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While waiting in the backstage, Li Lai was still picking at his fingers. Perhaps because he had been too busy recently and his body was lacking in trace elements, there were scars on his hands.
Like many people, what should I do if I get a cut on my hand?
Of course, tear it by hand.
Tearing off the thin skin strip by strip, the perverted psychology in my heart was satisfied.
When Li Lai was anxious, she would clasp her hands and pick her nails. Her ten fingers were injured repeatedly, and several times they became infected and required bandaging and medication.
In the past, in order to correct this bad habit, I even put on nail tips, thinking that it would damage the nails, but unexpectedly, it made me pick my nails even harder.
Every inch of the actor's skin will be on camera, and any flaws will bring a bad viewing experience.
The anxiety could not be relieved and it tormented Li Li, making him unable to sleep.
She tossed and turned in bed at night, unable to sleep, and was afraid of disturbing Jing Shengxi, so she forced herself to stay awake until eleven or twelve o'clock in the evening, then she went to the bathroom barefoot and sat down.
The brain is also clear about what is being thought, and it has the will to issue instructions and intercept, telling people that such behavior is dangerous.
Anxiety has taken over her rationality. She even feels that she needs to shave off all her hair to feel better. Of course, such dangerous behavior is even more undesirable.
My right hand was numb as I peeled off the dead skin and the razor blade.
It hurts, but he likes this kind of pain. After tearing off the first piece, Li Li's anxiety was reduced by half. But when he stopped tearing, the anxiety came flooding back.
Blood soon appeared on his left hand, and the stabbing pain from his fingers to his heart shocked the anxious army. Now the battle between the two armies was in a stalemate, and it was unclear who would win or lose.
Li Li felt that this was not enough. Now he needed to defeat the army of anxiety and make the rampant anxiety surrender completely.
Taking advantage of the victory, Li Li used his bleeding left hand to attack his right hand.
When a clean, warm hand held her bloody hand and a soft tissue gently covered the wound, he said, "There's no gauze or iodine cotton balls at home. Just bear with it."
The bathroom door was open, and the light from the night light was soft and did not irritate the eyes.
"Tsk, you're so artistic in your speech now." Li Li thought she had disturbed Jing Shengxi: "You go back to sleep, I'm fine, I just want to be alone for a while."
"Let me sit with you."
The bathroom was too small, so Li Lai sat on the toilet lid, and Jing Shengxi squatted beside her, holding her hand without saying a word. Neither of them spoke.
The foreign aid invited by the anxious army forced the war to be suspended. After Li Li finished taking the medicine in front of him, the effect of the medicine took effect and his tense body relaxed.
Let's take a break today and continue the fight the next day.
Li Lai had a very hard time during that period. She couldn't grasp the essence of the character and her performance was average. The director was not in a hurry to let her start filming and said that he would wait until she was in a better state before filming.
She was so anxious that she became nervous and began to dislike herself. She cut off her long hair with a pair of scissors. Before she had time to clean up the crime scene, Jing Shengxi came back.
He was also busy at that time, he needed to socialize and promote himself to bigger directors and seniors. Li Li didn't want to trouble him, so he repeatedly rejected his outstretched hand and drove him out.
"I told Zhao An that I'm sick and need to rest."
She was the one who was sick, and she was the one who dragged him down in his social activities.
The one holding her hand was Jing Shengxi.
After more than four months of tug-of-war, Jing Shengxi turned from evil to good, adhering to the principle of never abandoning or giving up, and helped Li Li win this spiritual war.
The drama "Follow the Map" has concluded its first quarter performances. All the creative staff would like to thank the audience for their support.
When the show was over, many audience members were still blocking the exit, unwilling to leave. Li Lai followed the other actors and shook hands with every audience member with great gratitude.
When the familiar texture was held in my hand, my heart was struck by electricity, and I remembered
He looked at the audience shaking his hand in disbelief.
This male audience member was wearing a hat, a mask, and ordinary, low-key sportswear.
When shaking hands with her, the sweat on the palm, the tight grip on her broad hand, and the unspeakable feeling of intimacy all told Li Li that she had a very close relationship with the owner of this hand.
Hug yourself with love in your hands and wipe away the delicate beads of sweat on your body.
It's the kind that, when holding hands, I will remember the two of us chatting about the future in the small rental house, and planning our future days after moving to a larger floor.
We agreed on how to spend our retirement days.
Staring into the other person's eyes, the other person doesn't look directly at you, and even seems to be avoiding you.
What are you hiding from? You've come to see my play, so what are you still hiding from? You should be hiding from the reporters and the public first.
After letting go of her hand, Li Li looked at him again for some unknown reason, and this time he chose to look directly into her eyes.
I really want to call out your name, but in this noisy crowd, with everyone congratulating you, my voice will be drowned out by the noise.
But I hope you can hear what I say.
"Don't clasp your hands, it will hurt."
Jing Shengxi, what do you want me to do?
After the troupe dinner, Li Lai sat in the car and Lan Yan planned her future work arrangements.
