Chapter 177 Instead of little left
"Gu Jiujing, do you think you are a good person?" Shi Ming asked calmly.
There was no mockery or sarcasm, just a very normal tone.
Gu Jiujing was silent and didn't speak for a long time.
The phone was still on speakerphone, and Yu Liningyan could hear Gu Jiujing's voice and words just now, and he could hear the questions asked by Shi Ming clearly.
The room was very quiet. The noisy Yu Li slowed down his movements and turned to look at Ning Yan.
Ning Yan felt his gaze and turned back to meet his gaze. After sighing, he shook his head and whispered, "See, things have really gotten out of hand. Master Jiu probably thought I was trying to steal his girl, and he's started to throw dirty water on me."
Yu Li was about to say something when Gu Jiujing said on the other end of the phone, "No."
——Do you think you are a good person?
--no.
“…”
Ning Yan shrugged at Yu Li, looking at him with a look of disbelief, and continued in a very low voice: "See, he actually knows that what he did is immoral, but he can only tell the truth to Shi Ming. If it were someone else, they would definitely ask why I am not a good person. I am a good person. If you think I am not good, you should find the problem yourself."
Yu Li gave him a thumbs up and agreed: "That's very well said!"
Ning Yan smiled and stretched out his fist, and Yu Li immediately hit him with his own fist. After that, they both let out a small "yeah".
Shi Ming watched them playfully with an expressionless face. He turned his gaze away and stared at the white wall opposite him. He said, "Gu Jiujing, Moros has already confessed to me what you did, so you don't have to pretend in front of me."
Gu Jiujing was silent for three seconds, then immediately said, "He lied."
"Then wait until this is over, and then we'll go back to the capital and have a proper confrontation. I'm also very curious about who's playing tricks on me." Without waiting for Gu Jiujing to speak, Shi Ming sneered, "Of course, in the meantime, you'd better pray that nothing happens to him, otherwise I'll just think you're guilty and killed him early."
“…”
"Is there anything else?" Shi Ming asked coldly.
"I have a question."
"explain."
"You know what happened between me and Tan Shaoqing. Why didn't you come to settle the score with me after you recovered your memory? Instead, you took Ning Yan away."
Shi Ming did not answer and listened to the phone quietly.
He knew that Gu Jiujing had not finished asking what he wanted to ask.
After a pause, seeing that Shi Ming had no intention of answering, Gu Jiujing continued, "Do you think his safety is more important than settling the score? Are you worried that I might hurt him?"
"Wouldn't you—"
"Or are you worried that he'll hurt me after you tell him the truth?"
“…”
"Or maybe both."
After a long silence, Shi Ming turned his head and shifted his gaze from the white wall to Ning Yan's face.
Seeing Ning Yan stunned for a moment, whistling and looking away, he couldn't help but frown slightly.
He felt that Ning Yan should run over now, snatch his phone away, and then severely humiliate Gu Jiujing on the other end of the phone.
He acted like a bitch just like Yu Li, grinning and irritating Gu Jiujing to death: "Oh my God, why do you think Shi Ming is worried that I will hurt you? Didn't you hear what he just said? I'm the good guy, and you're the bad guy! Of course he left because he was worried that you would hurt me. My safety is more important than yours, OK?"
Yu Li and Ning Yan both like to do such despicable things, but when the target becomes Gu Jiujing, they seem to tacitly regard such behavior as seeking death.
Finally, Shi Ming withdrew his gaze and decided to take action himself: "You think too much about Gu Jiujing. If he really wants to hurt you, it's not something that can be solved by me taking him away. Even if I drive the car thousands of kilometers away, he will drive it back overnight if he wants to kill you."
"Then why doesn't he drive back and kill me now?" Gu Jiujing said, "I guess you must have told him the truth, Xiaoshi. You are always sincere to your friends."
"Because he is kind, he lets you go."
"No, it's because of you." Gu Jiujing seemed to smile lightly and said, "Because he loves me and my family, because he cares about you, he didn't come back to settle the score with me."
Shi Ming couldn't help but frown, and suddenly an idea came to his mind.
