Chapter 186 I Want You
I understand, but I don't want to listen.
Yu Chengbai raised his head to look at him, their eyes met, and his scarlet, moist eyes reflected Ning Yan's cold face.
Ning Yan had a blank expression on his face, but he was thinking in his heart.
It was over, he cried, really cried.
This man has been doing very well in the northern continent of M and Antarctica in recent years. I hope he won't play the imprisonment trick again in anger.
Then can I continue to work here?
He wouldn't take advantage of his position to fire himself, would he?
Although the positions are all iron rice bowls, power is sulfuric acid, which can melt the iron rice bowl.
Yu Chengbai wouldn't be so shameless, right?
No, he has done a lot of shameless things, this one is no exception.
Ning Yan frowned, hesitating whether to apologize to him now and then, saying that he had just lost his temper. In fact, they could not be husband and wife, but they could still be friends. He also did not want him to help him protect his career in NCA, just don't ruin his iron rice bowl.
He also specifically asked his boss that if he performed well in his unit, he would have the opportunity to work in embassies in other countries.
Sometimes, thanks to Ying's relationship, I might be able to return home in glory and go back to the capital wearing this police uniform.
There was a long moment of quiet and silence in the room.
The quiet one is Yu Chengbai, and the silent one is Ning Yan.
One is quiet and resentful with red eyes, the other is silent and guilty with averted eyes.
Like a poor wife who has been betrayed by her cold and heartless husband.
Ning Yan clenched and released the hands hanging at his side, clenched and released them again, and after rubbing them, he found that they were wet with sweat and his whole arm was shaking a little.
He didn't know how to comfort Shi Ming when he cried, and now Yu Chengbai is crying, he still doesn't know how to comfort him.
How come you were so good at coaxing others before?
Ning Yan felt the urge to smoke again, something he hadn't felt for a long time.
What should I do? Should I tell Yu Chengbai a joke like I did to coax Shi Ming and Yu Li that night?
He remembered that Yu Chengbai had a very low sense of humor.
"I……"
After a pause, I suddenly remembered that it’s better not to be too far away when comforting people.
Ning Yan walked over and stood beside Yu Chengbai, gently resting his right hand on his back, and said softly: "I'm sorry, I said something harsh just now. I said it in anger. Please don't take it to heart. I apologize to you."
"Actually, I was also wrong. I teased you many times, and I could have been honest with you after I lost my memory. I should have told you that I was Ning Yan then, so that we wouldn't have had such an ugly fight later."
"Moros and I approached you initially with the intention of killing you. This is our fault, and I apologize."
"We're even, okay?"
Yu Chengbai may not be as innocent as he thought before. He has done many shameless things behind the scenes that are inconsistent with his personality, but it is true that he is easy to coax.
He just said a few perfunctory words, but Yu Chengbai took it seriously.
The tears stopped flowing, and the resentment in his eyes disappeared, and he turned back into the gentle and elegant man he was.
Yu Chengbai held his hand tightly and didn't say anything for a long time.
Ning Yan carefully studied his expression and asked him, "Are you not angry anymore?"
Yu Chengbai looked up at him, his eyes still a little red, but his expression softened. He said, "Ayan, I hope you won't be angry with me."
Very good.
He knew he was the easiest to coax.
Ning Yan said happily: "Then you won't dismiss me from my position, right?"
Yu Chengbai was stunned.
Ning Yan continued, "You won't use your power to force me to resign, right? You're not that kind of person. I can continue to work at NCA, right?"
Yu Chengbai's expression was a little stiff.
Ning Yan didn't notice. He patted his shoulder solemnly and said without any instruction, "Boss Yu, although I'm no longer with 735, my heart is still with it. If you need me in the future, just tell me. I will do my best and die for you!"
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"Why aren't you talking? Are you so touched? Boss Yu, there's no need. Just based on my relationship with the Third Young Master, you're his brother, and you're also my brother! From now on, if you tell me to go east, I won't go west. If you tell me the sun rises in the west, I'll also—"
"I want to be your wife."
"Change it." Ning Yan said quickly.
"You're just teasing me." Yu Chengbai pressed hard on the table, his knuckles turning white, veins bulging on the back of his hands, and his chest began to heave violently with surging emotions. He gritted his teeth and said, "Ning Yan, you don't like me anymore."
"Yes, I don't like you anymore." Ning Yan was calm, almost indifferent. He patted his shoulder gently and said cruelly, "Mr. Yu, in the relationship between men, husband and wife is an abnormal state, while friends and brothers are normal. I have come to terms with it, and you should hurry up and come to terms with it as well."
"I can't get over it. I can't do it. So many years have passed...you want me to get over it now?"
Ning Yan looked at him and frowned. "We've only been married for less than a year. Is it as serious as you say? Why are you so upset? What's the problem? How can others be so upset? It's your own fault. Anyway, I've gotten over it. You can solve your own problem yourself."
"Ayan..." Yu Chengbai looked at him with a sad and resentful look in his eyes, his whole body trembling.
"Mr. Yu, please call me by my full name and surname again."
"You don't like me anymore..."
"right."
"Don't be husband and wife anymore..."
"yes."
"Let's be friends..."
"Brother is fine too." Ning Yan thought for a moment and said, "You said before that there is no difference between looking at me and looking at the Third Young Master. In your eyes, I am the same as the Third Young Master."
Yu Chengbai looked at him, his eyes red, calm and deep. He said slowly, "We've hugged, kissed, and done the most intimate things. Can we go back to the way we were before? Can you still treat me as your brother?"
"able."
"I can't." Yu Chengbai stared at him, saying word by word, "I can't. I can't do this. When I was holding you down and forcibly breaking your body apart bit by bit, I had no intention of leaving any room for retreat, let alone going back to the way things were before!"
"I'm going all out. I don't care about morality. I just want you."
Ning Yan looked at him for a while and frowned: "Have you taken drugs, Yu Chengbai?"
Yu Chengbai said in a calm tone, as if he had lost all hope: "You are the child my mother gave birth to in Continent M with another man after she left my father."
"?"
"I've done no less than five paternity tests for you, and the results are all the same. Do you want to see it?"
“???”
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PS:
Yu Chengbai: I'm crazy, please don't disturb me
Ning Yan: ???
No, brothers! I emphasize again! No! Don’t believe rumors, don’t spread rumors, don’t make up rumors!!!
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