If there is no suitable script, Li Lai's best choice is to participate in the filming of a fantasy drama. This will greatly consolidate his popularity and improve his status, but he will have to make concessions on his ranking.
"You're the second lead, the male lead is the first, but you're the female lead."
Li Li thought for a moment and asked, "Any information coming from over there?"
"No, they kept the news strictly under wraps. The employees kept their mouths shut and we couldn't find out anything."
Now, Li Li has completely given up. Why bother to follow others? There must be actors who are better than him.
"Then I'll leave it to you."
Lan Yan said that he would contact the producers to communicate.
The phone turned on and off by itself. Lan Yan just thought she was still waiting for news about the movie, so he comforted her and told her to go to bed early. She would cooperate in promoting "The Secret of the Xiao Family" in the future.
It was this sentence that woke Li Li up. She took out her second account and secretly went to check Jing Shengxi's Weibo.
Most of the content he posts on Weibo is about promoting his works, and he also shares his casual paintings with fans.
I didn’t publish anything today, and my latest blog post is about taking a photo of the stars.
There is no best, the best is nothing.
I breathed a sigh of relief and searched for news related to myself online. Most of the reviews were positive about my performance and I also found a good viewing experience.
No wind or waves, it's another perfect day.
Since the cooperation has not been finalized these days, Li Lai stayed at Lan Yan's house to watch movies and help with housework.
The company called her and said someone was looking for her. Li Li thought it was a fan, so she asked the front desk to help entertain the person.
The receptionist whispered on the phone, "This is Vincent."
Vincent!
"Is it Vincent, the director of 'The Pursuer's Target'?"
After receiving a positive answer from the front desk, Li Li shouted excitedly, put on some clothes casually, drove to the company, and kept talking to himself all the way.
The front desk had invited Vincent to rest in the VIP room. Li Lai said yes and handed the front desk a big brand lipstick, saying that this color was very suitable for you, which made the front desk very happy.
Vincent was the only one in the VIP room. Li Lai adjusted his appearance in front of the mirror, knocked on the door politely, and walked into the room after getting the consent of the person inside.
"I'm so sorry to have kept you waiting, Director."
"I'm sorry for interrupting your planned time."
The two of them were polite to each other. Li Lai didn't know why the director came to see him. During the interview, he didn't say a word and just sat aside watching each actor perform.
"Please forgive me for coming to you so abruptly. I really have something to tell you."
"You say."
Vincent said that he had seen two of Li Lai's plays and had looked up relevant information in the library. He was very curious about what this "following the map" meant.
"According to Baidu Encyclopedia, 'following the map' means looking for a good horse by following an image. It's a metaphor for following clues, or a metaphor for being mechanical and rigid, right?"
Li Lai added, "Actually, there's another explanation. It's about following clues to find the target. It's a neutral term, and it depends on the context."
"For example?" Vincent asked with great interest.
"A clue to a snake's gray hair can lead to a thousand miles of hidden veins."
Vincent frowned after hearing this. He didn't quite understand Chinese idioms. He felt that these words contained a lot of meaning, just like the actress in front of him, whose performance and current state were completely separate.
"Two plays and nine interviews. Each of your performances gave me a different feeling."
Li Li was a little unsure what he meant by this.
“It’s hard to express yourself if you’re trapped in the framework of a play. But if you break away from it, you’ll be free and not know what to do. You need to find a suitable framework that allows you to fly.”
Look at this Chinese director, he speaks with a translator's accent.
Vincent: “I might have to look into the role of waitress again.”
Li Li is unhappy. You came to me to talk about this. You can just ask someone to pass on the message.
"This is the fourth female character, and it will be cut down for the sake of plot rhythm."
Li Li nodded, put on a smile and wanted to say that he would like to work with you again if there is a chance.
"Are you interested in playing the second female lead, the mute girl Liu He?"
Li Li's smile froze and he didn't know what to say for a moment.
"I haven't decided on the role of the mute girl yet. The actors are all excellent, but I always feel like it's missing something."
Li Lai wanted to play the role of the mute girl at the beginning, but considering that there were many things that could not be expressed without being able to speak, she decided not to do it. If she didn't act well, she would just become a silent person who could only gesture.
"It's too difficult to act, I'm afraid I won't be able to do it well." Li Li declined politely.
"I have great faith in my judgment when it comes to acting."
At this time, Li Lai was going through a struggle. According to Vincent, Li Lai was only one of the three candidates. Her stay or departure was decided by the production team after she had undergone a sign language course assessment.
One month is not a short time. If you spend your time on this and the test results are not ideal, you will have wasted a month in vain.
burden——
Not that many, but how many times in a lifetime can a person experience someone else's life?
"Okay, I need to arrange the time."
"I'll listen to you. I haven't finished selecting the roles yet." Vincent took out a business card from his bag and handed it to Li Li.
"Once you have arranged your time, just call the sign language teacher. The training will take a month, and during this month you need to be prepared for everything, including failure."
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