God willing
Jing Shengxi hated Li Li so much that he resented her indifference every day. He hated her so much that in his later years he admitted in front of the media that he had loved a woman, but this woman didn't want to see him.
When the media asked who it was, he thought about it but didn't say it.
She is so infuriating.
Sometimes I wonder, if it weren't for this unexpected rebirth, would the two of us never have the possibility of meeting each other again in this life.
He was a person who did not believe in ghosts and gods. He believed that man can conquer nature and that he can change himself through opportunities and hard work.
He responded too wildly and too smoothly.
His career is going smoothly, he is in good health, has a high status and considerable wealth. To others, his life is simply perfect.
The moon waxes and wanes, and it is impossible to have everything in your life.
I wish you a long life, and we can enjoy the moon together even though we are thousands miles apart.
He hated Li Li so much. He hated that she passed away so suddenly and that she didn't come to see him when he was seriously ill. He wanted to use public opinion to put pressure on Li Li to come and see him, but he was afraid of disturbing her comfortable and happy life.
Perhaps Li Lai has already started a new life, maybe married, maybe having a son and a daughter, and even picking up and dropping off her grandchildren from school in her old age.
It is also possible that she will be buried with her husband a hundred years later.
I am just a traveler in her life. After walking through a difficult period side by side with her, she suddenly chose another path without my noticing, and completely cut off contact with me.
Shao Yong, a philosopher of the Northern Song Dynasty, said that there would be a cycle after 120,000 years.
Twelve thousand years later we will meet, separate again, and lose you again.
Twelve thousand years is really a long time. I don’t want to fight for the length of ten thousand years, I just want the present.
Now, I don't want to lose you again.
Li Li's call still didn't go through, and Jing Shengxi didn't know what he was thinking, but he actually called Lan Yan.
It is incomprehensible no matter how you think about it for an artist to call other agents.
Lan Yan cautiously asked Jing Shengxi about the purpose of the call. Jing Shengxi did not hide it, "Is Li Li back?"
"She's taking a break now."
She is back.
When I came back, I didn't look for him or answer his calls. I just rejected him again and again.
He doesn't want to wait 120,000 years, he wants it now.
Li Lai had not rested at home for long when Vincent called her and said that he needed to do post-production.
When thinking about the post-production and film promotion, and the collaboration between the two, Li Lai felt that Vincent was like a female ghost in red, lingering around.
I told Lan Yan that I was busy with post-production. Lan Yan expressed his understanding and said that he would coordinate everything. Then he asked evasively, "Jing Shengxi came to see you."
"No, what happened?"
"It's okay, he just called me to ask if you've come back."
Jing Shengxi, the person who has a complicated relationship with me.
It is polite to call back a missed call, but Li Li still did not have the courage to face Jing Shengxi.
In her previous life, her relationship with Jing Shengxi did not result in anything.
She was afraid that this life would be the same, that there would be no outcome between the two of them, and she didn't want to experience the heart-wrenching pain of separation.
Forget it, forget it if you cut your losses in time.
Vincent found himself recording the post-production sound effects for the movie.
He felt that the recording quality in some places was not very good and hoped that Li Lai could re-record it.
He developed a rebellious mentality towards this movie. Li Lai never watched the sample film. Once it was shot, it was shot. If the director said it was not good, he would reshoot it. In any case, he would follow the director's arrangements.
Vincent said that there were a few breathing sounds that needed to be adjusted, so he put Li Lai in the recording studio.
When dubbing in the later stage, the actors will watch the sample film and dub it.
Li Li's character is a mute girl who is silent most of the time and only responds verbally when she is emotionally excited. Li Li only needs to focus on the clips in which she appears.
But when he saw the rough cut for the first time, Li Lai put aside his despicable thoughts and was surprised by the story development of the sample and the director's control of the rhythm, which were perfect.
This isn't the first look at the sample, this is the finished film.
The Li Li in the play is not right, it’s Liu He.
She has low self-esteem.
Different from Xiao Yase's inferiority complex, the other is inferiority complex caused by status and position, and the desire to gain dignity from others.
Liu He's inferiority complex comes from the fact that she trades her dignity for her life.
During the filming, he was bullied by Vincent to the point of being in a trance. In the end, he gave up on himself and accepted compromise. Just by looking at his haggard appearance, you can believe that Liu He is disappointed with the world.
Finished the two-hour film.
Vincent asked Li Li through the headset what she was dissatisfied with about herself.
Li Li thought the filming was great and had no complaints at all.
Vincent said that there is no such thing as a 100% perfect film, so he found two inappropriate clips and asked Li Lai to record them.
There are two clips: one is the sound of pain when Li Li hits his foot, and the other is the sound of Li Li crying when his salary is withheld.
Li Li anticipated that it would not be easy to shoot, but she did not expect it to be so difficult.
The first one took me a day to record, and I even used a stupid method, kicking the wall to capture the momentary sound of pain.