He thought about the time before and after he lost his memory when he followed Ning Yan around, the videos and pictures of the two of them on the Internet, and the various comments on the Internet and the domestic entertainment industry.
At this moment, I only thought of one last thing and asked, "Gu Jiujing, are you trying to ask me if I've cheated on you?"
“…”
It may be that Gu Jiujing's scheme against Ning Yan and his re-scheme against him had a certain buffer in his amnesia. Shi Ming, who had been talking to Gu Jiujing for a long time without any anger, suddenly exploded after asking this question and getting Gu Jiujing's silent answer.
Over there, Yu Li and Ning Yan were secretly discussing what to eat later when they saw Shi Ming suddenly stand up.
Sparks shot out of his eyes, and the muscles on his face were tense with anger. He shouted, "Gu Jiujing!!!"
I don’t know if Gu Jiujing was scared, but Ning Yan and Yu Li were really scared.
The two watched in horror as he grabbed the small potted plant on the table and prepared to throw it.
But soon, Shi Ming seemed to remember that this was not his home.
So he froze in mid-air, his chest heaving violently several times, but he still closed his eyes and pushed it back with force.
After taking a deep breath, Shi Ming said coldly: "Gu Jiujing, are you like the people on the Internet, thinking that I cheated after losing my memory? That I am cheating on you? That I just fall in love with every girl I meet? If that's the case, I tell you, after returning to Beijing, leave me and immediately -"
"No."
Shi Ming had a blank expression on his face, his eyes were cold and without any fluctuation.
Gu Jiujing said calmly, "I'm thinking about a question."
Shi Ming said indifferently: "What?"
"Am I being selfish?"
“…”
Shi Ming almost laughed out loud. While laughing, he also wanted to ask him if he really didn't think that he was asking nonsense. Is this a question that needs to be discussed and thought about?
"I've talked with many well-known psychologists and psychology masters about the possibility of healing major trauma, especially childhood trauma. I asked them why some people, after receiving and feeling love, still choose to give up their lives." He paused and whispered, "For example, Yu Li."
Shi Ming didn't want to laugh anymore. He frowned and lowered his voice unconsciously: "What do you want to say?"
“Love is only a part of life, not everything.”
Shi Ming widened his eyes slightly, his mind full of thoughts about Gu Jiujing finally letting things go and feeling that all this time accompanying him to Continent M was a joke.
I feel that his life is not just about love, it should not be just about himself, he should have more important things, such as friends, career, family, friends, etc.
Gu Jiujing said: "After you lost your memory, you relied on Ning Yan a lot, afraid of being abandoned by him. You cried when he left. The lack of security in your childhood was carried into every year of your future as you grew older. But I always thought that these could be made up for. I thought I could make up for them all for you, but after you lost your memory, I found that it seemed that it was not possible."
“…”
"It's like a young tree with a nail driven into it when it's very young. Even if you pull it out after it grows up, the mark will still be there."
“…”
"When I was little, I was always arrogant, conceited, and selfish, thinking that I could give you enough love to fill the void in your life."
…
"I don't like you taking love from others. You're like a controlling parent who thinks children should eat and drink enough water at home before going out to play happily. Food from outside is forced to be labeled as garbage and kept away from you."
“…”
"But recently, I found that I seemed to be wrong."
Gu Jiujing said: "When I was little, I saw the surveillance video of Ning Yan taking you to pry open the safe. The way you looked at him was very similar to the way I looked at you on the variety show before."
"When I was in school, my teacher said that when you can explain a problem to others, you will know how to solve it."
"So at that time, I suddenly felt a sense of pride in raising you well and making you better and better. You are loving the people you care about in the same way I once loved you."
"When we were little, I really didn't like him taking you to all kinds of dangerous places, and I was jealous of him going through thick and thin with you. But when I saw him desperately running towards you and resolutely catching you with his body, I also felt happy and fortunate."
“Be thankful that one day when I am gone, there will only be one less person who loves you, not just a few left.”
After a long silence, Shi Ming hung up the phone.
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