This possibility was really cruel. Qu Yunmie didn't want to think about it, but he couldn't help it. It barged into his mind like a monster, smashing his beautiful fantasies, and then grinned at him in a mess. ...
Qu Yunmie lowered his eyes.
Xiao Rong: “…”
He watched Qu Yunmie's eyelids drooping little by little. The lower his eyelids drooped, the more depressed he became. Xiao Rong was frightened and kept reflecting on what inappropriate thing he had just said.
No, his tone was very kind.
Xiao Rong was puzzled. He was about to ask Qu Yunmie what he was thinking, and then he saw Qu Yunmie raise his head and said to him as if he was betting everything on one throw: "I want to drink with you."
Xiao Rong: “…………” Very good.
Although Qu Yunmie did not indulge in pleasure, he already had one thing in common with those children from aristocratic families.
After a long silence, Xiao Rong glanced at Qu Yunmie and said, "You should know that drinking and... being intimate don't have to be done at the same time."
He wanted to use a more tactful word, but there were only the two of them here, and they had already done it, so why would they be afraid to say it?
After hearing him put it so bluntly, Qu Yunmie stood straight and then hummed.
But before Xiao Rong spoke, he added: "But if you don't drink, you won't be intimate with me."
Xiao Rong was stunned. He looked into Qu Yunmie's eyes, but the latter turned his gaze to the window on the side.
Outside the window, people were coming and going, hawking and laughing could be heard all the time, but the bustle belonged to others. The common people still had a day to live in peace, but the two of them could only enjoy life whenever they had the chance. Xiao Rong was not even sure if he had ever enjoyed it. Although he lived in the best place and used the best equipment, he also had the most worries and the most fears.
Qu Yunmie was even worse off than him. He hadn't relaxed for a moment in the past ten years. After being forced to grow up overnight, he never missed his childhood again. What was play? He didn't know that his life was to become stronger, fight, become stronger, and fight.
Either he kills someone else, or someone else kills him.
All his extravagant desires and greed were placed on another person, because there was only one such person and there was no possibility of replacing him, so his bottom line also fluctuated with this person. If Xiao Rong treated him better, he would expect more, and if Xiao Rong treated him worse, he would comfort himself that it didn't matter, as long as the person was still in front of him.
But Xiao Rong actually didn't like this. He didn't like seeing Qu Yunmie become so humble.
Feeling depressed and disappointed, Xiao Rong spoke with a sense of disappointment: "Qu Yunmie, can't you be a little tougher?"
When Qu Yunmie heard his voice, he turned his head back. Xiao Rong's words penetrated into his mind, but he couldn't analyze what they meant for a while.
He looked at Xiao Rong in a daze. The latter's face turned red when he looked at him, and his tone became more and more angry: "It's because you are always like this that I am angry. Do you think I like hitting wooden stakes? I don't like it, but you think it will be useful to me, so you brought me to the barracks. You treat me well, you respect me, you care about me, you have done all these. But do you know that I don't want to see you like this? It makes me feel that you are sacrificing for me, but I don't want to exploit you or humiliate you. This is not my intention!"
Qu Yunmie's expression gradually changed. He fell silent and suddenly asked Xiao Rong, "So, you still don't want to owe me?"
Xiao Rong: “…”
This time he was really furious: "What's the point of saying all this today? Talking about whether it's owed or not is just like covering one's ears and stealing the bell! I just don't want you to obey me in everything anymore. You want to consider my wishes, but have you ever thought that your mood is also one of my wishes? I don't know what will happen in the future, but now, I want you to be nicer to yourself." Be nice to yourself.
Qu Yunmie felt strange because he had never treated him badly. He could kill anyone he wanted, and he would note down every single person who bullied him, and he would pay them back sooner or later.
A person who has lived a hard life all his life would not realize what he is missing. He would listen to whatever Xiao Rong said. In fact, this is also a manifestation of lack of security. He is afraid that Xiao Rong will leave, so he will never step over the line.
Even that night, he was really drunk. Later, when he sobered up slowly, he found that Xiao Rong's attitude towards him was a little strange, so he let it go. However, he never thought of seducing Xiao Rong to do something. He just hugged Xiao Rong in his arms on impulse, and Xiao Rong took the initiative afterwards.
He was 24 years old this year, and was full of vigor and vitality. To put it bluntly, a man of his age who had never had sex would probably have some reaction when he saw a pretty sheep. He had tasted the sweetness, but except for wanting to repeat the same trick the next day, he never did anything else. The following days were still the same as usual, and even Xiao Rong could not see anything unusual about him.
It's not that he is such a gentleman, but that he is really too tolerant.
Able to endure pain, and also able to endure one's own desires.
He thought that night was just a flash in the pan, and if he wanted to do it again, he might have to wait another year, or even longer. No one could accept such an outrageous thing, but he accepted it and even thought it was good. After all, he was a patient person, so he would wait one year at a time.
It was not until now, with Xiao Rong's reminder, that he realized that he seemed to have misunderstood something.
He thought that Xiao Rong's love for him was just a little bit, as little as the gap between his little fingernails, so under the influence of alcohol and on the premise of tacit understanding, he was willing to have a romantic moment with him. But now Xiao Rong said it himself, cough, at least that's what Qu Yunmie heard, he told him personally that Xiao Rong's love for him was not just a little bit, but as much as one hand could hold.
Qu Yunmie looked at Xiao Rong and blinked. This time he really understood.
The atmosphere became quiet. He looked at Xiao Rong straight, making Xiao Rong's heart pound. His eyes told Xiao Rong that something would happen next. Xiao Rong was a little nervous, so he quickly lowered his head, but he was still standing there, so this was not a rejection, but acquiescence.
However, the next second, Qu Yunmie suddenly left.
Xiao Rong: “…………” Damn it.
This time he didn't care even if the Jade Emperor came. Xiao Rong held his breath and looked up. He looked in the direction where Qu Yunmie left. Unexpectedly, Qu Yunmie didn't go out. He just walked over and closed the two wooden windows.
There was a click, the sound of the wooden window closing. Immediately afterwards, his eyes blurred and Qu Yunmie picked him up. Not as a princess, but one that held his buttocks like a child.
Qu Yunmie really liked hugging him. Xiao Rong rested his head on his shoulder, pursed his lips, and said nothing more.
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