Her face was pressed against the ground, lying there on her side, with bright red blood flowing from the corner of her lips. Looking at his determined look, her beautiful eyes were filled with panic. She had escaped today, but what should she do next?
After saying that, Erdan turned around and stormed out, slamming the door behind him. He was finally gone, and Luo Xiaoyi was finally relieved to no longer have to endure his relentless onslaught.
Immediately afterward, Luo Xiaoyi heard him lock the door. Her heart sank. How was she supposed to escape now that the door was locked?
She lay on the ground, filled with despair. Erdan was coming again tomorrow. What could she do? To preserve her chastity, she had no choice but to commit suicide! Fortunately, in his anger, Erdan had forgotten to stuff a towel into her mouth.
She now finally has the chance to bite her tongue and commit suicide...
But is Luo Xiaoyi really going to die a miserable death here?
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Her nose stung, and tears welled up, soaking the yellow earth on the ground. Why was she so miserable? The man she loved had left to find another woman, and now she had been inexplicably sold to this place? What should she do?
Was it her fate to die a miserable death in this desolate mountain ravine, having nothing left? If she died, she wouldn't suffer, wouldn't be tormented, wouldn't have to think of Ou Zihan with a broken heart; everything would be over…
Was death the best relief for her?
In the dark woodshed, she sobbed uncontrollably, heartbroken, desperate, and in agony...
Now, Zihan and Baizhi are together, right? They must be snuggling happily together, Zihan's warm embrace holding Baizhi tightly, and they must be whispering many sweet nothings to each other...
They must be so sweet together, right? They must be so happy, right? After going through so many hardships, they're finally together. They must cherish each other so much, right?
Zihan loves Baizhi, and Baizhi loves Zihan; Luo Xiaoyi has always been superfluous...
Her heart ached terribly, as if a sharp iron barb had pierced it and was being slowly pulled out of her flesh, the barb stained with her blood and flesh. The pain was excruciating...
For her, happiness was like a shooting star. A shooting star is so beautiful for a fleeting moment as it streaks across the sky, yet so short-lived. She fell in love without realizing it, but it left her with a lifetime of pain…
She lay there curled up in despair, shivering on the ground. Her white dress was covered in dust, her long black hair was disheveled and haphazardly plastered on her face. Her face was deathly pale, blood trickling from the corner of her lips. Her eyes were bloodshot and extremely dim, devoid of any desire to live. Her eyes were filled with despair, and tears streamed down her face, soaking the yellow earth beneath her feet…
"Zihan, if I die, will you ever think of me even for a single day?"
Will you ever think of me, Luo Xiaoyi?
"Once, we held hands and went to the food street to eat squid and crayfish. You fed me squid skewers, and I fed you crayfish. We were so sweet, so happy, and so blissful together. Do you remember that?"
“We once went to Longquan Mountain Villa together. It was so beautiful there, the wild game was so delicious, and the hot springs were so warm and inviting.”
"You said that as long as I like it, you'll make Longquan Mountain Villa our home. You said you'll build us a villa there, where we can play in the hot springs, eat the best wild game in the world, and live in a paradise. Zihan, if one day you go there, will you think of me?"
"Once, we watched a movie together at home. I cried so hard because of Bai Zhi's text message. You said the name didn't matter, that you only liked me as a person. Do you know how touched and happy I was then? I thought I was the happiest woman in the world. Zihan, if one day you watch a movie alone, will you think of me?"
“Once, we went to the grassland to watch shooting stars. When a beautiful, bright shooting star streaked across the sky, I made a wish. You asked me what I wished for. Because people say that wishes won't come true if you don't tell them aloud, I didn't tell you at the time.”
"But I'm about to die now. I'm about to lose all thought and feeling. How terrible is that? If I don't tell you now, I'll never have the chance again."
"So, before I die, I tell you in my heart that my wish is: I hope that Luo Xiaoyi and Ou Zihan will be together for the rest of their lives and never be separated."
"Zihan, when you go to the grasslands to watch the shooting stars again, will you think of me? Will you?"
"Once, we were kidnapped together by Old Zhou. We were so inseparable, bound by life and death. That day, you risked your life to save me, which hurt me so much. I would rather die myself than see you die. That day, you thought you were going to die. You apologized to me, saying you couldn't stay in this world to take care of me anymore; you said you would find an angel to love me in your place; you said you would become the brightest star watching over me, hoping I would be happy..."
"Zihan, we've been through life and death together. In the future, when you're lonely, will you think of me?"
"Once, we looked at lilies together at home. I said that the meaning of lilies is love that never fades. You said that as long as you lived, you would never let the lilies in our home wither. You said that when we were old, we would still be close together, looking at that patch of lilies together. Zihan, when you see that patch of lilies at home, will you think of me?"
Even if you spend your whole life with Bai Zhi, will there ever be a day, for just a minute or a second, when you suddenly think of me? Will you, Zihan?
"Zihan, have you ever loved me? Even for a minute, a second, have you?"
"Zihan, if you loved me even for a second, then I would be happy, and I could die in peace..."
She gave a bitter laugh to herself: "Zihan, you've never loved me, have you? From the beginning until now, you've always loved Baizhi. How could you love me? To you, I'm just a wisp of desolate air..."
She is about to die here, in a woodshed in a remote mountain valley. After she dies, there will be no tombstone, no memorial service, no one will come to see her, and no one will burn paper money for her. She will quietly disappear from the world and turn into a wisp of dust...
It's as if she's never been in this world at all...
On her deathbed, she suddenly remembered Xu Zhimo's poem: "I leave quietly, just as I came quietly; I wave my sleeves, not taking away a single cloud..."
"Zihan, I'm leaving. I love you, I love you so much, I miss you so much..."
Her mind flashed back to the scene of her first meeting with Zihan like a movie: that night, she was drugged and slept in the same bed with Zihan. His handsome face, his deep and charming black eyes, his straight nose, his sexy thin lips, his breathtakingly handsome face, were all vivid in her mind. His magnetic voice still lingered in her ears, "Woman, you slept with me, you have to take responsibility for me."
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