if they needed help.
"Thanks……"
After receiving the hamburger meal, Chi Jun, who hadn't eaten meat in a long time, was like a walking corpse.
He stuffed the hamburger into his mouth, bite by bite.
The thought that he was about to leave this world brought him a sense of relief.
He simply grabbed a napkin, borrowed a pen from the bar, and started writing on it.
This indicates that tonight's accident was entirely his own doing and had nothing to do with anyone else.
To avoid implicating innocent people because of yourself.
From childhood to adulthood, Chi Jun's biggest fear has been causing trouble for others.
Even at the end of their lives, they try their best not to affect others.
Just then.
A diner carrying a tray sat down opposite Chi Jun.
The other person's phone was displaying a live stream of Wang Yueheng's performance.
Chi Jun, who is always sensitive to live broadcasts, looked up and saw that the logo of CCTV-7 was in the upper left corner.
For this singer who is about the same age as me.
Chi Jun had heard of him before and had listened to a few of his songs.
"The invisible pressure is making me so tired."
"I'm starting to find it a little difficult to breathe."
"Slowly begin to lower your defenses"
"Slowly regretting, slowly shedding tears..."
Soon, Wang Yueheng's half-sung song reached Chi Jun's ears.
His deep, magnetic voice, like a magnet, captivated Chi Jun.
It made him shudder.
This song.
It's a complete description of my current state of mind!
Chi Jun stared wide-eyed in astonishment at the phone screen of the diner opposite him.
He forgot to hide his loss of composure.
The diners across the table clearly noticed the boy's gaze as well.
He gently placed his phone flat on the table so that Chi Jun could also clearly see Wang Yueheng's live performance.
"Men, cry, cry, it's not a sin."
Even the strongest person has the right to feel tired...
However, after Wang Yueheng shouted out these classic lyrics with all his might.
Chi Jun was originally in despair.
Tears welled up instantly.
It felt like the arrival of some kind of sweet rain once again.
My lifeless heart seemed to start beating again.
"Men, cry, cry, it's not a sin."
"Taste the long-awaited tears."
Even rain can be beautiful.
"Why not seize this opportunity?"
"Have a good cry~"
Looking at Wang Yueheng standing on the stage, singing passionately in the video.
With his mouth full of food, Chi Jun could no longer contain his emotions.
"Waaah—"
Large tears streamed down her face and fell onto the dining table.
The initial silent weeping gradually turned into loud wailing as the song played.
Chi Jun is like someone whose heart is blocked by negative emotions.
All the grievances, pain, and confusion turned into tears that burst forth with the overwhelming emotions.
Chi Jun, who is slightly overweight, sat in a chair and cried uncontrollably like a child.
Just like when they were children and were scolded by their parents for not getting their favorite toys, they burst into tears.
While crying, Chi Jun suddenly realized something.
At this moment, in my impulsive state, how am I any different from an unreasonable child?
Just because he couldn't get the love he wanted, he rashly decided to end his life...
If your parents were standing here, how angry and heartbroken they would be, scolding you!
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