Even though he felt like his foot was broken, Vincent was still not satisfied.
Because she couldn't meet his standards, he always thought that Li Li was lacking something.
After a day of torture, late at night, Li Li was so hungry that his chest was sticking to his back and he had no energy to continue working, but Vincent was still full of fighting spirit, even more excited than before.
Under the pretext of asking for water, Li Lai asked his assistant, "Did he not take his medicine?"
This is not meant to be derogatory in any way, it is simply a question.
It was discovered that Vincent was taking medication for mental illness regularly, and he had personally admitted that he had obsessive-compulsive disorder and depression.
Li Lai knew that this person usually behaved like a mental patient to her, but she didn't expect that he actually had a mental illness.
"After taking it, I guess I've developed drug resistance."
Vincent's hand holding the wine glass was shaking uncontrollably, and he was so angry that he threw the glass to the ground. The ground was covered with thick soundproof carpet, so there was no sound.
But everyone in the studio was looking at Vincent.
"Forget it, let's all rest tonight. We'll continue working tomorrow."
With Vincent speaking, the tense atmosphere in the recording studio finally eased. Li Lai quickly packed up her things, really not wanting to stay here any longer.
"Li Lai," Vincent called out, "let's talk."
Li Li was so scared that his eyes rolled around. "Director, given your current mental state, I'm afraid I'll lose my life if I'm alone with you."
The life assistant quickly handed the medicine and water to Vincent.
Vincent didn't answer and whispered, "I don't want to take medicine now."
The life assistant looked at Li Lai sympathetically, then left with some water and medicine.
Now only Li Lai and Vincent are left in the recording studio.
Li Lai immediately recalled a recent extremely malicious injury case in which the mastermind claimed to have a history of mental illness.
This...this...means that I can’t log into the social section again.
"Don't be nervous, I'm fine, and I won't do anything extreme to you."
Vincent picked up the wine glass on the ground, poured another glass of wine, and drank it for a long time before speaking.
"The actress I wanted to use first was the stage actress. During the interview, I felt that she would resist unfair treatment and actively fight for her rights. She was the one I wanted to use from the beginning."
Li Lai heard Vincent say, "But she doesn't fit the role of the protagonist of my play. She's too opinionated and completely independent. I need someone who has been oppressed by society."
After saying that, he looked at Li Li and said, "Don't think about how good you are. You are only better than these three people."
Well, the little confidence she had to begin with was destroyed by Vincent's few words. Li Li thought, this man always spoils the fun.
It was already ten o'clock in the evening when Li Li left the company. He went to a nearby convenience store to buy a loaf of bread, ate a few bites, and ran to the underground garage to get his car.
The garage was extremely quiet late at night. Li Li wrapped his coat tightly and walked quickly. After finding the car, he drove away immediately.
It is necessary to be vigilant when walking alone at night. As soon as Li Lai's car drove out of the parking lot, he sensed that there was a car following him.
Thinking about the malicious harassment he suffered half a year ago, Li Li couldn't help but feel panicked and worried about his personal safety. He drove more carefully to avoid accidents.
Li Li drove the car very slowly, at about 20 mph, and kept his eyes on the rearview mirror.
The black car behind was closely following Li Li's car, honking its horn to urge Li Li to hurry up.
There are very few vehicles at night, and these are three wide roads. Even if Li Li drives slowly, it will not affect the cars behind him.
Frightened and with sweaty palms, Li Lai called the police and explained her situation in detail. Suddenly, her eyes were irritated by the bright light and she could not see the road ahead clearly.
She screamed "Oh no!" The huge impact left her no time to react, and both she and the car were knocked to the ground.
The seat belt and the airbag exerted force on each other, almost suffocating Li Li, but then came the severe pain in his body.
It hurts, it hurts so much.
The pain was so severe that Li Li felt like she was about to die.
When she called him, he was so busy that she couldn't even send a message for help.
The car behind her stopped in front of her and then drove away.
It was too late, there wasn't even a passerby.
Li Lai can only pin his hopes of survival on God's will. If God can help him, then it is fate that is caring for him, and if it is the god of luck that is rewarding him.
She should be able to survive.
She still has to live.
She needs to make money to support female students in going to school, she also needs to build roads in the mountains, and she also needs to take care of her mother. She has not yet won the Best Actress trophy.
she--
She, she hasn't replied to Jing Shengxi's message yet,
The physical pain made Li Li extremely nervous.
She was afraid that if she closed her eyes, she would really close her eyes.
She was afraid of not being able to see her mother and sister.
She was afraid that she really had no chance.
She also had something to say to Jing Shengxi, she wanted to apologize to Jing Shengxi.
What was she praying for? Just once, give her another chance.
The sounds of sirens and ambulances stopped Li Lai who was about to faint. She struggled to open her glasses and told herself to hold on, she must hold on.
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