Qu Yunmie turned his head back.
Seeing that he had attracted his attention, Xiao Rong continued to speak in a discontinuous and true and false way: "If you don't know what life and death are in your whole life, then the first time you know it, it will be a disaster like destroying the world, especially... sudden death, do you know? Sudden death is not the familiar death of being killed by bandits, or losing your life on the battlefield after joining the army, but because of a little, particularly boring, and incredible little thing, a life is gone. In the days to come, you will always think and think about why people die so easily, why God let him be born, let him grow up, let him be enthusiastic, but not let him live. From then on, everything in front of me seemed different. Looking at the rising sun, I would think that he would never see what it would look like after dawn. Listening to the cicadas and birds singing, I would think that this world is so cruel that it didn't let him step into this summer."
Qu Yunmie was slightly stunned, and Xiao Rong recalled some bad memories. He couldn't help but frowned, but after a pause, he continued: "If you are more unfortunate, this incident happened when you first stepped into this world, between a child and an adult, then it will completely change you. You will become stubborn because you already know how terrible death is. You will spend all your energy to avoid it, and you will become more merciful because you don't want this to happen to other people. So-"
He tilted his head and looked at Qu Yunmie, and smiled at him gently: "So I won't kill innocent people for you, and I refuse to think about what I would do if something happened to you, whether you were alive or dead. I don't want to know, and I don't want to assume."
When he was young, he didn't understand love, hate, or even joy, anger, sorrow, or happiness. In order to grow up well, his body focused all his attention on eating, drinking, playing, and dealing with teachers and parents. He became like this even though he didn't know anything. If he knew everything, what would he become?
The corners of Xiao Rong's mouth curled up slightly, and then quickly smoothed out automatically. Qu Yunmie looked at the red corners of his eyes and suddenly leaned over.
Xiao Rong closed his eyes subconsciously, and then he felt a warm touch on his eyelids.
Two seconds after Qu Yunmie left, Xiao Rong slowly opened his eyes. He bit the soft flesh in his mouth and said, "Don't get me wrong."
After saying these words, he seemed to be preparing himself mentally. After a while, he finally raised his eyes quietly: "I am not saying that I have become a better person. Maybe I am better for others, but not for you. My changes and my current personality will only bring you a lot of trouble."
The realization of the preciousness of life allowed Xiao Rong to treat everyone in this world kindly, but Qu Yunmie was the only unlucky one who received only his cold words. This was because Xiao Rong realized not only the preciousness of life, but also the emptiness and blow that came with the abrupt end of a relationship.
When Qu Yunmie heard Xiao Rong talking about the bounty, he couldn't understand what the logic behind it was so obvious. However, Xiao Rong said it so vaguely that Qu Yunmie actually understood it.
And after he understood it, he laughed.
Xiao Rong frowned and looked at him, and Qu Yunmie put away the expression on his face. He didn't tell Xiao Rong that he didn't mind or that he wasn't afraid of trouble, because he knew that Xiao Rong didn't believe it at all. Xiao Rong was indeed a man who learned from his mistakes. After the Xianbei, Xiao Rong never asked him if he could accomplish something. Even if he promised it in person, Xiao Rong smiled and nodded to praise him, but he still didn't believe it. ... If he didn't believe it, then don't believe it. Anyway, Xiao Rong was guarding against him openly. He said all day that he should be on guard against him embezzling public funds and acting without authorization in the future. For this reason, Xiao Rong also told him about the new official system he wanted to promote, but when he heard about the second rank, Qu Yunmie began to lose focus.
In the past, Qu Yunmie felt that he had to win back Xiao Rong's trust and make Xiao Rong believe in himself, but later he discovered that in the long list of things he needed Xiao Rong to do for him, trust was probably at the bottom.
Trust is not a necessity between them, let alone between husband and wife, even between the king and his subjects there is no such thing as them. There is no way, after all they are both weird.
No matter if Qu Sen would be dissatisfied with Yun Mie tomorrow night, at least he felt satisfied today. He did not ask, but Xiao Rong took the initiative to tell him. This feeling was like pie in the sky, and this pie was made of gold.
Qu Yunmie felt very happy, and there was nothing he wanted to know anymore.
Oh, wait, there's one more thing he wants to ask.
"A Rong." Xiao Rong looked up.
Qu Yunmie asked him: "What is the relationship between you and this person you are talking about?"
Xiao Rong: "...classmate."
Qu Yunmie nodded with a heavy face.
Well, this time he really had nothing to want to know.
The author has something to say:
I haven't made up for it yet. I worked overtime again today and got home very late. But tomorrow is the weekend, I will definitely make up for it (I am sure)
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